A Big Dreamer

Saturday, February 27, 2010

tomorrow work, fark!!

6:48 AM
Yours truly.

Friday, February 26, 2010

:) I smiled when I read this. Yea, punctuation is POWERFUL.

Hello earthlings, I'm here to update on what I feel at this very moment. As you avid readers know, I am currently working at Guardian as a part timer. First day of work was fine and smooth sailing. I met a part timer and also the senior full timer. As usual, when I came in or should I say, clocked in, the senior taught me how the work operates at the outlet. I was taught how to do "facing up", where I had to push all the items infront so that it'll easier for the customers to look out for the items they need. I learnt how to do cashier too and yea, it was a lilttle bit tricky because seriously, I am very dumb at handling money. It was nerve wrecking but a great experience indeed. You know, when you work as a part timer, the senior tends to bully you. For example... "Irah! take for me that one", " Irah! do the face up properly", "Irah! can buy for me food?", "Irah! fill up my water bottle for me" and whatsoever. Ever been treated that way? hahaha! I'm sure everyone of you does and Imma bet, you avid readers hate that kind of treatment. A situation where they used their rank to belittle you. Funny thing was, the senior even got the cheek to say to me "Alah dek, smuer keje macam gini..kene bully punyer. Tapi kakak tk pakai pangkat to suroh2 org". HAHA!! I just smiled the moment she said that. Well, humans. ;) I shall keep my cool or temper because I know that this is normal. Nothing to complain about. Working life as a part-timer always suck.

Eversince I started back working, I could feel the tension. The feeling of "alaaahhh, malas nyer nak gi keje! Keje pon kene treat macam anjing". haha! Yea, you know..thaaat kinda feeling. But to think of it again, I'll just bare with it at the moment because to be honest...I work for the money. HAHA! I don't work for fame neither do I work for my social life. Yes! I work for the cash! C'mon, you guys work for money too right? Who doesn't? haahaa! And then I realised, to earn my own hard earn money..I had to be treated like dog, work like a no life kid and whatever shit that can happen. heh! And I told myself this " I don't want to work like this forever ". And that is where I think, a good education plays a very important role. If I study well, work my ass off for my education, I am very sure that in the future to come, my working life ain't going to be that sucky anymore. So dear avid readers, education is very important in Singapore. :) Well, this is just my honest opinion. saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap!!! :D :D :D

Alright, working again tomorrow. =.= working with that senior again. =.= =.= =.= =.= =.= =.=

tkper tkper, it's okay it's alright..irah irah fight fight FIGHT!! hahaha! ok ok, I shall end here.

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD NIGHT! ;)

5:10 AM
Yours truly.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

I woke up as early as 7.30am. Bathed, got changed and off to zone training at Lot 1 guardian. Tsk! If it wasn't for this lame zone training, I would have continue sleeping and dream about channing tatum. YES YES! I dreamt about him. *meltssssss. HAHA! Once reached the outlet, I found out that I WAS THE ONLY J.E staff there. The rest came with pairs of colleagues. WTF!!! Pathetic seh J.E. HAHA! But anyway..who cares. During the zone training itself, we went through about diarrhoea and constipation and which medicine is best prescribe for the customers. While the person in charge was explaining about diarrhoea, I was there smiling all the way. HAHAHA! Whatever the p.i.c explained, I've already learnt it in school. Especially about Oral Rehydration Salts. HAHAHAHA!!! Okay, my classmates will know what I'm talking about right now. The p.i.c even explained what is diarrhoea and what caused it, what is rehydration and bla bla bla. Well, I actually felt lucky attending this training because it has something to do with my diploma. A promoter came and explained to them about the Hydralyte (ORS) and he gave me his card. Wah best! Anything after my poly, I can look out for him. nyeahaha!

