A Big Dreamer

Sunday, January 31, 2010

I'm having chemistry module now. First break's over. I ate my sandwhich I brought from home and also drank the nutrisoy which I also brought from home. hehh! I'm training myself to save money. I'm given $8 per day and today, I only bring $2 with me. The other $6, I keep it safe and sound at home. :) Putting that aside, chemistry class is starting to become a bore here. Today's topic is about isomerism. I totally forget about that. The last time I revised isomerism was during my O level period. hahaha! This means, I need to start revising the basic of chemistry. Faci is talking to the class right now and I'm here, blogging. My eyes are tired and dry. I hate it when that happen. Sometimes, I really hate the environment of RP. Everywhere aircon. My eyes tend to get dry easily and when it does, I'll start squinting and squeezing my eyes. It sucks alot, especially when I am supposed and needed to stare at my laptop screen and do my school work. Sometimes, I just dislike RP. Sometimes, I wish I was in Ngee An or Nanyang where I don't have to bring my laptop everyday and need not to used it for about 8 hours per day. ~sigh. :( My eyes are deteriorating I tell you and I hate it. Nevermind, I guess I have to bring eyedrops starting from tomorrow and even right now, I am squinting and squeezing my eyes.

Today's topic kinda suck big time. I hate isomerism. So many things to draw. =.=" Boyfriend is probably sleeping at home right now because he ended his class at 10am. How lovely is that? And here I am, rubbing my tired eyes..hoping for the time to fly super fast today. urgh! I hate studying via laptop! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeik! Okay okay, I'm whining again. Boyfriend doesn't like it when I whine. right??? ok, boyfriend just called. He said that he can only take his laptop in 2 weeks time. haiyaaaa! That fujitsu people ah, cannot work faster is it? My boyfriend need the laptop for his school okay. Hurry up and do your job can anot fujitsu people? Don't do this to my boyfriend leh. pffft!!!

I'm probably boring to the core right now, the reason why I am updating my blog. Lucky us, no ppt for today. Only mahjong paper. That's THE ONLY good news I received for today. Pathetic isn't it? Alrighty, I can't wait to meet the boy again tomorrow. I'll be coming over to his school because we are trading school foods. haha! He had taste RP Nasi Lemak and tomorrow, I want to taste NP foodsssss babbyyyy :) :) :) I guess, every republicans are having their toughest time at the moment. Facing with UT3, FYP and whatnot. hehh! So I guess I must not complain much. Therefore, goodbye.

7:09 PM
Yours truly.

I had mentoring today. I wasn't supposed to come but gf izzi and gf mas needs a replacement, so I came. :) I'm happy to see my ex mentees again. I miss teaching them, especially syafiqah. Mentoring went smoothly as usual. I guided syahidatunnisa in maths and english today. Besides, while guiding her, I just found out that NOUNS are actually referring to 1) People, 2) Places, 3) Animals and 4) Things. HAHA! I'm dumb, I know. =.= hey, atleast I got to re-cap my english. :D Mentoring ended at 12pm. Parted ways from girlfriend for awhile since I had to meet the bf and munir. We then took bus 176 back to bpp and met gf nadz and gf izzi. Boyfriend and I played the lappy while gf izzi waited for her darling boyfriend. hehe! By 2pm plus, boyfriend and I parted ways from gf Izzi. We went to naked fish and bought chicken and fish bake rice for our lunch. We share share okaayyy. Sharing is caring. :D right b? We chilled at 101, talked talked, joke around, shared alot of stuffs, listening to songs, laughed and draw2. hahaha! I had fun with him today. I got to listen to his life's story and nothing interest me other than his experiences. :) By 7pm plus, we parted ways. Now, I'm at home..updating my blog. hehh! Dad's watching tv, lil sissy's playing the computer, lil brother is at his room, momsie's doing her stuff (idk what) while my dearest cici is wandering around my house. hahaha! how cute! :D

OH SHIT, ITS MONDAY TOMORROW!

