|
|
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Post
Today was fun. I met up with doda at Jurong. We went to science centre and sat there for about 2 hours. we did what we have planned yesterday. science centre is SUPER CROWDED. so we moved on to Jurong Entertainment. we sat at the ice skating place and we find that the place is rather boring and so we proceed to Toh Guan. It was raining by then. we sat under the block and did out stuff. I did my math and my art. Lil sis had nothing better to do so she just listened to her mp4. doda was too engage doing birthday cards for her belove bestfriend. and her bestfriend is my cousin. the day is not complete without some photoshot. yeah. we did cam-whore using lil sis hp and mine too. we did funny faces and stupid stuff. overall, i enjoy the day. I have to return home early as my family will be going to the mosque. ermm. how i wish i can never tag along but too think of it,why not? hahaha. I was sitting under the block when soon I realised how happy I am right now. I have my friends and families. I also realised that I've change alot. Now, I don't even care about having any relationships. hahaha. I used to get bored easily without some companion from the opp. sex. but i couldn't care less now. im not a lesbian but i am staying out of trouble. not trouble but depression or whatnot. I just think that being single is so free without no strings attached. I dun have to report strength anymore. hahaha. I enjoy my life. REALLY! all I want to do right now is to study hard and do well for my o's. I dont care what people wanna talk about me for not having any guyfriends. as in "knal2 ngan laki2 lain". I know that I am happy right now and i want to stay this way. not forever but just for the time being. I don't want to commit myself with someone but committing myself with my studies. hee. yeah, i do feel lonely sometimes but I keep myself busy with books. and now I am really a bookworm.books makes me go yeeehaaa! I realised that i feel so awkward without a book in my hand. I love reading books. hahahaha. oh well.i should stop here and get ready for later events. .TOODLES.
1:52 AM
Yours truly.
Today was fun. I met up with doda at Jurong. We went to science centre and sat there for about 2 hours. we did what we have planned yesterday. science centre is SUPER CROWDED. so we moved on to Jurong Entertainment. we sat at the ice skating place and we find that the place is rather boring and so we proceed to Toh Guan. It was raining by then. we sat under the block and did out stuff. I did my math and my art. Lil sis had nothing better to do so she just listened to her mp4. doda was too engage doing birthday cards for her belove bestfriend. and her bestfriend is my cousin. the day is not complete without some photoshot. yeah. we did cam-whore using lil sis hp and mine too. we did funny faces and stupid stuff. overall, i enjoy the day. I have to return home early as my family will be going to the mosque. ermm. how i wish i can never tag along but too think of it,why not? hahaha. I was sitting under the block when soon I realised how happy I am right now. I have my friends and families. I also realised that I've change alot. Now, I don't even care about having any relationships. hahaha. I used to get bored easily without some companion from the opp. sex. but i couldn't care less now. im not a lesbian but i am staying out of trouble. not trouble but depression or whatnot. I just think that being single is so free without no strings attached. I dun have to report strength anymore. hahaha. I enjoy my life. REALLY! all I want to do right now is to study hard and do well for my o's. I dont care what people wanna talk about me for not having any guyfriends. as in "knal2 ngan laki2 lain". I know that I am happy right now and i want to stay this way. not forever but just for the time being. I don't want to commit myself with someone but committing myself with my studies. hee. yeah, i do feel lonely sometimes but I keep myself busy with books. and now I am really a bookworm.books makes me go yeeehaaa! I realised that i feel so awkward without a book in my hand. I love reading books. hahahaha. oh well.i should stop here and get ready for later events. .TOODLES.
1:52 AM
Yours truly.
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Post
 .I LOVE THEM.
7:19 AM
Yours truly.
 .I LOVE THEM.
7:19 AM
Yours truly.