After which, went home and rested till 3.30pm. I got changed to my work attire and headed to work. =.= This part is tha part where I hate the most because the darn menses cramp had to attacked me! I swallowed 2 menstrual pill and I felt a lil bit okay. Work was hectic. pffft! Ok, bla bla bla..ended work at 11pm and off home. Tomorrow, I'll be meeting my friends over at woodland mrt. We were needed to go back school for the student leader interview for the first year students orientation. It's at 12pm and GOSH!!! I need to wake up early again! Mother TOOOOOT!!!! tsk. Nevermind nevermind..

Okay, I shall end my draggy post and knock off to sleep. toodles!

7:40 AM
Yours truly.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Let's update about my current life situation.

[Myself]
I've been doing good, as usual. Been spending the whole of last week with the boy and I totally looooove it! :) Thanks b for the time. I'm still me, I guess. Though I see certain changes here and there, I'm adapting to it. The world revolves, people changes. I've been browsing through my facebook the last few days and I've been seeing the word "people changes". Yes, people do change. Either they change from good to bad or bad to good. Well, that's what I think. Credits goes to those people who changes from bad to good. :) Hey, changing to a better person isn't easy, so when a someone in your precious life do change from bad to good, do give them your support and do write them a note or leave them a simple message saying that you're proud of them and whatsoever. haha! I believe that'll enlighten their heart and who knows, they'll continue to be a better person. ;)

Last sunday, I came down to j.e guardian for an interview and yeah, I got the job with just in a blink of an eye. They were short of man power over at j.p outlet but since I went for the interview at j.e, I might as well work there. Moreover, the outlet is small and there's not much work to be done. haha! And oh, I did say I went for typhoid injection with gf mas the other day for the f&b job over at USS. right? But they have yet to give me another call and tell me when is my training day. pffft! Slow nak mams! hahaha! Working at the guardin is great. It gives me alot of experiences and the part/full timers there are very friendly. :) I'm bless with them.

[Friendship]
I miss my girlfriends, no doubt about that. We need an outing, like very sooooon. haha! but how ey? Everyone is busy with individual life, including myself. Gf Izzi has just started her attachment, gf mas is working and gf sasha and gf nadz are still searching for jobs. Sundayssss are not going to be the same anymore because a rotating scheme has been done for the primary 1 and 2. bowdow!!! Well, nevermind. We'll find a day aite girlss. :D

[Boyfriend]
Me and bf are doing well. I'm bless with him around. He's becoming sweeter as days passed. :) Continue to pamper me like this and I'll assure you that I will love you more and more each day! HAHAHAHAHAAH!!!!! I'm just kidding bf. Don't pamper me too much because I'll be a spoilt gf. hehh! I'm already a spoilt daughter, I don't want to be another spoilt person. haha!! Boyfriend has been a good person. :) He has just finished his exam paper today and that means, I will not have much of his attention at night because he'll be lepaking all the waaaay. haha! Yea yea. suker lah org tu. hehh! Whatever it is, I Love You. :)

Life's been okay, at the moment. Setbacks are normal and if in the future to come, the circumstances of my life is unfairly treated..I'll still choose to rejoice and forgiving..just like how I said it on my previous post. :) For now, I appreciate with what I have and thank god for giving me this beautiful life of mine.

xoxo, syahirah.

4:25 AM
Yours truly.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Be The More Loving One

How should we like it were stars to burn
With a passion for us we could not return?
If equal affection cannot be,
Let the more loving one be me.

And if in the future, the circumstances of my life were not favourable or unfairly treated, I would still choose to rejoice and forgive the person. I choose loving approach, not the path of bitterness or unforgiveness.