Monday=Chemistry and I hope chemistry will turn out fine. :) Alrighty, my eyes are getting tired from staring at this laptop screen. pfffft! Gooooood night and have a nice weekdays eartlings. :)

5:34 AM
Yours truly.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Let me begin my post with an insight of how my day begun. :) I was awaken by shahkirin's text, at 4.15am. I woke up, had my bathe and quickly got ready because they are fetching me at 4.30am. I was rushing and I hate to rush myself. pffft! A few minutes later, boyfriend called and he was already outside my house waiting for me. Took $9 from Ibu and off to audio house with the usual bunch of lovelies. :) We reached at 5am but this time round, we were not very near the front. Usual routine, I slept while boyfriend solved the cubic. Once I woke up, off to 7/11 and coffee shop to buy breakfast for all of us. I always love the morning walk with boyfriend to either 7/11 or the coffee shop. We'll talk, joke and laugh. He'll tease me and I'll tease him back. He'll irritate me but I failed to irritate him back. haha! Oh well, Shahrin has this gift of a gab. =.=" And oh, I bought this seaweed chips from a particular shop and guess what??!!??!?! I just got conned! I realised that the packet was somehow got bitten by something because there's 2 holes. It's so obvious that the packet has already got bitten by some insects, especially COCKROACH!! Boyfriend and myself then walked back to the shop and complained to the shop owner. You know what she said? " Oh sorry2.. this one bird lah. nothing one ". She handed us a new packet but we insist on returning our money back but she fcuking don't want to return our money back okayy!! She said " I changed for you new one oleady.. I never give back money one ". Bf and myself fought for our rights but to no avail. Like seriously, it is soooooo not the BIRD'S JOB. Bodoh nyer nyonya!!! I want my money back instead of having a new packet because from what I saw, some packets of chips and chocolates were dusty. So unhygienic okaaay!!!!! Anyway, drop that subject. Everything ended at 11.40am. Bf, kirin and myself bought the $9 camera while bf's mom got herself the rice cooker. To my surprise, the camera is sooooo !@!$#!$!!!!! I shall not elaborate further la hor! hahaha... oh well, like what boyfriend said " tkper, tak bgs pon tkper.. ni kiter buat sbagai experience ngn kenangan kays..". :) We then had our lunch at Al-Azhar and bf's mom keep on saying " ehhh! sedapnyer makanan dier..sedapnyer! ". haha! She's sooooo effing cute lah. ;) Once done, headed back to their crib and sleeeeeep! Everyone was tired especially the boy. Org kejot2 pon tk load..suroh siap, dier masok dlm bilik..continue tido. haha! Off home by 5pm. :)

Okaaaay! That's not an insight, it's more like the summarisation of my day. haha! Alrighty, my dearest cat just got circumcised. My heart sank when I saw cici's condition. :( Really, I am very soft hearted person. I can't even watch my own brother leaving for school.. Macam sad gitu. haha! In the future, I don't want to send my kids to school. I'll just ask my husband to do it because I can't bear to see them carrying their big heavy bag and be independent. hehh!!! mcm paham. It's sunday tomorrow! I'll be having mentoring. =.='' After mentoring, mugging session with the boy. :)

Right now, my eyes are verryyyyyyyy tired and sleepy. So, goodnight!

5:21 AM
Yours truly.

Friday, January 29, 2010

For the first time in semester 2, I feel that I am somehow useful to my team members for maths module. All this while, I've been putting hopes on them while I laid back on the chair..scratching my head. pffft! This time round, I managed to help them and solve together with them. Today's topic was neutral. It's all about probability and statistic. hehh! And oh, welcome back maths faci! hahaha! It has been 2 weeks already since we last see you. How's reservist? LOL! Sha, Lina, Kel and myself wore the t-shirt we received yesterday from the swimming event. We swam 20 lapse and we received a nice sleeveless t. You guys might think that we're so dumb to get our ass working so hard just for A T-SHIRT but we believe that nothing could substitute experience. :) We've gained more than just muscles. haha! We've gained a damn good experience, we've achieved something, we managed to lost calories, we've gained respect for our ownselves and of course, we've push ourselves to the limit. I am proud of us that we did not even think of giving up. Infact, we could still think of swimming another 20 lapse. haha! fanatic or what. Besides, I felt that I have achieved something big for myself. 20 lapse isn't easy. Arms and legs started to get cramp after 4 lapse. Still, I could not see any reason why I have to stop and give up. ;)

