A Big Dreamer

Friday, October 31, 2008

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WEEKEND=GO OUT & ENJOY!

It's Saturday today. Hoooooray!! Bf is still leeping like a pig. hahahahaha!!! Can you believe it? It's like 1.14pm already, according to my clock. hahahaha!! Nevermind, will be going out later. Lil sister is going out too, to an invitation at her friend's house. Celebrating deepavali. * smack forehead. Nak tgk wyg ke tk nak ehk?? Tapi takot buang duit. tapi kalau tk tgk biler lagi sei nk tgk? Lau aku ajak pon, mesti dier kater buang duit. hmmmmmmm. nk ke tk nak eh???

10:11 PM
Yours truly.

WEEKEND=GO OUT & ENJOY!

It's Saturday today. Hoooooray!! Bf is still leeping like a pig. hahahahaha!!! Can you believe it? It's like 1.14pm already, according to my clock. hahahaha!! Nevermind, will be going out later. Lil sister is going out too, to an invitation at her friend's house. Celebrating deepavali. * smack forehead. Nak tgk wyg ke tk nak ehk?? Tapi takot buang duit. tapi kalau tk tgk biler lagi sei nk tgk? Lau aku ajak pon, mesti dier kater buang duit. hmmmmmmm. nk ke tk nak eh???

10:11 PM
Yours truly.

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Can I shout?? 1..2..3.. YESSAAAAAAA!!!! I am finally left with only ONE more paper and after that, O level is over. Once it's over, it means ENJOY!! Ok best. I had bio paper today and it was manageable. Every paper was manageable this year. Thank God!! and Thank God I studied. If it wasn't for the late night studies and mugging my ass off, I'm sure those papers would be tough. I'm glad I studied. Best laaaaahhhhh. Paper ended at 3.45am, k lahh. I lied. 3.45 pm. I went straight home. After which, I made my way too yew tee park and met my dearest cousins and friends. Slacked our ass off there and then went dinner together at Limbang Macdonald. I had tons of fun and laughters with them, I swear! Especially at Mcdonalds. Hahahahahaha!!!!!! Maybe we should slack more often yeah..Miss you guys already.

I Miss My Mohd Shahrin Bin Ali. " Maner nie blom balek2 ah?? Kasi siku 7 aru tau ( only me & him knows whats that ". Hahahahaha. Will be accompanying tomorrow to Buona Vista. After that, kiter jalan jalan carik makan! Ok best!!!

7:24 AM
Yours truly.

Can I shout?? 1..2..3.. YESSAAAAAAA!!!! I am finally left with only ONE more paper and after that, O level is over. Once it's over, it means ENJOY!! Ok best. I had bio paper today and it was manageable. Every paper was manageable this year. Thank God!! and Thank God I studied. If it wasn't for the late night studies and mugging my ass off, I'm sure those papers would be tough. I'm glad I studied. Best laaaaahhhhh. Paper ended at 3.45am, k lahh. I lied. 3.45 pm. I went straight home. After which, I made my way too yew tee park and met my dearest cousins and friends. Slacked our ass off there and then went dinner together at Limbang Macdonald. I had tons of fun and laughters with them, I swear! Especially at Mcdonalds. Hahahahahaha!!!!!! Maybe we should slack more often yeah..Miss you guys already.

I Miss My Mohd Shahrin Bin Ali. " Maner nie blom balek2 ah?? Kasi siku 7 aru tau ( only me & him knows whats that ". Hahahahaha. Will be accompanying tomorrow to Buona Vista. After that, kiter jalan jalan carik makan! Ok best!!!

7:24 AM
Yours truly.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

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Happy Belated 11 Monthsary to the both of us. It was yesterday, to be exact but due to time constrain, I only managed to free myself today. Today's maths paper two was manageable. I finished it ON TIME. Phewwwww!! Alright, forget about maths paper because it's over! I am so happy I finally got over it. After the paper, I made my way over to Jelapang and meet boyfriend. Had out late breakfast together at Banquet. I ate YTF and bf ate Chicken Rice with additional rice. Saaaaaaaaap. After which, we slacked our ass over at bf's crib with his younger brother.