[edited]

I stayed at home the whole day. I woke up pretty early and gave boyfriend a wake up call since I know that he needs one because he'll be going for mugging session with his friend. Soon after that, I watched tv and munched on junk food. Got bored with that, I kept myself busy with my beads, beads and more beads. Done with it, I on my laptop, listen to songs and off it back because there's nothing I could do with the lappy. pffft! Today was boring like hell! If I know that today would be thissss boring, I would have ask my manager to put me to work today. Boyfriend was busy with his stuff, sister was being not feeling well. Seriously, I felt like banging my head on the wall. haha! I couldn't take the boredom but as usual, I managed to overcome it. Thanks to myself. :) Oh, I watched Just For Laugh Gags awhile ago and there was boyfriend. HAHA!!! Mom was like " kak!kak! Shahrin pat just for laugh kak! ". Excited benar! hahahaha! And oh, gf Izzi was on the scene too! Mintak otograp eh izzi..dgn apek2 pon kau nak serbu ey. haha! Oh well, my schedule is very pack. I'm working on Thurs, Saturday and Sunday and then I have to come back school on Friday for the student leader interview. pfft! Nevermind, I like it this way or I'll get boring like today. ehh

I am loving this song! Enjoy and Peace :)

1:39 AM
Yours truly.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Alrighty. Above are some of the pictures taken at Universal Studio. The rest are at my fb. Feel free to drop by my facebook and check it out. It's an awesome place. CLICK HERE!!

As for today...I went over to bpp and took my beloved laptop from the boy. But before I took my laptop from him, we went to Chinatown via bus 190. Boyfriend told me what happened to him during the firt few hours of his day and thank god you're fine! Remember, "he" is giving you chances. hahaha! ;) Once done searching for my stuffs at chinatown, we headed to Tong Seng for our late lunch. I was the happiest girl on earth because I got to eat my favourite sliced fish soup at Tong Seng! Thank you bf for the agreement. ;) Next time we makan at zam-zam okay? hehh! While walking to Tong Seng, we played a mini game called "ABBREVIATION". hahaha! Each of us (turn by turn) were supposed to come up with an abbreviation of any names we saw surrounding us and then guess what it was. For example.....

him: TS

me: Tong Seng!

me: UI

him: Uzukamaki (if I'm not wrong. A name of an ice-cream)

HAHAHAHA! yeah yeah..so that was how the game goes. ;) Poor boyfriend, he had to eat chicken rice over at TS while I enjoyed myself eating my delicious sliced fish soup. He ended up finishing his food first and waited for me to finish eating mine! hahahaha! I was enjoying every bit of the food okay! Once done, we took bus 960 back to bpp and chilled. Exchanged some thoughts here and there and by 8 plus, we bid goodbye. Anyway, thanks for the lovely day. Been spending my days with the boy since wednesday. I Loike! hahahaha!

It's sunday tomorrow. Mentoring as usual. I wanna go home straight right after mentoring. Been coming home late for quite a few days already. I wanna spend some time at home, rotting! hahaha! Alright2, I shall end my rambling here and say.....GOODNIGHT!

6:42 AM
Yours truly.

Friday, February 19, 2010

USS with the boyfriend was AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEE. We were both awed by the place. It was BIG! no no, HUMONGOUS, DYNAMIC and so much more!! That $10 ticket was worth it, okay fake.. it was MORE THAN WORTH IT. We can actually exchange the ticket for any meal present at the USS. 1 set of meal is equivalent to 2 person's meal. I had a great day with the boy. Pictures are with me but I can't upload them because my laptop is with him. hehh!! I'll upload the pictures as soon as I grab hold of my dearly volcom lappy. *smileeeeeeeee. For now, I'll just watch tv or continue thinking whether or not to use that $100 I saved for Bali for my car license. pfffft!

7:27 AM
Yours truly.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

I hate it when I had to lie, especially to my beloved parents. Sometimes, I just had to do it. Avid readers, please tell me it's normal for people like us to lie. But, is life all about lying? Hmmmm...