Exam's in a week time. Starting off with chemistry module. I can see the tension in everyone's face. I can feel it too. Students staying back for mugging session, having extra classes with the facilitators. These situation freak me out. haha! I'd rather go somewhere quiet and did my revision there because I believe busy environment just give me the tension. hehh! Anyway, school has to be school. Exams are definitely happening, never missing. haha! Some say, fuck exams. Some say, exams rock their life. Well I'll say.. exams, I just have to deal with you. :)

Life's been very busy lately. I could hardly squeeze in some time for myself. Though I've been sleeping early, I still think I need ample of rest. :D Another round of audiohousing tomorrow with the bf and his family. This time round, it's the camera I'm lining up for. Yeah, $9 for a camera. You say " alaaaah, confirm tak bagos nyer ". I say " why not? ". hahahaha! They're fetching me super early tomorrow. As early as 4.30am. This means, I have to sleep now.

GOODNIGHT, & happy 24th. :)

7:28 AM
Yours truly.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

1) YOU are fcuking irritating!

2) YOU act as if you know EVERYTHING!

3) YOU are fcuking competitive with EVERYONE!

4) YOU want things to go YOUR WAY!

5) YOU think you NEVER did wrong, FUCK YOU!

6) YOUR mouth SUCKS BIG TIME, sucker!

7) YOU want EVERYTHING!

Let me tell you this eh fcuker! You're a fcuking human living in your own fcuking life! Do you even know how life's work? You fcuking can't get EVERYTHING that you want, fcuker! And don't come dragging people along just to get what you want lah fcuk! YOU ARE SO IMMATURE and you fcuking dare say that I am wrong?!?! FUCK YOU!!!! Yes, FCUK YOU fcuking moron! You fcuking think that you are right?? You fcuking think that you knows everything? COME HER! I fcuk YOU! fcuker! You think you're so fcuking perfect?! HAHH!! FUCK YOU AGAIN! eh fcuker! Grow up! You want to show attitude?? Fcuking show it to some fcuking moron out there! Not me! FUCKER!! You are fcuking lucky that I managed to control my anger! Fcuking lucky I tell you! FCUKER!!!!!! You're a FUCKER and FUCK OFF!!

Dear avid readers, please mind my language above. It's so clear that I had just vent my anger.

9:11 PM
Yours truly.

GOODNIGHT EARTHLINGS. ;)

6:32 AM
Yours truly.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Yes, this is how I am going to keep myself busy until UT 3 is over. Yikeess! UT 3 is in 2 more weeks and I've just started revising my biology only. I did maths practice questions about derivatives but managed to only answer 4 questions. I spend most of my time staring at the rest of the questions with my mind saying " I am so going to kidnap maths faci for revision and make him teach me until I get it all right in my head!! ". Sounds good? hahaha! My schedule is super tight at the moment. Mugging session with friends tomorrow, swimming session on thursday and maths revision on friday. I need getaway, like puh-leaseeeeeeeee!!!! Alright2, drop this subject.

" Taking on, seven years that ........

test my arms, kick like crazy..I've been trying way too long..

.......you, now im sorry im sorry im not sure..

.... of my chance, the story endss.....

I will find my way without you... "

HAHA! corrupted saosin seven years lyrics. I've been singing this songs with the boy today and all this while, I got the lyrics all wrong! From the word "taking on".. I sang it "thinking on". haha! And yes, those lyrics above were not complete because I totally forgot how to continue. hehh! Penat org tu ajar lyrics tapi tak dapat dapat. haha! sorry eh u. I stm ahh. LOL.. okay okay. I wanna watch Just for laugh. BUHBYEEEE!!!! :)

ily.