Post
   It is just a normal art lesson during the extra class we have for the june hols. Well I will HAVE to come back to school for extra lesson. And it lasted for TWO WEEKS! I'm actually happy that there have been extra class. haha. ( thats weird?) but but. there will be no extra class tomorrow. due to VESAK DAY. GIRLFRIENDS will be going out to bugis and then town-ning tomorrow. but but. I will not be tagging along. I had promised doda that I WILL STUDY WITH HER. So sorry gerlfriends. Next time aitez. You girls better ENJOY the outing yeah. Currently,just finishing with my art. NOW i know that designing clothes is NOT EASY. yupyup. I have struggle designing some clothes. BUT I enjoy it. Well I have nothing to blurt out today. I shall make it short and simple. Gonna get back to my DESIGNING. take care. -MUACKS-
2:12 AM
Yours truly.
   It is just a normal art lesson during the extra class we have for the june hols. Well I will HAVE to come back to school for extra lesson. And it lasted for TWO WEEKS! I'm actually happy that there have been extra class. haha. ( thats weird?) but but. there will be no extra class tomorrow. due to VESAK DAY. GIRLFRIENDS will be going out to bugis and then town-ning tomorrow. but but. I will not be tagging along. I had promised doda that I WILL STUDY WITH HER. So sorry gerlfriends. Next time aitez. You girls better ENJOY the outing yeah. Currently,just finishing with my art. NOW i know that designing clothes is NOT EASY. yupyup. I have struggle designing some clothes. BUT I enjoy it. Well I have nothing to blurt out today. I shall make it short and simple. Gonna get back to my DESIGNING. take care. -MUACKS-
2:12 AM
Yours truly.
Monday, May 28, 2007
Post
   Pictures that were taken during yesterday outing to east coast park. Went there to celebrate mubin's belated birthday. It was rather fun and tiring day for me. The weather was extremely hot and I couldn't stand it. REALLY!!Despite the hot weather,my G.I.L.A was enthusiastic and we did alot of crazy stuuf. We shouted like nobody's bussiness. We dance and sing and MORE!*gosh.it was really fun and I cannot imagine it doing it again..It must be so hectic and CRAZY! I had Mt O level just now. *gosh,it took me 10 minutes to actually calm myself down. I was SOO NERVOUS. I cannot imagine myself sitting for O level MATHS PAPER! I must be perspiring like HELL!!! After the paper,my dear sisterhood went to Queensway to check on our shirts. I was a lil bit angry with the shop owner.REALLY!!!!urrrrghhhhh! I would like to chop of his head if I would have the opportunity to do so. Man,I will feel GREAT!! Having all the sisterhood back was a miracle. We are much more better now as in the communication was there and no one is being left behind. We ate at AL-AM**N right after that. We were craving for food!!!!!!I ate bee hoon seafood. Mas ate seafood fried rice if im not wrong,izzi ate mee kuah,anisah ate mee goreng,aishah and zima ate nasi pataya and I had no idea wat nadz eat just now.HAAHAHAHA! So till here bloggers. MUACKS!
2:17 AM
Yours truly.
   Pictures that were taken during yesterday outing to east coast park. Went there to celebrate mubin's belated birthday. It was rather fun and tiring day for me. The weather was extremely hot and I couldn't stand it. REALLY!!Despite the hot weather,my G.I.L.A was enthusiastic and we did alot of crazy stuuf. We shouted like nobody's bussiness. We dance and sing and MORE!*gosh.it was really fun and I cannot imagine it doing it again..It must be so hectic and CRAZY! I had Mt O level just now. *gosh,it took me 10 minutes to actually calm myself down. I was SOO NERVOUS. I cannot imagine myself sitting for O level MATHS PAPER! I must be perspiring like HELL!!! After the paper,my dear sisterhood went to Queensway to check on our shirts. I was a lil bit angry with the shop owner.REALLY!!!!urrrrghhhhh! I would like to chop of his head if I would have the opportunity to do so. Man,I will feel GREAT!! Having all the sisterhood back was a miracle. We are much more better now as in the communication was there and no one is being left behind. We ate at AL-AM**N right after that. We were craving for food!!!!!!I ate bee hoon seafood. Mas ate seafood fried rice if im not wrong,izzi ate mee kuah,anisah ate mee goreng,aishah and zima ate nasi pataya and I had no idea wat nadz eat just now.HAAHAHAHA! So till here bloggers. MUACKS!