Boyfriend then accompanied me for my job interview at Singapore Zoo and and, I got hired!! Weeeeee!! The manager kaki gereeeeeek. We talked non-stop and coincidentally, she's from Coffee Bean too!! Best best. =) Ended the interview at 6 plus and then proceed home.. =)

To Boyfriend,

I would like to take this opportunity to say thank you to you after all the sacrifices that you've done for me, be it minor or major. I just want to let you know that I appreciate everything that you've done for me and I have never regret loving you. Words really can't describe the feelings I have for you and I'm sure you know that. I Love You for who you are and all this while, you have been a good boyfriend to me. I SUMPAH!! =) All those arguments we had harden the knots and that's what makes us stronger. kan?kan?kan?kan? I learn alot regarding the Game of Life with you. Hahahahahahahaha!!! I would probably conquer the whole blog with words if I were to really squeeze out my brain juice and pen down all my feelings. 3 words may be short and simple but it sure does have a meaning. True feelings.

I LOVE YOU

5:41 AM
Yours truly.

Happy Belated 11 Monthsary to the both of us. It was yesterday, to be exact but due to time constrain, I only managed to free myself today. Today's maths paper two was manageable. I finished it ON TIME. Phewwwww!! Alright, forget about maths paper because it's over! I am so happy I finally got over it. After the paper, I made my way over to Jelapang and meet boyfriend. Had out late breakfast together at Banquet. I ate YTF and bf ate Chicken Rice with additional rice. Saaaaaaaaap. After which, we slacked our ass over at bf's crib with his younger brother.

Boyfriend then accompanied me for my job interview at Singapore Zoo and and, I got hired!! Weeeeee!! The manager kaki gereeeeeek. We talked non-stop and coincidentally, she's from Coffee Bean too!! Best best. =) Ended the interview at 6 plus and then proceed home.. =)

To Boyfriend,

I would like to take this opportunity to say thank you to you after all the sacrifices that you've done for me, be it minor or major. I just want to let you know that I appreciate everything that you've done for me and I have never regret loving you. Words really can't describe the feelings I have for you and I'm sure you know that. I Love You for who you are and all this while, you have been a good boyfriend to me. I SUMPAH!! =) All those arguments we had harden the knots and that's what makes us stronger. kan?kan?kan?kan? I learn alot regarding the Game of Life with you. Hahahahahahahaha!!! I would probably conquer the whole blog with words if I were to really squeeze out my brain juice and pen down all my feelings. 3 words may be short and simple but it sure does have a meaning. True feelings.

I LOVE YOU

5:41 AM
Yours truly.

Friday, October 24, 2008

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JEALOUS??

3 WORDS FOR YOU: GET A LIFE!!!

If you're jealous at me for everything, good!! I don't give a shit why u're jealous at me. It's my life. This is me.

I am way toooooooooo gooooooood for you, am I? Jealous at me? So be it! The thing is, I like it when you're jealous

at me!! Bcoz by knowing that you are jealous at me, I am going to make u feel even more jealous!!! You and Me are

both very competitive towards each other but I am not going to let your words destroy me. Never Ever!!! TRY ME!!

Good....(hmmm wait let me think. it's 4.45 pm now, so it should be afternoon. ok best!) Good Afternoon to all. hahahahahaha. Well, don't mind soo much about the above pharagraph. It's just the right time for me to let out my anger that I've been keeping, I guess? lol. Maths paper 1 was manageable. I would not say it was easy nor difficult. Moderate, it is. Surprisingly, today's maths paper was at 8 in the morning. It was the first time I had my written paper in the morning because all this while, it have been in the afternoon. I'm still left with Maths paper 2, Bio paper 1&2, chem/bio mcq paper and uhh c.humans which I'm still thinking about taking it. lol

Today's paper was fine and acceptable, but after my paper, I had a SUCKY moments. =) I shall not elaborate it any further. I was supposed to mug with boyfriend but I left him. sorry =). I wasn't in any mood to mug right after maths paper lah. hahahahahahaha! So I went back home and tried to regain back my mood. I did! But not entirely. I have yet to get back the mood of talking to people yet. haaaaaa!!!! Currently, lil sissy is sleeping. Asyik tidoooo jek seii. =)

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND.