4:52 AM
Yours truly.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

I woke up as early as 4.15am. Yes avid readers, another round of lining up at bendemeer road's audio house. I went with the same people, no change. This time round, we're early and we're very very near the front. Nearer than yesterday's. :) We reached at 5.30am. It was very cold and I was super duper sleepy. I slept till 7am ish. Thanks bf for the "cushion" and it's so sweeet of your mom to ask you to blanky me. See!! your mom's sweeter. haha! jk jk. Hey, you guys might think that it is so unglamourous to lie down and sleep at the public but I think it's cool. It sounds weird but I think it's a good experience for me. haha! I mean, when can I have the feel of sleeping on a rough tiles?!?! I don't really mind you know. I'm still me. haha! Once I woke up, went to have morning walk with the boy and heade to the nearest 7 11. We bought breakfast and junk food. :) And oh, today.. I lined up for a $3 5kg rice. Ended the whole thing at 11am ish. The boy's dad than send me home. I put the rice, got changed and got back to the lorry again and off to bpp. Bid goodbye to the boy's family and then headed to bpp for our lunch. We had KFC. Once done eating, took bus 180 to my aunt's crib to give the bangles they ordered from me. I am $10 richer now. =.= After which, took bus 176 to west coast park. The boy's friends had a mini picnic there. We chilled, played kite, talked, ate, played cards, laughed, solve the cubic. The boy's now engross with it till he borrowed it from me. All the best okay! :) Headed home around 7pm plus. I had a blast today though I am superbly shagged.

Oh shit! It's monday tomorrow! I'm now multi-tasking. Reading the pre class reading list for chemistry module while blogging. haha! Ever wonder how? I read the pre class reading list for 5 min and now, I am spending my time on blogger. hahaha! That's how I multitask. :) I am still considering whether or not to go for rock climbing tomorrow. I am sooooo tired lah! ok wait, I;ve made up my mind. I'm going. ;) 5pm-7pm. =.= Before it starts, Imma do my Rj and a lil bit of revising. It's all about managing the time babeyy! :D

Oh bf, don't be too sad about your lost of mp4 okay. You have my mp4 for the time being. I hope it keeps you company, at least. :) I'm still very sure that it's somewhere.......hmmmm! For the time being, keep yourself occupied with my songs kay. :)

Alright, off to bed now. ily.

5:52 AM
Yours truly.

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Photos are not in order. :)

my fav picture ^^ :)

Peace off!

Okay, those are only 10/112 pictures of the day. The rest are at my facebook. Feel free to view. :) So yeah, as usual. It's saturday today and saturday means waking up at 4.30am and off to bendemeer audio house with the boy and the family. Shahrin fetched me right outside my door because it was still dark outside and I felt a lil bit scared. haha! It was 5.10am, mind you! Took my favourite lorry ride. Reached the place at 6am and we're very near the front. So, it's a good news. yeay! The audio house opened at 11am. Alot of sitting, munching, listening to mp4 and drawing going on while waiting for the shop to open. hehh! Thank god I brought along cousin's dslr. The boy was fascinated by the presence of it. haha! The four of us lined up for thumbdrive this time. 4gb and it's only $2!!!! Last saturday, we lined up for vacuums which only costed us $9! hahahaha. Once done taking the the thumbdrives, took bus 985 to Bukit Timah and had our lunch at Al-Ameen. buuuuuuuuuuuurppp!! After which, headed to their crib via 184. And today, I've learnt how to play call of duty. To be honest, the game is COOOOOOL SHIT but I suck at it. :( It's so hard to control. Ouh, thanks b for introducing the game to me. hahaha! The boy send me home and we chilled outside my house till 4.30pm. Then... home sweet home.