2:17 AM
Yours truly.
Friday, May 25, 2007
Post
and this book touch my heart.All i need right now is a motivational talk. To motivate me and build up my confidence in me. After all, I lost all of those and I don't want to lose it forever. Honestly,I am a pessimistic. I tried not to be one but somehow I always think negative. I put myself So Low that I couldn't see myself anymore. I just think that people is looking down on me especially my aunties. I know that deep down,they think that I am not a bright child instead a STUPID one.That is WHAT I THINK. The results that I produced for my mid year make me feel so low. I didn't see myself pursuing my studies any further and even seeing myself going to my dream school which is the Temasek Poly. Why I feel that way is because I feel stupid. No matter how hard I study,I just can't do it. Eventually,I have a very poor memory. That is what I think of myself.
I had tuition just now,early in the morning.Surprisingly,my tutor didn't taught us maths. Instead, she gave us a motivational talk which I have been craving for. She talked and I listened to every of her words. I wouldn't want to mis any of it.I know that this talk can help me with this problems of mine. I learned how to make a time table for my upcoming June holidays. I will make the time table a BIG ONE so that my parents are aware of my plan and so that they cannot NAG at me for no apparent reason.eh heh. But I'm scared that I can never follow the time table.NAH!!I know I can control myself.I must FOCUS and do alot of PRACTICE!
So,thats all I can blog for now. I will be going out to my grandma's house later on. Taking care people. toodles.
8:20 PM
Yours truly.
and this book touch my heart.All i need right now is a motivational talk. To motivate me and build up my confidence in me. After all, I lost all of those and I don't want to lose it forever. Honestly,I am a pessimistic. I tried not to be one but somehow I always think negative. I put myself So Low that I couldn't see myself anymore. I just think that people is looking down on me especially my aunties. I know that deep down,they think that I am not a bright child instead a STUPID one.That is WHAT I THINK. The results that I produced for my mid year make me feel so low. I didn't see myself pursuing my studies any further and even seeing myself going to my dream school which is the Temasek Poly. Why I feel that way is because I feel stupid. No matter how hard I study,I just can't do it. Eventually,I have a very poor memory. That is what I think of myself.
I had tuition just now,early in the morning.Surprisingly,my tutor didn't taught us maths. Instead, she gave us a motivational talk which I have been craving for. She talked and I listened to every of her words. I wouldn't want to mis any of it.I know that this talk can help me with this problems of mine. I learned how to make a time table for my upcoming June holidays. I will make the time table a BIG ONE so that my parents are aware of my plan and so that they cannot NAG at me for no apparent reason.eh heh. But I'm scared that I can never follow the time table.NAH!!I know I can control myself.I must FOCUS and do alot of PRACTICE!
So,thats all I can blog for now. I will be going out to my grandma's house later on. Taking care people. toodles.
8:20 PM
Yours truly.
Post
 Heyloo der people. How are you people feeling? Currently,my mood is swinging.I am facing the darkest part of my life. I had PTC just now.My mom and me entered my beloved classroom and met my dear teacher,Mr Ng.We sat down and had some conversations.I know mum was dissapointed with my result.I did badly for my mid year and I,myself felt very dissapointed of myself.I studied real hard for mid year and the progress that I made was utterly shit.I couldn't understand myself.What I actually want in this life?I tried so hard to grab every chances that can help me improved on my studies.I went to the library and study for 3 hours.I did alot of practice for my maths and I did notes for my humanities.I stayed up till late night to do notes and I ended up feeling very lethargic during examinations.I felt very sleepy and I couldn't concentrate on doing the paper.The first two papers were alright but when it hit the rest of the subjects,my confidence just dissapeared.I tried so hard to hang on and persevere, and I did but I didn't gave it to my very best shot.I just prayed that luck was on my side but it didn't. Dad came and the situation get worsened. He didn't actually nag but he talked TOO MUCH. I wanted to cry,feeling very sad and down of myself.Am I that stupid? Right now at this very moment.No one can actually understand how I feel. haizz.How I wish I can blurt everything out. Can I make it for the upcoming prelims and O level? Am I able to sacrifice things? will my parents have SOME confidence in me? will my parents support me? I mean,it's hard for me.I know where I am heading too but without the help from my parents,I cannot make it.I seldom get support from them and that is what I have been waiting for the rest of my life. A sincere support from my dear family and giving me some hopes for my life.I just feel like giving up right now but I know that it os not a smart idea. I hate it the most when people compare me to other people. And I hate it when my auntie's kept asking me why I produced poor result without giving me some support and advises. CAN YOU ALL JUST UNDERSTAND HOW BAD I FEEL RIGHT NOW. I FEEL HURT.I FEEL SO LOW.I FEEL STUPID.
