To someone that matters the most to me. I dedicate this song for you.

Healing hands
Can you save me?
Take this body
Do as you will
Is there a chance
You can cure me?
Make it all better
Say that you love me still

You can be the one to dry my eyes baby
Please don't let me drown
I'm sinking

Tell me you want me
Tell me you need me
Say that you love me
And heal me tonight
Cuz I am wounded
My heart is bleeding
Stop this aching
And heal my tonight

My remedy
Lies on your lips
All that I need is
Just one more taste
Why leave me here
To suffer?
And let all my love for you
Just go to waste

Don't pretend that you don't feel
The same for me
All you have to do
Is this baby

Tell me you want me
Tell me you need me
Say that you love me
And heal me tonight
Cuz I am wounded
My heart is bleeding
Stop this aching
And heal my tonight

6:53 AM
Yours truly.

To someone that matters the most to me. I dedicate this song for you.

Healing hands
Can you save me?
Take this body
Do as you will
Is there a chance
You can cure me?
Make it all better
Say that you love me still

You can be the one to dry my eyes baby
Please don't let me drown
I'm sinking

Tell me you want me
Tell me you need me
Say that you love me
And heal me tonight
Cuz I am wounded
My heart is bleeding
Stop this aching
And heal my tonight

My remedy
Lies on your lips
All that I need is
Just one more taste
Why leave me here
To suffer?
And let all my love for you
Just go to waste

Don't pretend that you don't feel
The same for me
All you have to do
Is this baby

Tell me you want me
Tell me you need me
Say that you love me
And heal me tonight
Cuz I am wounded
My heart is bleeding
Stop this aching
And heal my tonight

6:53 AM
Yours truly.

" When can I own a car? hahaha. "

Nothing much happened today. I decided to stayed at home, but not rot. Yeah, I usually rot at home but not today. I had fun playing dress up. With who? No One! hahahaha. Pathetic, I know! But you people should try coz I feel soooo great trying out all my clothes and mix and match them. It kills the time you see. Sissy was busy with computer while I was playing dressing up. I went in and out of my room soo many times, just to ask for sissy opinion. hahahaha! After which, I cleaned up my messy room. :) I suddenly fely like eating custard so I insist mom on doing it. So yeeaaaahhhh, I had custard today. Pure yummy okaay. Pesta Perdana is going on right now but I watched it half way. Booooooring! I get bored so easily but not over my bf, I think. KIDDING!! hahaha! The outing with cousins tomorrow was cancelled because I will be meeting dearest bf, same goes for sissy. Sorry mubin ;( You just have fun with your new beloved gf okaay?? :) Where to tomorrow? I'm not sure. Boyfriend said we will be going to the Changi Airport. I don't know why airport but it sounds soooo coooool. hahahahaha. Ey, I suddenly feel like eating ben and jerry tomorrow. Can boyfriend?? * wink wink *. Alright then, thats all for today!! tata

6:26 AM
Yours truly.

" When can I own a car? hahaha. "

Nothing much happened today. I decided to stayed at home, but not rot. Yeah, I usually rot at home but not today. I had fun playing dress up. With who? No One! hahahaha. Pathetic, I know! But you people should try coz I feel soooo great trying out all my clothes and mix and match them. It kills the time you see. Sissy was busy with computer while I was playing dressing up. I went in and out of my room soo many times, just to ask for sissy opinion. hahahaha! After which, I cleaned up my messy room. :) I suddenly fely like eating custard so I insist mom on doing it. So yeeaaaahhhh, I had custard today. Pure yummy okaay. Pesta Perdana is going on right now but I watched it half way. Booooooring! I get bored so easily but not over my bf, I think. KIDDING!! hahaha! The outing with cousins tomorrow was cancelled because I will be meeting dearest bf, same goes for sissy. Sorry mubin ;( You just have fun with your new beloved gf okaay?? :) Where to tomorrow? I'm not sure. Boyfriend said we will be going to the Changi Airport. I don't know why airport but it sounds soooo coooool. hahahahaha. Ey, I suddenly feel like eating ben and jerry tomorrow. Can boyfriend?? * wink wink *. Alright then, thats all for today!! tata

6:26 AM
Yours truly.