I'm dead tired now. My nose is so irritating. Cousins are at my house now, eating and watching tv. I'm multi-tasking. Watching HITCH while blogging. hehh! It's sunday tomorrow and that means, weekends are ending. :( But but, I'm looking forward to Monday because I'll be going to rock climbing trial. Still, weekends flies so fast. huhu! 2 more weeks to holidays baby!! It's all about persevering right now!

I want to shop. I want to shop till I drop. I want to shop till I'm cashless. I've so many things on my shopping list but the money ain't ready. Nvm, I'll save more and more moneys and then I'll go shopping. How's that sound? Awesoooooooome!!! =_____________________________=

I am so desperate for new shoes, new tops and bottoms, new accessories! Someone please donate me $$$$$$, like pleeeeeeeease! hahahaha! Okay, that is so desperado! :)

Alright, I wanna watch HITCH. Till here then. Toodles.

you know ily, xoxo.. syahirah.

3:03 AM
Yours truly.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Today is the suckiest day of all. Friday, maths module. I came to school with flue and a slight fever. Thanks to sissy for passing it to me yesterday. It'a partly my fault because I shared drink and muffin with her. Yes, I am so clever. :) Yesterday night, I had told myself that I will try my best in maths class today and if I totally can't do it, I'll stay in class and just get the daily grade. But guess what? That's all bullshit. hehh! Yes, I managed to stay in class til 1.15pm and the whole gang also partial. haha! Aishah, Sha, Naz, Me and Haikal. The funny part was, all of us calculated our gpa a few hours back. I got freak out, Sha freak out, Haikal freak out! Yes, we FREAK OUT! Only god knows why okay. Sha cried, while I chilled. Yes, I chilled but in my mind, I was like " die die die die die die die! ". After freaking out, we reminded each other not to partial but the next thing I knew, Sha packed her bag followed by Aishah and then me and last but not least Naz. We packed up haikal's bag for him too. HAHAHA! This is so sick! I guess today isn't a good day to start with. Some with personal matters while some just got irritated by the class. haha! Very funny I tell you. So yeah, I'm currently in the school library with all of them. haha!

Yes, I calculated my gpa. 2 options for me.. FIX IT or FUCK IT. Guess Imma FIX IT. Nope, no way I'm going to fuck it. Like hellooooo! It's my GPA!!! I don't want to repeat any module especially maths! Maths managed to make all of us crazy today. Maths managed to make Sha cried. Maths managed to make me feel so fuck up but the bottom line is, WE allow maths to do all of that to us. So, FUCK US! haha! ok ok, both us and maths suck. Fair enough. :) I've no idea how to fix it up. Not even 1 idea. All I know is, if I don't find any solution for my maths module, I am going to end up repeating it. HELL NO! I screwed up my sem 2. YES! Let me confess again, I LET MYSELF SCREW UP MY SEMESTER 2. FUCK ME! Look at me now, so tired and stress. Thinking about this and that, paranoing here and there. But I know I can't go on like this. It's never too late now. I need to make full use of the time given to pull up my socks and work my srawny ass!! How? That is for me to worry about. And yes, I regret. But regretting doesn't solve anything. I have to put that regret aside and start to put in effort in my academic because again, I don't want to carry another burden of regret on my shoulder. Enough is enough. Time to put all my words into action. I gotta be strong. I gotta have faith. Work it out. That's what I need to do.

To Sha, crying doesn't mean that you're weak and stress does not have to be you cutting your wrist. okay? This is life and we choose this path. We're young adult and we make our own decision. When we make our own decision, we take responsible of the consequences. Like I said, it's never too late. We'll pull it through.