5:10 AM
Yours truly.
 Heyloo der people. How are you people feeling? Currently,my mood is swinging.I am facing the darkest part of my life. I had PTC just now.My mom and me entered my beloved classroom and met my dear teacher,Mr Ng.We sat down and had some conversations.I know mum was dissapointed with my result.I did badly for my mid year and I,myself felt very dissapointed of myself.I studied real hard for mid year and the progress that I made was utterly shit.I couldn't understand myself.What I actually want in this life?I tried so hard to grab every chances that can help me improved on my studies.I went to the library and study for 3 hours.I did alot of practice for my maths and I did notes for my humanities.I stayed up till late night to do notes and I ended up feeling very lethargic during examinations.I felt very sleepy and I couldn't concentrate on doing the paper.The first two papers were alright but when it hit the rest of the subjects,my confidence just dissapeared.I tried so hard to hang on and persevere, and I did but I didn't gave it to my very best shot.I just prayed that luck was on my side but it didn't. Dad came and the situation get worsened. He didn't actually nag but he talked TOO MUCH. I wanted to cry,feeling very sad and down of myself.Am I that stupid? Right now at this very moment.No one can actually understand how I feel. haizz.How I wish I can blurt everything out. Can I make it for the upcoming prelims and O level? Am I able to sacrifice things? will my parents have SOME confidence in me? will my parents support me? I mean,it's hard for me.I know where I am heading too but without the help from my parents,I cannot make it.I seldom get support from them and that is what I have been waiting for the rest of my life. A sincere support from my dear family and giving me some hopes for my life.I just feel like giving up right now but I know that it os not a smart idea. I hate it the most when people compare me to other people. And I hate it when my auntie's kept asking me why I produced poor result without giving me some support and advises. CAN YOU ALL JUST UNDERSTAND HOW BAD I FEEL RIGHT NOW. I FEEL HURT.I FEEL SO LOW.I FEEL STUPID.
5:10 AM
Yours truly.
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Post
 ZIMA.do you remember this pic of ours? eh heh. cuteness. =)
 Gerlfriend. I'll stand by you.
   I LOVE YOU GIRLS. including mas and anisah. I'll be there for you girls aitez. stay strong and we'll be just fine yeahs.
6:09 AM
Yours truly.
 ZIMA.do you remember this pic of ours? eh heh. cuteness. =)
 Gerlfriend. I'll stand by you.
   I LOVE YOU GIRLS. including mas and anisah. I'll be there for you girls aitez. stay strong and we'll be just fine yeahs.