Alright, let's drop that subject anf focused on how my day went. :) Yes, I woke up as early as 6am. Met gf Mas over at cck mrt and off to raffles place. We were needed to take typhoid injection and yea, done and over with it. :) We reached the clinic at 8am when the clinic itself opened at 8.30am. hehh! We were early by 30 minutes. So, walked around raffles place to search for our mini breakfast. I had soy milk while gf mas had hot milo and sugar roll. Once done with the injection, trained down to bugis and had our proper breakfast at tong seng. I thought that my favourite sliced fish soup was out for a grab already but too bad, it wasn't. :( I was dissapointed, of course. Oh well, I had Lor Mee and I swear it's not to my cup of tea and I did not finish it. Sssssshhhhhh.. don't tell my bf about me not finishing my food because he'll kill me if he find out. HAHA!!! Afterwhich, took bus 960 back to bpp and slacked at gf mas crib till 1.30pm. Gf sasha came too. I had lots of fun especially about the " 1...2...3...SMELL!!!! " incident. HAHAHAHAHA!!!! Them girls thought I was drunk because I couldn't stop laughing my ass off. HAHAHAHA! After the girlfriend's session ended, I made my way to j.e and met with the boy. We had our lunch at Bagusssssssss IMM. hehh! I had sliced fish bee hoon and it could not win my favourite slice fish soup over at tong seng. :) :) :) We were supposed to go Funan centre to collect boyfriend's laptop but luckily, we called the fujitsu centre itself to confirm when can we collect the laptop. Thank god we didn't make our way straight to funan centre after our lunch becaues the laptop collection date is on 22nd Feb onwards. hehh! So, we chilled at bpp. Boyfriend is having exam fever so I accompanied him studying and........

this is what happened when I am bored! hahaha. And this is what happened when you're having exam feverrrrrrrrr.........

concentrating....

more concentration....

Lots of papers and fullscap.. ;)

I felt hopeless accompanying boyfriend mugging because I couldn't help him. All I can do is to watch him talk to himself while answering his tedious maths question. yes yes! He talked to himself. hahahahaha... ;) Once done with everything, headed to bpp and bought my dinner! Naked fish for me and strawberry sundae for him. DESSERTS is what you people need whenever you're STRESSED. Flip the word STRESSED and you'll get DESSERTS. try try!! :D

Anyway, Universal Studio tomorrow but I feel bad because the boy is having his electronic paper on Saturday and I already bought him a ticket to the Universal Studio. How? :( Well, I'll go figure. So for now, TOOOOOOOOOOOOODLES!!!!

5:37 AM
Yours truly.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

I am missing him already though I just met him just now. How weird. hehh! The boy woke up quite early today and went for his mugging session with his friend over at j.e library. I, Syahirah Binte Mohd Gapor, woke him up. hahaha! Once done mugging, I went over to bpp and slacked with him till 8 plus. :) As usual, played german taiti and damn!!! I didn't win any rounds. pfffft!! Well I guess luck wasn't on my side. =.=

Waking up super duper early tomorrow. Meeting gf mas at cck mrt station at 7 AM IN THE MORNING!!! Can you believe it?!?!?!?! I am having holidays and I have to wake up thaaaaaaat early?!?!?! hahahaha. Heading to Raffle City to get our typhoid done, again (for me). Afterwhich, will be accompanying the boy to get his lappy, like FINALLY eh b. The boy is having his exam period. All the best to you hunn!!! Though I can't be much of a help but I am still here and always here rooting for ya! You just have to make sure to love me more each day then I'll stay rooting for you always k? hahahahaha!!!!

Alright2, I gtg. I need to do some house chores. toodles!

5:35 AM
Yours truly.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Chris Sharma, The world best rock climber.

Eversince I got myself involved with rock climbing during secondary school camp, I began to like like it. I may not be a die hard fan of rock climbing but I sure do love to climb. First time I climbed, everything seems so easy. You just have to climb those walls with only the rocks present there. hehh! But as soon as I got to know more about rock climbing, there's more section to it. I am still finding an opportunity where I can get serious in rock climbing but I'll only be serious when I know that I am ready. No point getting serious when I can't commit to it. :) But if I am all set and ready, I know that the journey isn't going to be an easy one. I need to start from scratch because I swear to god that my whole body has retire from stamina and what not. I really really need to buck up on my fitness already. huhuhu. Nevermind, one step at a time. Anyway, I just finished watching youtube of Chris Sharma V14. Awesome shitssss I tell you! Especially the one on Infinity Lane- 90m natural rock climbing. And the inspirationl thing about the video was that, there were also LADIES rock climber who managed to clear that 90m wall!! Zomg!!! Alright2, enough about this topic or it might get boring over here. But I like ah! haha.