1:27 AM
Yours truly.

JEALOUS??

3 WORDS FOR YOU: GET A LIFE!!!

If you're jealous at me for everything, good!! I don't give a shit why u're jealous at me. It's my life. This is me.

I am way toooooooooo gooooooood for you, am I? Jealous at me? So be it! The thing is, I like it when you're jealous

at me!! Bcoz by knowing that you are jealous at me, I am going to make u feel even more jealous!!! You and Me are

both very competitive towards each other but I am not going to let your words destroy me. Never Ever!!! TRY ME!!

Good....(hmmm wait let me think. it's 4.45 pm now, so it should be afternoon. ok best!) Good Afternoon to all. hahahahahaha. Well, don't mind soo much about the above pharagraph. It's just the right time for me to let out my anger that I've been keeping, I guess? lol. Maths paper 1 was manageable. I would not say it was easy nor difficult. Moderate, it is. Surprisingly, today's maths paper was at 8 in the morning. It was the first time I had my written paper in the morning because all this while, it have been in the afternoon. I'm still left with Maths paper 2, Bio paper 1&2, chem/bio mcq paper and uhh c.humans which I'm still thinking about taking it. lol

Today's paper was fine and acceptable, but after my paper, I had a SUCKY moments. =) I shall not elaborate it any further. I was supposed to mug with boyfriend but I left him. sorry =). I wasn't in any mood to mug right after maths paper lah. hahahahahahaha! So I went back home and tried to regain back my mood. I did! But not entirely. I have yet to get back the mood of talking to people yet. haaaaaa!!!! Currently, lil sissy is sleeping. Asyik tidoooo jek seii. =)

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND.

1:27 AM
Yours truly.

Monday, October 20, 2008

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Having no communication with you for awhile is like drinking coffee without sugar, it's not complete or should I say my life is not complete when you are not here beside me. I miss you.
My love is like a violin. The music may stop now and then, but the strings remain forever.

6:28 AM
Yours truly.

Having no communication with you for awhile is like drinking coffee without sugar, it's not complete or should I say my life is not complete when you are not here beside me. I miss you.
My love is like a violin. The music may stop now and then, but the strings remain forever.

6:28 AM
Yours truly.

Monday, October 13, 2008

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" Have you ever loved someone so much.

You'd give an arm for

Not the expression

No, literally give an arm for

When they know they're your heart

And you know you were their armor

And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm him

But what happens when karma

Turns right around to bite you

And everything you stand for turns on you despite you

What happens when you become the main source of his pain "

Have you ever feel so down before in your life?? Everyone do yeah?? Well, when you're feeling down, the only thing you want is to be with your love ones am I right? Sitting with them..talking with them..laugh and then feel better. right?? Yeeahhhh. That's what I want. =)

Haaaa! I don't even know what I'm typing. I can laugh and cry at the same timea dn after that, someone will call me crazy. coooool! I Loooove being crazy as long as I stay happy. =)

ps: the only thing I want is just you. don't make me feel bad bcoz im at my worse. don't ask me to feel better by myself bcoz I want you to make me feel gd again.don't irritate me bcoz I am already am. stay with me. that's all. =(

7:35 AM
Yours truly.

" Have you ever loved someone so much.

You'd give an arm for

Not the expression

No, literally give an arm for

When they know they're your heart

And you know you were their armor

And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm him

But what happens when karma

Turns right around to bite you

And everything you stand for turns on you despite you

What happens when you become the main source of his pain "

Have you ever feel so down before in your life?? Everyone do yeah?? Well, when you're feeling down, the only thing you want is to be with your love ones am I right? Sitting with them..talking with them..laugh and then feel better. right?? Yeeahhhh. That's what I want. =)

Haaaa! I don't even know what I'm typing. I can laugh and cry at the same timea dn after that, someone will call me crazy. coooool! I Loooove being crazy as long as I stay happy. =)

ps: the only thing I want is just you. don't make me feel bad bcoz im at my worse. don't ask me to feel better by myself bcoz I want you to make me feel gd again.don't irritate me bcoz I am already am. stay with me. that's all. =(

7:35 AM
Yours truly.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

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" Mamat!! Kak Irah sayaaaaang mamat tau!!! =) "

7:31 AM
Yours truly.