To Aishah, you gotta be strong. I know it's hard but as a friend, I hate to see you falling apart. I know you're strong. You are already strong by making the effort to come school despite of your situation right now. Hold on, everything will be okay but if it's not okay.. it does not mean THE END. :)

Alright, I guess I'll stop here and contemplate on what I should do. Toodles. :)

9:27 PM
Yours truly.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Hello avid readers. :) I absent myself from school today prolly because I am dead tired and I'm heading to the doctor. Yes, I woke up at 10am and I felt soooo fresh! hahaha! I took my shower, keep myself busy with something and watched tv. Mom came home at 11am plus and at 2pm, we went out to Limbang. Planned to visit the clinic but it was closed. =.= So, we had our lunch at Mc Donald and after which, took bus 307 to teck whye. Visited the doctor there and guess what, the doctor SUCK BIG TIME! You fcuker waste my fcuking $16. =_____='' So yeah, walked around teck whye and mom bought for me new sandals for myself. At 5pm, we headed home via 307. We were dead beat I tell you. And I just got home from the coffee shop right behind my block. Sissy and praan asked me out for dinner. Ader org tu nak belanja so without wasting time, I got changed and off for rojak mama! hahahaha!! Anyway, thank you Praan for the treat. It really made my tummy happy and bloated :D

So yesterday, slacked at school for awhile. Walked to woodland mrt with naz and aishah. Once reached home, went out again with mommy to yew tee point as I want to buy something. Bought twister fries and Mc Donald and headed home. While walking home, Abg faiz called me and asked me to come down to exponentasia at boon lay for rock climbing. Pikirkan tk jadi sei! haha! It was 6.05pm when he called. =.= So yeah, quickly got home and changed. Took mrt to j.e and then bus 183. Abg Faiz was already at the busstop waiting for me. The place was very ulu-ulu, the reason why abg faiz fetched me at the busstop. Aloootttt of banglasss. HAHAHA! Abg faiz paid for everything. A total of $15 bucks. Thanks eh abg faiz!!!! :) It has been quite awhile since I last rock climb. I got so excited when I saw the walls full of rocks. HAHAHA!!! I started with the simple route and then went on to the next level..and..........that is when I strained my arm muscle. WTF lah!!!!! I wanted to jump and grab for the rock that was quite further from the rock that I was holding... I jumped and the moment when I stretched and grabbed that rock, that is when I felt the pull. tsk! I was about to complete the route sia!!! urrghhh... Nvm, let bygone be bygone. For now, I'll let my muscle relax and once recover.. off for rock climbing with abg faiz again. :) If only I have $$$$ with me right now, I would have sign up for the level 1 and 2 rock climbing course with abg faiz and his friends.. DAD!!!! can you pay for me... :( pretty please!!!

Alright, mentoring SUCK big time this time. Seriously, it suck big time!!! I am thinking of quitting it. Stoooooooooooooooooooopid! pffffft! ok ok. It's thursday tomorrow. Class is having dress code tomorrow. All girls are to wear either dress or skirt and all the guys are to wear formal. haha! We'll be taking class photo. yeaynesss! What should I wear?? dress or skirt? hmmm.. I'll go figure it out later.

Okay.. I'm done blaberring here. Toodles. :)

5:06 AM
Yours truly.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Started my day at Bendemeer Audio House with Shahrin's mom, shahrin himself and kirin. They fetched me at 5.30am. yes! 5.30 in the morning. Like what shahrin's mom said " kita melayu mesti ada semangat! ". yes, correct correct. And yeah, audio house are selling vacuums at $9. Other than that, they're selling rice cooker at $9, 2kg cooking oil at $1 and 5kg rice at $3. :) So, we reached at 6.15am and we were the first few. Pheewwww, thank god! The other day, we were at the back of the queue and it was torturing for all of us okay. hahaha! But today is a good day, just like how the above quotes stated ^^. haha! The shop opened at 11am and by 11.40am, we already got our vacuums and off to shahrin's crib. We took 985 to Bukit Timah and then 970 back to bpp. Once reached the crib, shahrin's mom gave us $$ for our lunch. We had KFC. yummy, of course. :) We then slacked at pondok and by 2pm plus, we made our way back to the crib. I watched HOUSE for awhile while shahrin played his L4D2 which I have already owned it now! hahahaha! He sent me home, slacked at my house for awhile and then he headed back home. Tired but fun and it's worth it. :D

Mentoring commence as usual tomorrow. Well, will be starting to get my ass of the bed at 8.00am every sunday starting from tomorrow. Saddening or whaaat! But it's alright. It has always been my pleasure to start off my sunday morning the the kids. Aaaaaawwww.. :) Will be going to aunt's crib tomorrow right after mentoring because it's auntie's birthday. I hope that there will be delicious chocolate cake for all of us tomorrow!!! pretty pleeeeeaseee!!!! hahaha! Alright2, I have a lot to say but I have no idea how to put it in sentence and guess what, I'm sleepy already. That means......