Today's wise, I went over to Lot 1 for a short meet up with my ex neighbour. She bought herself some bangles and so yeah. Once done, headed to boyfriend's crib to watch this funny video entittle "Angus thongs and perfect snogging ". Watched it with his family. It is more to a girls movie and boys shouldn't watch it. hahahaha! Once done, went to bpp and bought some junk food. We then headed to pondok and slaaaaaaaaaaaaack all the way till 6.30pm. We played german taiti and I was leading the first 3 round but as usual, somebody just have to destroy that moment of mine! pfffft!! hhahahaha. But.. a good day spent with the boy. :) The boy is working on wednesday and thursday. I am going to miss him, of course. But rest assured..because I'm going to meet him on friday for Resort World!!! I hope it's not going to be a dissapointment for the both of us. :)

Alright, I'm done rambling. toodles!

5:19 AM
Yours truly.

Monday, February 15, 2010

14th of February, 2010.

I had family gathering during valentines. Most of my friends asked " tk celebrate?", well I just replied "must I?". hahaha! Well, I'm not trying to sound snobbish here but what I do believe is that, valentines should be celebrated everyday, not just on the 14th. :) And oh, I just heard from sister that Muslimin should not commemorate Valentines day due to some religious matter which I myself is not so sure about it. hehh! So yeah, cousins came over to my crib for bbq session. We had this last year and we did it again this year. Of course, there's varities of food. I just got to know that dad couldn't start the fire w/o my help. haha! He ended up finishing the fire starter but no fire. =.= Luckily, I came to the rescue. chey chey cheeeyyyyyy! So yeah, started bbq-ing some steaks and chickens before the rest came. Cousins came at 1 plus and once they reached, bbq all the way. :) It was tiring because I kept fanning just to keep the fire going. lol. I swear to god I felt so full that day. So many things to eat. My favourite was my aunt's fruit salad. Healthy choice for my. :P Once done bbq-ing, went downstairs to watch the little cousins played soccer. Ouh, I got to rollerblade too! It has been quite awhile since I last rollerblade and I felt awkward because my rollerblade's break was on the right side but my little brother's friend's rollerblade's break was on the left side. I almost fell okay! hahahaah! Anyway, it was a good day spent with the love ones. Ouh ya, the slept over at my crib because the next day, we're going to The Dinosaur World located at Jurong Bird park.

15th of February, 2010.

Everyone woke up very early today. Got ourselves ready and off to Jurong Bird Park. :) By the time we reached, the ticketing queue was damn long! Longer than the length of an anaconda. HAHA! The plan almost backfired but with patience, we made it! :D $13 per ticket and let me tell you this.. it was NOT WORTH IT. I felt cheated the moment I entered because everything I saw were all FAKE! hahaha.. I felt kinda weird because these dinosaurs that I took picture with looked so fake! I think science centre is better! pffft! Anyway, it's not my $13. HAHAHA!!! Afterwhich, we went to have our prayers at clementi and then had our lunch at West Coast. After eating, we went to West Coast Park for kite flying. I love this part of my life. :) Kite flying is always the best when it comes to chilling session be it with families or friends. I felt so good when I saw my kite flying so high. It looked so beautiful up there with a butterfly image, so colourful. We than had mini soccer game. I was team up with Abg Faiz and Azfar while the other team consist of my dad, muhd and athir. MY DAD IS A CHEATER! hahaha..I was dribbling the ball and he carried me and put me one side so that he can have the ball to himself. That's so unfair! But nvm..dad ended up losing his spectacle while playing soccer. hahaha! tu lah, main play cheat lagi kan! The weather was sunny and windy. It's just so perfect. hehh!