" Mamat!! Kak Irah sayaaaaang mamat tau!!! =) "

7:31 AM
Yours truly.

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*Nick Jonas.*

As always, he's HOT. haaaahaaaaaa!! Bf's going to be piss but wtv. =) Sorry kaay b. You're still my number one but I just have to admit that Nick Jonas's HOT. Ok dah. =)

1:37 AM
Yours truly.

*Nick Jonas.*

As always, he's HOT. haaaahaaaaaa!! Bf's going to be piss but wtv. =) Sorry kaay b. You're still my number one but I just have to admit that Nick Jonas's HOT. Ok dah. =)

1:37 AM
Yours truly.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

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Below are the message I received from my audible heart friend, jeanne.

" heeey,
are you ready for your O's? yup it can be so nerve wrecking, thinking about the upcoming exams and not feeling prepared and all. well, home's the abode for me. haha. i usually study at home. though many a time i find myself walking to either the sofa or bed to take a nap. haha! too comfortable at home, i must say. how about you? do you study at home or did you have a secret somewhere? hahaha. i guess it is very important to study somewhere that is quiet and peaceful, without any disturbance or distractions. that way we can concentrate better, isn't it?
well, press on! work hard for your exams,and before you know it, it will be over! time really flies. so make use of whatever time you have left to revise. but don't forget to relax as well! study hard, play hard!
i'll be cheering you on. =)
jeanne "

She's there when I fall. Thanks jeanne for listening to me and I guess I can't help but to say thank you to you thousands of time.

" I just want to tell u tht im urs to keep..and wherever i am, i know who i belongs " - shahrin. I will hold on to that words until the day my soul seperates from my body.

7:18 AM
Yours truly.

Below are the message I received from my audible heart friend, jeanne.

" heeey,
are you ready for your O's? yup it can be so nerve wrecking, thinking about the upcoming exams and not feeling prepared and all. well, home's the abode for me. haha. i usually study at home. though many a time i find myself walking to either the sofa or bed to take a nap. haha! too comfortable at home, i must say. how about you? do you study at home or did you have a secret somewhere? hahaha. i guess it is very important to study somewhere that is quiet and peaceful, without any disturbance or distractions. that way we can concentrate better, isn't it?
well, press on! work hard for your exams,and before you know it, it will be over! time really flies. so make use of whatever time you have left to revise. but don't forget to relax as well! study hard, play hard!
i'll be cheering you on. =)
jeanne "

She's there when I fall. Thanks jeanne for listening to me and I guess I can't help but to say thank you to you thousands of time.

" I just want to tell u tht im urs to keep..and wherever i am, i know who i belongs " - shahrin. I will hold on to that words until the day my soul seperates from my body.

7:18 AM
Yours truly.

Friday, October 10, 2008

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Random thought number ONE : I want to eat Yammy Yogurt tomorrow.
Random thoughts number TWO : "Engineering" soounds superior!
Random thoughts number 3 : I Miss My Boyfriend eventhough we just had a minor argument.
Random thoughts 4 : I'm going to study lateeeer. haaaaa!!!!
Random thoughts 5 : I want to go out tomorrow and MUG. Anyone??

Alright. Enough of my random thoughts yeah. I kickstart my day by dragging my ass over to the National Library to study chemistry with Omar. Started at 10.45 and ended at 12.45. After which, I met boyfriend at Bugis and then had my late breakfast with bf at KFC. I ate Twister meal but without my cheesefries. Bf!! You owe me that. haaahaaaa. We then made our way to school for our science lesson at Hannsfield. We walked there and the weather was sooo hot. Luckily, I wore white so I did not absorb much heat unlike bf. Guess what t-shirt colour he's wearing? Hahahahahahaha!!!! It's sooooooooooo obvious right??? LOL.

