A Big Dreamer

Thursday, July 30, 2009

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I'll keep it inside.

Until the day it is meant to be reveal,

then I'll spill everything out. & hopefully by then, you'll

be able to get the idea and understand how I feel.

At the moment, I'll humm to this song(with me by sum 41) and

smile from ear to ear. Hoping, you'll join with me too. :)

" Through it all, I made my mistakes.

I stumble and fall, but I mean these words. I just want

you to know, with everything I won't let this go. These

words are my heart and soul, I'll hold on to this moment

you know. Cause I'll bleed my heart out to show, & I won't let go. "

10:23 PM
Yours truly.

I'll keep it inside.

Until the day it is meant to be reveal,

then I'll spill everything out. & hopefully by then, you'll

be able to get the idea and understand how I feel.

At the moment, I'll humm to this song(with me by sum 41) and

smile from ear to ear. Hoping, you'll join with me too. :)

" Through it all, I made my mistakes.

I stumble and fall, but I mean these words. I just want

you to know, with everything I won't let this go. These

words are my heart and soul, I'll hold on to this moment

you know. Cause I'll bleed my heart out to show, & I won't let go. "

10:23 PM
Yours truly.

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somethings are just better left unsaid.

7:33 AM
Yours truly.

somethings are just better left unsaid.

7:33 AM
Yours truly.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

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Oh great! my blog is back to being an ass again! pffft =.= Anyways, wtv!

First, HAPPY 21st MONTHSARY TO US BABY! :) Alhamdulillah we've hold on to each other this far despite of the heavensss and hellsss we've gone through. A short meet up with bby boy today. We first has our fried mars balls, again. This time, we bought a small one with only 4 balls. hahaha! Once done, we bought our ice age movie tickets at 3.30. It was still early for us so we decided to chill out at the library will waiting for the time to pass by. Boyfriend played his war craft while I indulged myself with gossip girls. heee! It was 3.00pm when I nudged boyfriend that it's time to go out of here and bought our junk foods. We bought 2 hot and spicy potato chips and a spagettit from this particular sausage stalls. It's halal okaay. hahaha! Proceed to the theatre and bla bla bla..ice age was great! and very funny tooo. hahaha! It would be even more great if bf and I could watch the 3D version of ice age. Oh well, its better than nothing. right? riigghhhhhhhttttttt.....

Once movie's over, we walked back to my crib. While walking, we bumped into bf's dad lorry. I was shocked because it's very RARE to see bf's dad(baba) lorry at YEW TEE. Then, bf called baba. Bf said to me that baba will fetched him from my block. aaaawwww man!!! aru jek nk spend time together. =.= nvm.

Enterprise's tomorrow. The module which I totally hate the most! urgghhhh! Weekends, please come very sooooon okay. I am so dead beat with school. I want to have a long hours of sleep. I want to sleep till I drop. I want to have longer dreams. I want to stay with my bed longer. =.= And baby...I want a kitten!!!! A kitten can make me happy when Im all down and sad, A kitten can keep me company when Im all alone, kitten makes me feel love, a kitten can brighten my day when I cant brighten my day myself, I can pamper myself with the kitten when I have no one to pamper with. A kitten will be there for me when I cry ( eventhough the kitten might just stare at me ), but at least the kitten's there! hahaha..I want a kitten, I want a kitten I want a kitten!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok dah!

6:25 AM
Yours truly.

Oh great! my blog is back to being an ass again! pffft =.= Anyways, wtv!

First, HAPPY 21st MONTHSARY TO US BABY! :) Alhamdulillah we've hold on to each other this far despite of the heavensss and hellsss we've gone through. A short meet up with bby boy today. We first has our fried mars balls, again. This time, we bought a small one with only 4 balls. hahaha! Once done, we bought our ice age movie tickets at 3.30. It was still early for us so we decided to chill out at the library will waiting for the time to pass by. Boyfriend played his war craft while I indulged myself with gossip girls. heee! It was 3.00pm when I nudged boyfriend that it's time to go out of here and bought our junk foods. We bought 2 hot and spicy potato chips and a spagettit from this particular sausage stalls. It's halal okaay. hahaha! Proceed to the theatre and bla bla bla..ice age was great! and very funny tooo. hahaha! It would be even more great if bf and I could watch the 3D version of ice age. Oh well, its better than nothing. right? riigghhhhhhhttttttt.....