Photos of bbq-ing here.

Photos of the outing here.

So yeah. Right now, cousins are still at my crib..chilling. They just ended carom session. Alright, I'mma end my post here. I wanna watch tv! Meeting my fav bbyboy tomorrow!!! :)

5:19 AM
Yours truly.

Friday, February 12, 2010

Physics ut was a bitch! I came unprepared, that's why. Well, no point to ramble about this because what's done is done. I just have this strong feeling that I might need to re-take physics module. tsk! I hate it okay! urghh.. I feel so grumpy today and I have no idea why. After ut3, met up with them girls and had fun. I managed to forget about my grumpyness for awhile. hehh! Outing with girlfriends tomorrow and another picnic outing with my baby girls (date has yet to confirm). I so cannot wait for these outing okayy... Once reached home, watched Santau with momsie. Dad bought the cd. hehe! Hmmm.. I thought the movie was going to freak me out but nahh, to no avail. chey! mcm paham..padahal tgk sambil tutop mata ngn telinger. HAHA! After which, momsie went out with dad, md and athir to Sheng Shiong. I like it when they go sheng shiong because they will come back with junk foods! nyeahahahaha! Bla bla bla...back to being grumpy after tht. Fcuk it!

I want to eat this!

And I want to have a picnic with this! :)

Da Bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

6:28 AM
Yours truly.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

I am supposed to revise for my physics ut3 for tomorrow but I got sidetrack. Apparently, I did open up my 6p and briefly look through it but I could not understand ANYTHING that was typed there. So many formulas yet I don't know what are those formulas for. I hate physics, yes I do but I have no other choice but to sit for the test. I did try to look at the SAP O-level physics examination notes given by boyfriend but just so you know, I don't understand physics language. So I'd stare at the notes. =.= Right now, I am releasing the tension by viewing new blogskins for my blogspot. hehh! I know I shouldn't be doing this but I have too. How I wish I need not return to where I was just now - revising physics. Tomorrow is my last ut and it's normal for a person like to me be in a holiday mood already. tsk!

What should I do now? I did text nadz but she had to baby sit her cousin so I can't meet her up for revision. I called Nazy but she's outside. None of my classmates is online right now. Mother toot! I tried searching for the formula at 6p but to no avail. wtf! Okay, I can cry right now sia!

Wish me all the best.

2:33 AM
Yours truly.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Toast bread with cream cheese and HL milk for my late lunch.

It spells D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S. Well, atleast for me. :)

3 uts down, 2 more to go. I had chemistry on monday, cognitive for tuesday and maths for today. Maths was sucky I tell you. Totally suck. The intergration exponential question gave me a headache and I spend most of my time cracking my brain cells on that question. =.= Anyway, it's over and I am lucky it has. I went home right after the paper. Walked together with Aishah and Nazirah. I reached home at 1.30pm. Mom then told me that she's going yew tee point and as soon as I heard that news, I said " NAK IKOT! ". :) And yes, we went to yew tee point. I bought my stuff, while mom bought her stuff. hehh!!! Once reached home, I took out all the stuffs mom bought for me and did my DIY things at my room. I am pretty much happy with it though it's not complete yet. tsk! Boyfriend just ended his work. I am always proud of him whenever he worked. haha! It sounds weird but it's true though. hehh! I don't know how to describe the job scope in words but I think it's not important. hahaha!!! Anyway bby, I am so proud of you!;)

I miss my junkie boy.

2:31 AM
Yours truly.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Last day of school. I am going to miss my classmates so dearly. :( Why does RP has to do this to us? tsk..I had photo session with the class just now. Will upload the photos once I receive it from jolene. :) Well, above were webcam pictures took with Nadz and her classmate. hahaha! After class, stayed back for maths revision with facilitator. Now I am very tired and sleepy. I'll update a proper post tomorrow. gd night.

10:13 PM
Yours truly.