Class ended at 5.45 and we went back home. On our way to Dhoby Ghaut Mrt Station, bf and I had minor argument. We then parted ways without saying goodbye or hug or kisses like we usually have. HaaaaaHaaaaaaa. Tengah HOT okayyyyyy. BLUEAK!!!!!!!

Well, life is hectic for me. I've been busily committing myself studying and making my way to school from Monday-Friday. I'm glad I had take up the intensive revision held at school because I learn alot from Mr Maideen. I must say that Mr Maideen is ONE good teacher and I am so lucky to have him as my teacher. He treat us like his friends and he never fails to reply my sms's whenever I asked him about chemistry. GOOOOOOOOD JOB Mr Maideeeen. =)

O level is very near already. No more play. FOCUS Irah!

4:55 AM
Yours truly.

Random thought number ONE : I want to eat Yammy Yogurt tomorrow.
Random thoughts number TWO : "Engineering" soounds superior!
Random thoughts number 3 : I Miss My Boyfriend eventhough we just had a minor argument.
Random thoughts 4 : I'm going to study lateeeer. haaaaa!!!!
Random thoughts 5 : I want to go out tomorrow and MUG. Anyone??

Alright. Enough of my random thoughts yeah. I kickstart my day by dragging my ass over to the National Library to study chemistry with Omar. Started at 10.45 and ended at 12.45. After which, I met boyfriend at Bugis and then had my late breakfast with bf at KFC. I ate Twister meal but without my cheesefries. Bf!! You owe me that. haaahaaaa. We then made our way to school for our science lesson at Hannsfield. We walked there and the weather was sooo hot. Luckily, I wore white so I did not absorb much heat unlike bf. Guess what t-shirt colour he's wearing? Hahahahahahaha!!!! It's sooooooooooo obvious right??? LOL.

Class ended at 5.45 and we went back home. On our way to Dhoby Ghaut Mrt Station, bf and I had minor argument. We then parted ways without saying goodbye or hug or kisses like we usually have. HaaaaaHaaaaaaa. Tengah HOT okayyyyyy. BLUEAK!!!!!!!

Well, life is hectic for me. I've been busily committing myself studying and making my way to school from Monday-Friday. I'm glad I had take up the intensive revision held at school because I learn alot from Mr Maideen. I must say that Mr Maideen is ONE good teacher and I am so lucky to have him as my teacher. He treat us like his friends and he never fails to reply my sms's whenever I asked him about chemistry. GOOOOOOOOD JOB Mr Maideeeen. =)

O level is very near already. No more play. FOCUS Irah!

4:55 AM
Yours truly.

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

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" I salute you lah lil brother. Lu best laaahh!!! "

I was amazed when I heard the news from lil sissy. haaahaaaa! I can't believe lil brother actually did that. I laughed upon hearing the news. To make it simple, lil brother of mine disturbed his classmate (which happened to be a girl) today until that little girl called my mommy and complained. After hearing all parts of the story from mum, I laughed my lungs out. LOL. That little girl is actually sooooooooooo ?????. It's just a tiny winy problem yet she made it like soooo huge. hahaha. Nevermind. Primary Two mindset. =) But still, I loooooooooooove my lil bro. =)

Well, I spent my morning-afternoon mugging with bf over at the National Library. Sadly, I did not go for my chem practical as both of us forgot to remind each other. I was oblivious of the time until I realised it was 3pm and practical was over. Aaaaaaw man!!! After mugging, we proceed to Bugis Street and window shop. I nearly bought myself a apir of jeans but I cancelled it. Why?? Because I thought it might be a waste of money. =) I pity boyfriend. He's been searching for his shoe for the past two days and he can't find any at Bugis street too! lol. Kesian dier. Nevermind, try harder. We realised it was raining, very heavily. We took bus 960 back to bp and rested ourselves over at bf's crib. We intended to go Queensway but since it was raining heavily, we didn't. Bf's big brother was there too but he left to fetch his gf from work. =) After the rain stopped, we went over to bpp and played arcade. Haaaaaa! A game of time crisis with 3-4 card swiping. haha! So we wasted $2 each for that game. lol.