Once movie's over, we walked back to my crib. While walking, we bumped into bf's dad lorry. I was shocked because it's very RARE to see bf's dad(baba) lorry at YEW TEE. Then, bf called baba. Bf said to me that baba will fetched him from my block. aaaawwww man!!! aru jek nk spend time together. =.= nvm.

Enterprise's tomorrow. The module which I totally hate the most! urgghhhh! Weekends, please come very sooooon okay. I am so dead beat with school. I want to have a long hours of sleep. I want to sleep till I drop. I want to have longer dreams. I want to stay with my bed longer. =.= And baby...I want a kitten!!!! A kitten can make me happy when Im all down and sad, A kitten can keep me company when Im all alone, kitten makes me feel love, a kitten can brighten my day when I cant brighten my day myself, I can pamper myself with the kitten when I have no one to pamper with. A kitten will be there for me when I cry ( eventhough the kitten might just stare at me ), but at least the kitten's there! hahaha..I want a kitten, I want a kitten I want a kitten!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok dah!

6:25 AM
Yours truly.

Monday, July 27, 2009

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Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Peoooooopplllleeeeeeeeeeee!!!! How was your day??? :) I hope you people are having the best moment of your life but if it doesn't, dont worry, everything will be fine sooooon. ;D I had cognitive module today. Err, problem statement was a bit confusing but my team managed to pull it through. I was tired and sleepy during lesson. My eyes hurt so badly, I swear. Doctor said my eyes are tired and it need alot of rest. So from now onwards, I have to bring eyemo to school. pffft!! After school, I had my chiron meeting. It has always been a pleasure meeting all the girls. They never fail to put a smile on my face. The meeting was kinda slack which Im glad it was. Once done, headed home straight. I was dead beat! Meeting bf tomorrow. yippeeeee! I miss him like only god knows okay. And its going to be our 21st tomorrow, alhamdulillah. There's still more to come and Im have faith in us that we will prevail. Alright2, I've got nothing else to blurt over here. I wanna go watch tv and then go to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeppp... toodles.

6:58 PM
Yours truly.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Peoooooopplllleeeeeeeeeeee!!!! How was your day??? :) I hope you people are having the best moment of your life but if it doesn't, dont worry, everything will be fine sooooon. ;D I had cognitive module today. Err, problem statement was a bit confusing but my team managed to pull it through. I was tired and sleepy during lesson. My eyes hurt so badly, I swear. Doctor said my eyes are tired and it need alot of rest. So from now onwards, I have to bring eyemo to school. pffft!! After school, I had my chiron meeting. It has always been a pleasure meeting all the girls. They never fail to put a smile on my face. The meeting was kinda slack which Im glad it was. Once done, headed home straight. I was dead beat! Meeting bf tomorrow. yippeeeee! I miss him like only god knows okay. And its going to be our 21st tomorrow, alhamdulillah. There's still more to come and Im have faith in us that we will prevail. Alright2, I've got nothing else to blurt over here. I wanna go watch tv and then go to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeppp... toodles.

6:58 PM
Yours truly.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

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Blogger is still being such an arse-hole.