6:09 AM
Yours truly.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Post
 Yesterday's chocolate cake. I finished it already. hahahaha =) Currently eating pizza and it's yesterday's too.Momsie and daddy went out somewhere.I have no idea where they are going.I felt a bit lethargic today.My eyes are dying to close.But I persevered on and stay untill the school ends.And now,when I'm at home,I don't feel lethargic at all!ah hah!Funny isn't it.School was a bit boring today.Nothing much happened.I am SO AMAZED by what I saw today.My gerlfriends have turned into a BOOKWORM.even some of my classmates.eh heh.I mean,that is SO COOL.hahahahaha.I am sure that Mr Ng is rather happy about it.eh heh.I hope so.I am super lazy to go school tomorrow.But I KNOW I MUST TURN UP for school tomorrow.There will be two mt mock paper.*gosh!I hope I don;t feel lethargic tomorrow and IF I do,I will whack myself upside down.Pricipal came to our class early in the morning today.She gave us some advises and it really wake me up.Thanks MRS WONG.Your advises have helped me in many ways.=) My class spent most of the time at the library.sitting at the library is not that bad after all.I like it.gerlfriends and me talked about BOYS AGAIN!We simply loved to talk about them like how irritating boys can be.HAHAHA. Hmmm.I will be having tuition today.Oh how I wish I could escape it but I know I can't.haizz.I better stop here and go to sleep before I get lethargic when tuition starts. TOODLES!
12:20 AM
Yours truly.
 Yesterday's chocolate cake. I finished it already. hahahaha =) Currently eating pizza and it's yesterday's too.Momsie and daddy went out somewhere.I have no idea where they are going.I felt a bit lethargic today.My eyes are dying to close.But I persevered on and stay untill the school ends.And now,when I'm at home,I don't feel lethargic at all!ah hah!Funny isn't it.School was a bit boring today.Nothing much happened.I am SO AMAZED by what I saw today.My gerlfriends have turned into a BOOKWORM.even some of my classmates.eh heh.I mean,that is SO COOL.hahahahaha.I am sure that Mr Ng is rather happy about it.eh heh.I hope so.I am super lazy to go school tomorrow.But I KNOW I MUST TURN UP for school tomorrow.There will be two mt mock paper.*gosh!I hope I don;t feel lethargic tomorrow and IF I do,I will whack myself upside down.Pricipal came to our class early in the morning today.She gave us some advises and it really wake me up.Thanks MRS WONG.Your advises have helped me in many ways.=) My class spent most of the time at the library.sitting at the library is not that bad after all.I like it.gerlfriends and me talked about BOYS AGAIN!We simply loved to talk about them like how irritating boys can be.HAHAHA. Hmmm.I will be having tuition today.Oh how I wish I could escape it but I know I can't.haizz.I better stop here and go to sleep before I get lethargic when tuition starts. TOODLES!
12:20 AM
Yours truly.
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Post
 One of the pics taken during last friday outing. well urm before I start to blurt out everything I wanna blog today.. I wanna wish my belove father HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY. ku doakan semoga pnjang umur dah dimurahkan rezeki. senyum2 lah selalu yeahs. MWAH! yup yup. as u can see,today is my dad's birthday. OH YA!!! it's my sdare bufdae tooooo! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ACHOK!!!! so both the uncle and the nephew is celebrating their birthday today! So today,lil sis and me met momsie at Lot 1. she wanted to buy pretzie for daddy and we bought for him FANTASIA perfume. A birthday is never complete without a cake so we bought him one YUMMY cake at polar.Lil sis and me chose the cake and it is YUMMY CHOCOLATE. Went home right after that. I am still STUCK reading the book which I just bought it yesterday. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. trust me,fwenzy and me have turn out to be a bookworm. we READ like nobody's bussiness. my fwenzy were so into "chicken soup for the teenager" book. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. so get back to the celebration of my dad's bufdae. as soon as we finished our maghrib's prayer,mum took out the chocolate cake from the refrigerator and dad ordered some pizza!!!! I was so ENTHUSIASTIC when I heard that dad is going to order some pizza. So pizza arrived in a split second.WOAH!that's too fast.hahaha. k wadever it is.as soon as the pizza had arrived,I quickly took out 5 plates and put it on the table.I help myself with the pizza and the cake.and THANK GOD!the cake was SUPER DELICIOUS!I love chocolate cake and I mean it.eh heh. so that's about it. I shouldn't be exxagerating any further or I will never stop. MT O'level is around the corner. school have been giving us MT mock paper so as to get us to practice more. PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT RIGHT? there is mock paper EVERYDAY and I'm getting sick of it.eh heh. and there is TWO mock paper tomorrow.*SIGH!!!!!! but thats okie.its for my own good. hmmmmm. thats all for today.nothing mush and im looking forward for tomorrow onwards. especially on SUNDAY!! =) take care.