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD NIGHT!

Thanks for today, :)

6:04 AM
Yours truly.

Friday, January 15, 2010

Exhausted. Worn out. Headache. Bad day. Stress. Braindead.

Yes, I have a very bad day today. :( good night.

4:53 AM
Yours truly.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Cognitive was fun, and I mean, very very fun. Instead of the same old presentation, we had it different today. We had a debate session and our topic was " Technology is based on science ". haha! My team has to oppose the topic and I swear to god, we did a lot of researching. hehh! But it was all worth it. :) Both the opposition and proposition team did very well. Fair enough kay? :) The good thing is, I didn't touch any of the worksheet question because we were all busy preparing speech for the debating session. haha! I like laaah. Faci violet, can we do this more often? *giggles. And yeah, a few of us were picked to stay back on next thursday for one on one discussion on UT2. I am glad that I was picked because I really want to know where did I go wrong.

So after school, went back home and went out again. Headed to Lot 1 and met Shahrin. We had our dinner at the KFC and that was when I got to see that BOOK! YES! That book Shahrin's reading. It's called " Tuesday with Morrie ". I swear to god it's an inspiring book and now that I have that book with me, Imma keep myself busy with it. yeayness!! hahahahaha! Thanks eh u. :) Once done eating, we chilled at one block and chit chat. After which, off to lot 1 library. Our purpose was to get The Left 4 Dead 2 game transfered from his lappy to mine BUT that someone does not have battery on his lappy and there's no plug that was unoccupied at the library. Ended up, we read magazine "Apo?" and laughed. hahaha! But fun.. :) Done with the magazine, we walked to my home. Chit chat while walking and then chilled outside my crib and help shahrin with something. hahaha! nice hor your winky finger? LOL. Chilled and shared. :) He then headed home at 10pm. Thanks for the day. :) See ya on saturday! * you know I know. vacuum cleaner here we come!!!! hahaha.

Oh shit, it's friday tomorrow and that means... A MATHS! urrrrrrgghhhhh!! Yes, we're starting with A Maths for our maths module and that is a NIGHTMARE okay!! A freaking nightmare!!! But it isn't a nightmare though.. It's a freaking reality! A nightmare reality! get it? =.= Oh nvm. The thoughts of MATHS really irks me. Alright2, stop whining and just face the fact! urgh!!! =.=

da bye!!!!

ily.

7:14 AM
Yours truly.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

It's beeen a while since I last update a proper post about my life. So yeah, school is school. Monday- Chemistry, Tuesday- Micro and cell biology, Wednesday- Physics, Thursday- Cognitive and Friday- Maths. =.= I only love the first 2 days and the 4th day. Reason being, I suck at physics and maths and I love at chem, mcb and cog. hahaha! So today, faci monica was absent. A relief faci came and facilitate our class. I don't quite like the faci and I don't know why. She's too soft spoken and that seriously helps me to fall asleep in class. Thank god, today's topic was manageable. It's about how sodium and potassium ions help to restore the water balance of cells in the body. hehh! After today's lesson, I will advise those people out there who suffers from diarrhoea to consume ORS ( Oral Rehydration Salt ). You'll get better after that! hahahaha!!! I almost partial-ed myself for today's class. Yes, the topic was manageable and that is why I think it's okay for me to partial. hahaha! But oh well, I stayed on. :) Class ended at 3.45pm. Lina and myself stayed to do our Rj. And oh, once class ended, met up with hanafi for smoke break. Wait wait wait, he smoke.. NOT ME! I just accompanied him. Don't get the wrong idea. hahaha! Long time no see ey friend.. you look more like a matrep now! So, I sang " dulu lain, skrg lain, dulu fee good boy skrg da matrep " and he said " arghh.. diam ah! ". HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! Once done, met lina and home sweet home. My bag was as heavy as my weight I tell you! =.= Reached home, got changed and slept with my dearest baby, cici. :) Yes, my dearest cat slept beside me and she hold my hand when she slept. Aaaaaaaw, sweet ain't it??? :)