Saturday, I went to expo with boyfriend. There's flea market going on there at hall 4 so I decided to take a look. Who knows, something might caught my eyes. :P Reached there around 4 plus. Errr, the flea market was so-so lah. Not like what I've expected. But still, I bought 2 tops for $30 bucks. If you wanna say tht its cheap, I would say uhh..not so. I can get 3 tops at bugis okay. But the tops I bought were niceeeeeee. :) & I love it. Once done, we trained down to bugis and have our dinner early dinner at zam zam. I kinda get addicted to the murtabak there. Totally make me drool okay. After which, went for another round of shopping at bugis street. I was thinking of buying a sling bag there but but..me being me. I bought different thing. Boyfriend was pissed okay. hahaa! I bought this one particular sandal. Veli the nice lor!! Even my mom and lil sissy said so okay. The this bf ahh, had to say that it looked so mak-mak. wth? hahaha! soooooo not okay! U outdated mcm my dad lah b! boleh dudok rumah samer2 then pheeewwwwwwwww BOMB!!!!!!! hahaha. We then took bus and mrt to my crib. Bf accompanied me till my parents reached home. I scared lah eversince I heard the news about this " nenek-keropok ". hahaha!

So today, bf and myself went touring around s'pore. Not literally the WHOLE s'pore lah. That's too exagerating. We had our lunch at BK. I dont know what got into me to have this burning sensation of eating burger king. Because as far as I am concern, I don't quite favour BK. hahaha. Boyfriend was shocked. We then proceed to nlb. Stayed there for awhile and then off to esplanade library. Tired okay! We did aloooot of walking today.

Monday tomorrow. Gosh! Weekends passed so fast lah. I need a gooooooooood long sleep. Science module tomorrow. I hope it's not going to be a killer. & I think I'll be having monday blues tomorrow. haha! oh man, UT3 is drawing nearer. studyyyyyy!!! studdyy!!!!!!!!! hahaha. Alright then, Im done here and uhh...I'm so tired.

gd night.

7:40 AM
Yours truly.

Blogger is still being such an arse-hole.

Saturday, I went to expo with boyfriend. There's flea market going on there at hall 4 so I decided to take a look. Who knows, something might caught my eyes. :P Reached there around 4 plus. Errr, the flea market was so-so lah. Not like what I've expected. But still, I bought 2 tops for $30 bucks. If you wanna say tht its cheap, I would say uhh..not so. I can get 3 tops at bugis okay. But the tops I bought were niceeeeeee. :) & I love it. Once done, we trained down to bugis and have our dinner early dinner at zam zam. I kinda get addicted to the murtabak there. Totally make me drool okay. After which, went for another round of shopping at bugis street. I was thinking of buying a sling bag there but but..me being me. I bought different thing. Boyfriend was pissed okay. hahaa! I bought this one particular sandal. Veli the nice lor!! Even my mom and lil sissy said so okay. The this bf ahh, had to say that it looked so mak-mak. wth? hahaha! soooooo not okay! U outdated mcm my dad lah b! boleh dudok rumah samer2 then pheeewwwwwwwww BOMB!!!!!!! hahaha. We then took bus and mrt to my crib. Bf accompanied me till my parents reached home. I scared lah eversince I heard the news about this " nenek-keropok ". hahaha!

So today, bf and myself went touring around s'pore. Not literally the WHOLE s'pore lah. That's too exagerating. We had our lunch at BK. I dont know what got into me to have this burning sensation of eating burger king. Because as far as I am concern, I don't quite favour BK. hahaha. Boyfriend was shocked. We then proceed to nlb. Stayed there for awhile and then off to esplanade library. Tired okay! We did aloooot of walking today.

Monday tomorrow. Gosh! Weekends passed so fast lah. I need a gooooooooood long sleep. Science module tomorrow. I hope it's not going to be a killer. & I think I'll be having monday blues tomorrow. haha! oh man, UT3 is drawing nearer. studyyyyyy!!! studdyy!!!!!!!!! hahaha. Alright then, Im done here and uhh...I'm so tired.

gd night.

7:40 AM
Yours truly.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

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Blogger suck! Today's picture will be uploaded to my facebook.

5:17 AM
Yours truly.

Blogger suck! Today's picture will be uploaded to my facebook.

5:17 AM
Yours truly.

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

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I MISS MY BOYFRIEND. HOW I WISH HE KNEW. :(

gd night

7:38 AM
Yours truly.