So here I am, blogging. Will mug later. I am freaking out. Well, will be going to school tomorrow with bf. We will be having E Maths lesson with my favourite teacher, Mr Maideen. =) Till here then. Soooooooo Looooooooooooooooong people. Have a pleasant night. =) Muacks!

5:14 AM
Yours truly.

" I salute you lah lil brother. Lu best laaahh!!! "

I was amazed when I heard the news from lil sissy. haaahaaaa! I can't believe lil brother actually did that. I laughed upon hearing the news. To make it simple, lil brother of mine disturbed his classmate (which happened to be a girl) today until that little girl called my mommy and complained. After hearing all parts of the story from mum, I laughed my lungs out. LOL. That little girl is actually sooooooooooo ?????. It's just a tiny winy problem yet she made it like soooo huge. hahaha. Nevermind. Primary Two mindset. =) But still, I loooooooooooove my lil bro. =)

Well, I spent my morning-afternoon mugging with bf over at the National Library. Sadly, I did not go for my chem practical as both of us forgot to remind each other. I was oblivious of the time until I realised it was 3pm and practical was over. Aaaaaaw man!!! After mugging, we proceed to Bugis Street and window shop. I nearly bought myself a apir of jeans but I cancelled it. Why?? Because I thought it might be a waste of money. =) I pity boyfriend. He's been searching for his shoe for the past two days and he can't find any at Bugis street too! lol. Kesian dier. Nevermind, try harder. We realised it was raining, very heavily. We took bus 960 back to bp and rested ourselves over at bf's crib. We intended to go Queensway but since it was raining heavily, we didn't. Bf's big brother was there too but he left to fetch his gf from work. =) After the rain stopped, we went over to bpp and played arcade. Haaaaaa! A game of time crisis with 3-4 card swiping. haha! So we wasted $2 each for that game. lol.

So here I am, blogging. Will mug later. I am freaking out. Well, will be going to school tomorrow with bf. We will be having E Maths lesson with my favourite teacher, Mr Maideen. =) Till here then. Soooooooo Looooooooooooooooong people. Have a pleasant night. =) Muacks!

5:14 AM
Yours truly.

Friday, October 3, 2008

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Coming sunday. 5th October. You and Me. Date. =) Don't dissapoint me because if you do, I'll be on my way to see Nick Jonas. HaaaaHaaaa!!!!!! Bf knows, I know, the world doesn't know. =)

7:40 AM
Yours truly.

Coming sunday. 5th October. You and Me. Date. =) Don't dissapoint me because if you do, I'll be on my way to see Nick Jonas. HaaaaHaaaa!!!!!! Bf knows, I know, the world doesn't know. =)

7:40 AM
Yours truly.

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

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SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

muhammad-ku. =)

syuhaidah&syahirah. both taken. hahahahaha. =)

loves.

family potrait.

chey. md mintak maaf pat Ibu laaah. hahaha!
muker maintain ok adekkuz... =)

auntie suhana and me. ( maternal side )

auntie suyati and me. ( maternal side )

nurul. irah. iida. (paternal side)

nurul and irah.

Abgf Faiz, Nurul, Mubin and Irah

cucu perempuan juairiah. =)

the teenagers. =)

abg faiz and irah.

my lovely parents. We have to force them to take just ONE SNAP okay!

cousins. families. love.

they're siblings.

Alright. I had fun Hari Raya-ing yesterday. But by the time the clock hit 9.30, my eyes was sleepy and I have no mood to raya anymore. hahahahaha!!! First day of raya is always so happening. Alot of visiting and alot of $$$$. hahahahaahaha!! Want to know how much I have collected?? Must I tell? I think only certain people will know. lol.

Well I got nothing much more to say. O level mood lah. And so, I shall end here and do my stuff. Hope you enjoy the pictures. Pictures says thousands of words. =) toodles.

BOYFRIEND IS STILL SLEEEEPING! MA GOSH!

7:34 PM
Yours truly.