Wednesday tomorrow. I hate physics but uhh, I like my team mates! hahahaha!!! Off for swimming after class with lina. Nur Sha buayyy!!! hahahahaha. ;) Putting that aside, I really think that I need to start working hard towards my dream. My UT 2 results suck balls. =.= I just has module briefing yesterday for my course and my jaw totally dropped right to the floor once I saw the core-discipline modules on the screen. I saw ANATOMY AND PHYSIOLOGY, BIOCHEMISTRY, PHARMACOLOGY AND TOXICOLOGY, PHARMACEUTICS and bla bla bla! All the DPHM students went " waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!!!! die!!!! ". There'll be Professional Profiling for us next year. Izzi!!! Help me!!! hahaha. Okay okay, never say die. DIE!!

Let's just put a side my school life aye? haha! Oh, here are some due pictures of kak zelah's birthday. :)

To you, I'm really2 sorry. And to another you, please get well soon. :)

BYE BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

4:02 AM
Yours truly.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

7th January 2010

1st day of RP Open House. I was needed to go Fajar Secondary. Yes, my ex secondary school. I reached school at 9am. I wasn't needed to go for class and I was very very happy! They gave all the student leaders LOA ( leave of absent ) for class and also UT. Happy or whaaat! So yeah, once reached, had a mini briefing. I partner up with Sha. Our duty commenced at 3pm and the briefing ended at 9am plus. We had 6 hours of leisure sia! We wasn't supposed to enter class but heck, we just went inside class and relax one corner. We left school at 1pm. Took bus 187 and then walked to Fajar sec. Damn! The number of students that sign up for RP Open House were PATHETIC. Only 15 students! wth! hahahaha.. As a republican, I felt so humiliated! hahaha.. Alright2, the Open House was fun. I got to try so many things. hehh! The students were so stone to try every single thing there so as a student leader, I must show good example. Everything ended at 5pm plus and I was dead beat.

8th Januray 2010

Another round of Open House. This time round, it's the HOLY INNOCENT SECONDARY SCHOOL! They are very innocent I tell you! haha! I had to travel all the way from woodland to hougang. -_____________-!!! Lucky there's a straight bus. Bla bla bla, once done with open house, I went to cineleisure and met up with andy, man, alep and his gf. Kay, this part tk nk story uh what happened. And I'm not fcuking emo okayy guys! =.= So, I didn't head home. I slept at Aishah's crib. :)

9th January 2010

I got home at 12plus. Slacked at home and then went out again to meet the girls. We went to the town, chilling and then headed to esplanade for another round of chillssss. :) Headed home at 9pm via mrt. Again, I was dead beat due to lack of sleep. My eyes were very heavy and my head was aching. urrghh!!! Once reached, got change and bam!!! off to sleep.. hahaha! :)

So today, I went for mentoring meeting at 10am. Ended everything at 12pm. Gosh, the meeting was very dull I tell you. I almost slept! And uh, Im thinking of doing something different for my mentees this year. :) I have so many ideas on my mind right now. hehh!! I'll save it till the mentoring is officially open. :D Tomorrow's monday and that means, chemistry day. I missed the class last week and I die die have to attend for tomorrow's lesson. :) Okay2, I have a mountains of clothes to fold now. I better go. Toodles!!

A note to self :

Don't ever let somebody tell you that you can't do something, not even yourself.

You have a dream, you have to protect it. If you want something, go and get it. PERIOD!

2:29 AM
Yours truly.