Great day today. ;) I accompanied gf izzi for a so called job interview at the zoo. Afterwhich, took bus 927 back to Lot 1 and shoooooppppppppping aaaahhhhhhhhhh!!! hahahahaha. Oh well, I've found my shopping partner and it's none other than Nur Izzianie! :) We bought the same tops at cotton on BUT different colours and we also bought the same pump shoes with different colours. Mine's gree and red for gf izzi. :) After which, went back home and then went out again. Slacked around with the dragon at civic centre till 9.30 and then headed home. hahaha! They had ALOT of jokes and riddles. Some are lame while some are funny!!! And I learned how to make a heartshape straw. cooooooooool or what!!! I think I'm going to have a new hobby. Origami and heartshape straw. Anyone wanna supply me with straws?? =______________="

And oh, yesterday pictures. :)

7:29 AM
Yours truly.

Great day today. ;) I accompanied gf izzi for a so called job interview at the zoo. Afterwhich, took bus 927 back to Lot 1 and shoooooppppppppping aaaahhhhhhhhhh!!! hahahahaha. Oh well, I've found my shopping partner and it's none other than Nur Izzianie! :) We bought the same tops at cotton on BUT different colours and we also bought the same pump shoes with different colours. Mine's gree and red for gf izzi. :) After which, went back home and then went out again. Slacked around with the dragon at civic centre till 9.30 and then headed home. hahaha! They had ALOT of jokes and riddles. Some are lame while some are funny!!! And I learned how to make a heartshape straw. cooooooooool or what!!! I think I'm going to have a new hobby. Origami and heartshape straw. Anyone wanna supply me with straws?? =______________="

And oh, yesterday pictures. :)

7:29 AM
Yours truly.

Seriously, my mind is rudely distracted by soooo many things. Things that I couldn't say it out loud and things that I couldn't pen it down. I feel lost, irritated, sad and a lot more. I'm telling myself to be strong and don't let my emotions ruin myself. I'm trying, very hard. I feel like breaking down but hopefully, with someone beside me and console me so that I feel everything will be alright. Put that aside, cause I know there isn't. I gotta stay strong and dump those irritating thoughts. Everyday, I remind myself to wake up and smile and appreciate that I am still here, breathing..rather than to die and be alone. I always remind myself that my problems are not as big as what I thought. I'm glad that I still have my families and friends. putting up a smile on my face is real hard when I know that behind that smile, lies a thousands of stuff lingering on my mind. Life's tough but there's always hope and faith. Patience, that is what I learn this year. Everything happens for a reason and I believe that god is fair. Keeping this stuff to myself is taking my heart away, I swear. I don't want to say why this is happening to me because like I said, everything happens for a reason. How I really wish, there is someone for me to share my very deepest feelings. Despite this hectic situation, I never come across this word called GIVING UP. It's not in my dictionary. Haizz, well I guess all I need to do right now is to stay calm and believe in myself that I can pull this through. It's not as big as what I though. :) I swear to god I miss someone soooo badly. Where are you, love??? GOD, help meeeeeeeee pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaasssssssssssseeeeeee!!! :(

Out with girlfriends today. Like I said, movie outing. Before movie, Gf Izzi and myself shop for a dress. 2 dress for $30 so we paid $15 each, duuhh!!! We then headed to Taka and met up with Gf Mas. Apparently, the three of us wore GREEN dress. Unexpected, I know! So it's green day for us today. We then walked to Cineleisure and bought our movie tickets. Slumberdog, it was. If I were to rate it, I give 10 out of 10. Awesome movie. My $6 was not wasted. Walked around and then proceed causeway point to have our late dinner. Slacked for awhile and then we parted ways.

I Love you izzianie. ;)

6:53 AM
Yours truly.