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND. HOW I WISH HE KNEW. :(

gd night

7:38 AM
Yours truly.

Monday, July 20, 2009

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" FRIED MARS BALLS DAY "

Eventually, the visit to hospital was backfired so I went to meet boyfriend over at Lot 1. He wanted me to taste this particular "desert" called fried mars balls. So we did. We bought the large one and shared it together. Looks can be deceiving but uhh, I think you people should try it. It was sad that I had to feel full already the moment we bought that desert. Well basically, its a fried mars choc with choc ice cream only for $5. :) Since I was feeling bloated already, boyfriend finished it up. And oh, please bring along mineral water along while eating it. haha! Very very sweeeeeeeeeeeet, like me. :) Wonder how it looks like? Picture below!!!

6 balls *chuckles.

and both rein&irah said : " tio simi tio?!?! shooooo! "

The sense of sensation while the fried mars balls goes down bf's throat!

hahaha! So yeah, after eating those 'balls', bf had his early lunch at kfc. I just ate the fries. I am bloooooody full okay! Once done, I went cotton on and bought one blue spagetti stripe for $5. I am sad that the cotton on sales was over. pffft! We then walked to my crib and chilled till 8pm. I asked bf to send me right at my door step because uhh, I'm scared of this ''nenek keropok". Have you guys ever heard about her? eeeeee! Scary. Okay drop that subject. Well, school was school. We had biology today. Today's problem statement was about CELL MEMBRANE!! wooohooooo! Overall, it was manage-able. Alhamdulillah. :) Alright then, Im done here and off to finish up my project which tooooootalllyyyyyyy suck to the cooooooooooooooore! toodles!

7:03 AM
Yours truly.

" FRIED MARS BALLS DAY "

Eventually, the visit to hospital was backfired so I went to meet boyfriend over at Lot 1. He wanted me to taste this particular "desert" called fried mars balls. So we did. We bought the large one and shared it together. Looks can be deceiving but uhh, I think you people should try it. It was sad that I had to feel full already the moment we bought that desert. Well basically, its a fried mars choc with choc ice cream only for $5. :) Since I was feeling bloated already, boyfriend finished it up. And oh, please bring along mineral water along while eating it. haha! Very very sweeeeeeeeeeeet, like me. :) Wonder how it looks like? Picture below!!!

6 balls *chuckles.

and both rein&irah said : " tio simi tio?!?! shooooo! "

The sense of sensation while the fried mars balls goes down bf's throat!

hahaha! So yeah, after eating those 'balls', bf had his early lunch at kfc. I just ate the fries. I am bloooooody full okay! Once done, I went cotton on and bought one blue spagetti stripe for $5. I am sad that the cotton on sales was over. pffft! We then walked to my crib and chilled till 8pm. I asked bf to send me right at my door step because uhh, I'm scared of this ''nenek keropok". Have you guys ever heard about her? eeeeee! Scary. Okay drop that subject. Well, school was school. We had biology today. Today's problem statement was about CELL MEMBRANE!! wooohooooo! Overall, it was manage-able. Alhamdulillah. :) Alright then, Im done here and off to finish up my project which tooooootalllyyyyyyy suck to the cooooooooooooooore! toodles!

7:03 AM
Yours truly.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

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Abg Ayul's Wedding ceremony 18th & 19th July 2009.

Pictures are not in order, I am sorry for that. Anyways, enjoy the pixo! :)

dead beat already.

me, sissy and haireel

I was sabo by my cousins to karaoke, and so I did. I sang the song Pudar by rossa. haha!

abg isk and myself.

abg isk and his mommy

*smiling wideeeeeeely!! I am sure you guys know who are they. ;) Singapore soccer play Ridhwan and Shahril Ishak. They happened to be my cousin's bro's friend. ooohh....

not complete.

makan gaji buta. hahaha!

momsie, my boy and aunt

on the saturday, 18th.

