Tuesday, August 3, 2010
truetruetrue^^
The end of semester 1 is drawing nearer. When the end is near, my faith starts shaking and I start failing. Shit. I have lost the strength to keep on performing in school. I've been late and partial. I've been attaining C's and D's for my daily grade. This is so not happening. Watching myself wither is not inspiring at all. Where's the strength? Where's the faith? I'm losing it. :/
Parents said " asal tk dtg skolah? kan da dpt letter. Skolah jangan main2 eh syahirah. " and bla bla bla. Is that what they are best at? In my whole entire life, I have yet to hear these words from them " How are you coping with school?". Tak pernah siaaaa!!! Instead of adding salt to these wounds of mine, I would appreciate if they give me some encouragements or concern. Nevermind, I am not alone in this.
And you, when will I hear those 3 words? Or will I ever hear it? especially before you go for China. Because I don't want to live my life with doubts and question marks. yada yada yada.
GOODNIGHT!
7:44 AM
Yours truly.