Seriously, my mind is rudely distracted by soooo many things. Things that I couldn't say it out loud and things that I couldn't pen it down. I feel lost, irritated, sad and a lot more. I'm telling myself to be strong and don't let my emotions ruin myself. I'm trying, very hard. I feel like breaking down but hopefully, with someone beside me and console me so that I feel everything will be alright. Put that aside, cause I know there isn't. I gotta stay strong and dump those irritating thoughts. Everyday, I remind myself to wake up and smile and appreciate that I am still here, breathing..rather than to die and be alone. I always remind myself that my problems are not as big as what I thought. I'm glad that I still have my families and friends. putting up a smile on my face is real hard when I know that behind that smile, lies a thousands of stuff lingering on my mind. Life's tough but there's always hope and faith. Patience, that is what I learn this year. Everything happens for a reason and I believe that god is fair. Keeping this stuff to myself is taking my heart away, I swear. I don't want to say why this is happening to me because like I said, everything happens for a reason. How I really wish, there is someone for me to share my very deepest feelings. Despite this hectic situation, I never come across this word called GIVING UP. It's not in my dictionary. Haizz, well I guess all I need to do right now is to stay calm and believe in myself that I can pull this through. It's not as big as what I though. :) I swear to god I miss someone soooo badly. Where are you, love??? GOD, help meeeeeeeee pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaasssssssssssseeeeeee!!! :(

Out with girlfriends today. Like I said, movie outing. Before movie, Gf Izzi and myself shop for a dress. 2 dress for $30 so we paid $15 each, duuhh!!! We then headed to Taka and met up with Gf Mas. Apparently, the three of us wore GREEN dress. Unexpected, I know! So it's green day for us today. We then walked to Cineleisure and bought our movie tickets. Slumberdog, it was. If I were to rate it, I give 10 out of 10. Awesome movie. My $6 was not wasted. Walked around and then proceed causeway point to have our late dinner. Slacked for awhile and then we parted ways.

I Love you izzianie. ;)

6:53 AM
Yours truly.

Movie outing with boyfriend today. Watched Valkyrie. A movie based on true story. Nothing much then. Walked around and then headed home. And oh, yes..bf cut his hair. :)

nursery to sec 3 to 18 years old. See the transformation?

I feel like I'm stranded..with no one to rescue me. ;(
goooood nite people.

7:32 AM
Yours truly.

Movie outing with boyfriend today. Watched Valkyrie. A movie based on true story. Nothing much then. Walked around and then headed home. And oh, yes..bf cut his hair. :)

nursery to sec 3 to 18 years old. See the transformation?

I feel like I'm stranded..with no one to rescue me. ;(
goooood nite people.

7:32 AM
Yours truly.

8:07 AM
Yours truly.

8:07 AM
Yours truly.

Nothing much for today. I woke up as late as 1pm. Played com for awhile then off to meet kirin. Guided him maths since it's his maths ca1 tomorrow. It's raining today. Random, I know. haha. No plans for tomorrow, but I hope there is. I MIGHT be working starting from March, at the zoo. Ros ( manager) texted me, asking when I'm free for work. Well, there's softball game tomorrow at fajar sec but I'm not sure if I'm coming down. I can't wait for this coming Wednesday. Movie outing! ;) Boyfriend's been spending most of his time with his friends. LOL..I miss him sia. hahahahaha!! Another 2more months to go. yeeehaaaaa!!! Uurrgghh, tkder mood siaaak. hahahahaha. Im done here. tooooooooooooodles!!!

7:27 AM
Yours truly.

Nothing much for today. I woke up as late as 1pm. Played com for awhile then off to meet kirin. Guided him maths since it's his maths ca1 tomorrow. It's raining today. Random, I know. haha. No plans for tomorrow, but I hope there is. I MIGHT be working starting from March, at the zoo. Ros ( manager) texted me, asking when I'm free for work. Well, there's softball game tomorrow at fajar sec but I'm not sure if I'm coming down. I can't wait for this coming Wednesday. Movie outing! ;) Boyfriend's been spending most of his time with his friends. LOL..I miss him sia. hahahahaha!! Another 2more months to go. yeeehaaaaa!!! Uurrgghh, tkder mood siaaak. hahahahaha. Im done here. tooooooooooooodles!!!

7:27 AM
Yours truly.