Fairul Hisham and Nurwati

lepaaaak

aunts

So, Abg Ayul's wedding ceremony went just fine. I went for mentoring first earlier in the morning and I went home halfway, heading myself to the wedding place. Im glad I got to meet boyfriend. :) I reached at 11 plus. I ate right away because my stomache was grumbling for fooooooood. After which, blaa blaa and blaa. And yes! My lovely cousins sabo me by submitting my name to the dj. And for that, I need to sing. Thanks ahh korang2! I felt nervous but I calmed down because my cousins was there just beside me, cheering. hahaha! I went for the 2nd round with abg amat, singing hanya memuji by marcell. hehh! And oh! Ridhwan and Shahril Ishak was there too!! OMG!!!! and and..Hairi Yusof from previous anugerah was there too!!!! They happened to be my cousin brother's friend. wah! Happening per. My lil cousins was like shouting when they saw them. They wanted to take picture with them but was too shy to approach. So, me being me..I plucked up the courage to ask them. hahaha! At least I got to talk to them. *wink. Boyfriendku, jgn marah okay. I buat untok adek sdare I yg tergile2 sgt ngn diorang. I cumer gilerkan you jek. hahaha! Sissy and me went back home first. Totally tired to stay a bit longer.

Boyfriend top up his prepaid already. yippeee!! And after such a long time of having surprises, you surprised me today dear. And yes, I miss you. And oh, my grandma was admitted to hospital again. :( I am sad and worried for her. I hope she's doing fine there. I wanna visit her as soon as possible. Alright, I wanna watch Harry Potter now. Toodles humans & gooood night.

ps: Harry Potter & the half blood prince SUCK! Ok bye

7:05 AM
Yours truly.

Abg Ayul's Wedding ceremony 18th & 19th July 2009.

Pictures are not in order, I am sorry for that. Anyways, enjoy the pixo! :)

dead beat already.

me, sissy and haireel

I was sabo by my cousins to karaoke, and so I did. I sang the song Pudar by rossa. haha!

abg isk and myself.

abg isk and his mommy

*smiling wideeeeeeely!! I am sure you guys know who are they. ;) Singapore soccer play Ridhwan and Shahril Ishak. They happened to be my cousin's bro's friend. ooohh....

not complete.

makan gaji buta. hahaha!

momsie, my boy and aunt

on the saturday, 18th.

Fairul Hisham and Nurwati

lepaaaak

aunts

So, Abg Ayul's wedding ceremony went just fine. I went for mentoring first earlier in the morning and I went home halfway, heading myself to the wedding place. Im glad I got to meet boyfriend. :) I reached at 11 plus. I ate right away because my stomache was grumbling for fooooooood. After which, blaa blaa and blaa. And yes! My lovely cousins sabo me by submitting my name to the dj. And for that, I need to sing. Thanks ahh korang2! I felt nervous but I calmed down because my cousins was there just beside me, cheering. hahaha! I went for the 2nd round with abg amat, singing hanya memuji by marcell. hehh! And oh! Ridhwan and Shahril Ishak was there too!! OMG!!!! and and..Hairi Yusof from previous anugerah was there too!!!! They happened to be my cousin brother's friend. wah! Happening per. My lil cousins was like shouting when they saw them. They wanted to take picture with them but was too shy to approach. So, me being me..I plucked up the courage to ask them. hahaha! At least I got to talk to them. *wink. Boyfriendku, jgn marah okay. I buat untok adek sdare I yg tergile2 sgt ngn diorang. I cumer gilerkan you jek. hahaha! Sissy and me went back home first. Totally tired to stay a bit longer.

Boyfriend top up his prepaid already. yippeee!! And after such a long time of having surprises, you surprised me today dear. And yes, I miss you. And oh, my grandma was admitted to hospital again. :( I am sad and worried for her. I hope she's doing fine there. I wanna visit her as soon as possible. Alright, I wanna watch Harry Potter now. Toodles humans & gooood night.

ps: Harry Potter & the half blood prince SUCK! Ok bye

7:05 AM
Yours truly.