6:36 AM
Yours truly.
 One of the pics taken during last friday outing. well urm before I start to blurt out everything I wanna blog today.. I wanna wish my belove father HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY. ku doakan semoga pnjang umur dah dimurahkan rezeki. senyum2 lah selalu yeahs. MWAH! yup yup. as u can see,today is my dad's birthday. OH YA!!! it's my sdare bufdae tooooo! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ACHOK!!!! so both the uncle and the nephew is celebrating their birthday today! So today,lil sis and me met momsie at Lot 1. she wanted to buy pretzie for daddy and we bought for him FANTASIA perfume. A birthday is never complete without a cake so we bought him one YUMMY cake at polar.Lil sis and me chose the cake and it is YUMMY CHOCOLATE. Went home right after that. I am still STUCK reading the book which I just bought it yesterday. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. trust me,fwenzy and me have turn out to be a bookworm. we READ like nobody's bussiness. my fwenzy were so into "chicken soup for the teenager" book. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. so get back to the celebration of my dad's bufdae. as soon as we finished our maghrib's prayer,mum took out the chocolate cake from the refrigerator and dad ordered some pizza!!!! I was so ENTHUSIASTIC when I heard that dad is going to order some pizza. So pizza arrived in a split second.WOAH!that's too fast.hahaha. k wadever it is.as soon as the pizza had arrived,I quickly took out 5 plates and put it on the table.I help myself with the pizza and the cake.and THANK GOD!the cake was SUPER DELICIOUS!I love chocolate cake and I mean it.eh heh. so that's about it. I shouldn't be exxagerating any further or I will never stop. MT O'level is around the corner. school have been giving us MT mock paper so as to get us to practice more. PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT RIGHT? there is mock paper EVERYDAY and I'm getting sick of it.eh heh. and there is TWO mock paper tomorrow.*SIGH!!!!!! but thats okie.its for my own good. hmmmmm. thats all for today.nothing mush and im looking forward for tomorrow onwards. especially on SUNDAY!! =) take care.
6:36 AM
Yours truly.
Monday, May 21, 2007
Post
   during art lesson. ms cheryl was absent and no relief teacher took care of the class. but why must there be a relief teacher? we are old enuf yar. eh heh. aint got nothing better to do. so i took the opprtunity to cam-whore using izzi's camera. you know how much i love the camera. it brighten my day when im feeling down. actually i felt kinda moody in the morning. thanks to the camera that I felt a whole lot better. see how the camera interact with me? HAHAHAHA
5:45 AM
Yours truly.
   during art lesson. ms cheryl was absent and no relief teacher took care of the class. but why must there be a relief teacher? we are old enuf yar. eh heh. aint got nothing better to do. so i took the opprtunity to cam-whore using izzi's camera. you know how much i love the camera. it brighten my day when im feeling down. actually i felt kinda moody in the morning. thanks to the camera that I felt a whole lot better. see how the camera interact with me? HAHAHAHA
5:45 AM
Yours truly.
Post
 YESSSSAAAA! I had bought this book entittle "The Lost Boy" This book really worth the price.hehehe. I was only half way through an I'm like addicted to it already. I don't want to put away the book and stop reading it.lol. it feels kinda weird for me coz im not a bookworm. but as for this book.it caught my attention and for that.i bcame a bit like a bookworm. hahaha. bought this book at Jurong Popular and it cost $18.85.after buying the bbok.met up wif the G.I.L.A and ana and yat.went to jurong library and did some stuff there.was quite fun and tiring.haha.i had to do graffiti for someone's bufdae and it was SUPER LONG. FUN DAY TODAY. ;)
I have no other bookmark for the book. so I took this cute pic of me and mubin and make it as my bookmark.hahaha.how cute. it kinda remind me of my childhood years. SUPER FUN! MWAH!
5:23 AM
Yours truly.
|
|
|