I was late for tutoring today. I woke up at 7am but I slept back, thinking that it was still too early. And the next time I woke up, it's 8.30am. I was like SHIT!!! So I texted Gf Izzi asking her not to wait for me since Im going to be late. Reach bukit batok cc at 9.30am. 15 minutes late. My mentees were there already, waiting for me. I swear to god I had no mood to mentor them today cause I felt sooo lethargic. But I persevered and entertain them. :) hahaha. Received my cheque for the month of January, I think. HOOOOORAY for the money!! lol..So after tutoring, Gf Izzi and Gf Nadz came over to my crib and slacked. We cooked potato salad. Right girls?? lol..Once done, we indulged on Black Hawk Down and our unique potato salads. I swear to god Gf Izzi looked so stressed out watching the cd..hahaha! Why ehk??? They went home about 4plus coming to 5pm. Then left lil sissy and me. I dont think Im going out tomorrow. I'm saving my money for tuesday and wednesday. Im not too sure about the outing on tuesday..takot2 ader org busy lah kann.. :( BUT, MOVIE OUTING with girlfriends on wednesday. I sooooooooo cannot wait okaayyy. ;) NADZ!! MAKE SURE you tag along or else...

7:24 AM
Yours truly.

I was late for tutoring today. I woke up at 7am but I slept back, thinking that it was still too early. And the next time I woke up, it's 8.30am. I was like SHIT!!! So I texted Gf Izzi asking her not to wait for me since Im going to be late. Reach bukit batok cc at 9.30am. 15 minutes late. My mentees were there already, waiting for me. I swear to god I had no mood to mentor them today cause I felt sooo lethargic. But I persevered and entertain them. :) hahaha. Received my cheque for the month of January, I think. HOOOOORAY for the money!! lol..So after tutoring, Gf Izzi and Gf Nadz came over to my crib and slacked. We cooked potato salad. Right girls?? lol..Once done, we indulged on Black Hawk Down and our unique potato salads. I swear to god Gf Izzi looked so stressed out watching the cd..hahaha! Why ehk??? They went home about 4plus coming to 5pm. Then left lil sissy and me. I dont think Im going out tomorrow. I'm saving my money for tuesday and wednesday. Im not too sure about the outing on tuesday..takot2 ader org busy lah kann.. :( BUT, MOVIE OUTING with girlfriends on wednesday. I sooooooooo cannot wait okaayyy. ;) NADZ!! MAKE SURE you tag along or else...

7:24 AM
Yours truly.

Outing with girlfriends today. One word to describe, FUN! Sadly, sasha and nisa couldn't join us. Next time, yeah?? :) Met them at our usual place and then headed to Vivo City. Once reached, Coffee Bean tempted us with their ice blended and double choc muffin. hahaha! Gf Mas bought pure vanilla, Gf Izzi bought this new drink which I happen to forget what its called, Nadz bought nothing. Well for me, I was tempted to buy the ice blended but to think of it again, naahh..I just bought double choc muffin and shared it with girlfriends. ;) It was raining so we decided to chill out outside the sentosa ticketing. Had a lil chat about this and that then off to window shop. BUT then, we realised tht its getting boring at vivo so off to town. Walk, chat and alot more. Exactly at 6 plus, we parted ways. I had fun and I enjoyed today very much. * big smiiilleeeeeeey. hahaha.

Pictures below, so please..tengok jangan tk tengok. Kalau tk nk tgk, tk pakse! LOL..chalo!

Sedap kak ti whip cream?? lol


Izzi, I swear to god that new drink was AWFUL!!!

7:09 AM
Yours truly.

Outing with girlfriends today. One word to describe, FUN! Sadly, sasha and nisa couldn't join us. Next time, yeah?? :) Met them at our usual place and then headed to Vivo City. Once reached, Coffee Bean tempted us with their ice blended and double choc muffin. hahaha! Gf Mas bought pure vanilla, Gf Izzi bought this new drink which I happen to forget what its called, Nadz bought nothing. Well for me, I was tempted to buy the ice blended but to think of it again, naahh..I just bought double choc muffin and shared it with girlfriends. ;) It was raining so we decided to chill out outside the sentosa ticketing. Had a lil chat about this and that then off to window shop. BUT then, we realised tht its getting boring at vivo so off to town. Walk, chat and alot more. Exactly at 6 plus, we parted ways. I had fun and I enjoyed today very much. * big smiiilleeeeeeey. hahaha.

Pictures below, so please..tengok jangan tk tengok. Kalau tk nk tgk, tk pakse! LOL..chalo!

Sedap kak ti whip cream?? lol


Izzi, I swear to god that new drink was AWFUL!!!

7:09 AM
Yours truly.