A Big Dreamer

Monday, May 31, 2010

I feel so ugly. Wait, I think I am. [ insert my ugly face ].

6:42 AM
Yours truly.

Sunday, May 30, 2010

First and foremost, fml. :)

Sometimes I think that they are not the problem, but it's ME. yeahhh...people blame others if problems come right up to them. But this time, I think I shall blame myself for creating this problem. I am the problem and fml. My dad used to say that if you want to be a better person, you have to start with your attitude. I've been trying but to no avail. I guess I haven't been trying had enough. I guess I suck.

I don't know how to pen down my feelings. It suck when I have something to say but I simply can't let it out. A note to self : You better start believing and change your attitude. Sometimes, I think too much and sometimes I think too negative. Like seriously, fuck myself! Aaaaargghhh, I guess I just have to stop whining, face it and deal with it, and then fcuking change my perspective and attitude. For now, I just feel like going somewhere chilling, listen to my mp4, cry, wipe my tears and stand up strong again.

goodbye :/

[edited]

Another note to self :

Sometimes, things may not make sense to you. But, stiffen up little soldier.

Stiffen up that upper lip. What are you crying about? You got yourself.

Now hush little soldier don't you cry. Everything's gonna be alright. You

have your ownself to hold you through the night. I know your courage and

spirit is not here right now and you don't know why. You feel how you feel inside.

It may seem a little bit crazy little soldier but I promise you're going to be alright.

8:05 PM
Yours truly.

It has been awhile since I last update. I've been busy. Well, I'm having my 2 weeks holidays at the moment. I am definitely going to make full use of this holidays. Anyway, here's some update.

30th May 2010, Sunday.

The boy and I signed up for this particular Japan workshop. Well, boyfriend asked me to sign up and so I did. The workshop was today. The boy and I was supposed to reached BBCC by 8am but us being us, we were late. haha! We reached at 8.15am and there's no bus to be found. Obviously, the bus left without us. So, we planned to head for breakfast at Al-Ameen. It's been so long since I last have my lunch/dinner/breakfast there. Some minor changes to the place. I had masala thosai while the boy had prata egg. Once done, headed back to bpp and slacked. I swear to god that boyfriend and I was so sleepy. Once reached, we slacked for awhile and by 12 ish, I headed back home. I had my beautiful sleep and boyfriend is still having his beautiful sleep. HAHAHAHA! As usual, boys don't know how to wake up when they fall asleep. =_______=!

29th May 2010, Ndp and Party.

As usual, I had ndp training over at ITE Simei. Nothing much during the training. Just some sizing of costume here and there. After ndp training, I headed to City Square Mall to support the climbers from republic. There were rock climbing competition going on, it's called Pumpfest. I was so sad that I could not watch beatrix climb. =.=! The others said that she climbed smoothly, unlike the others. hahaha! see!!!! I have the bestest rock climbing coach! By 6pm ish, I made a move and met gf Mas and Nurin for the party. To cut it short, the party was a big dissapointment. It ended at 11pm ish. It was at Parkway parade, mind you. So, I decided to cab home together with Aizad. He stayed at Jurong so I alight first. I was so shagged that I slept in the taxi. And oh, I experienced the most scaryyyyyyyyyy shit situation at home!! Ya know, at the party, I was given the light stick. yea yea..so when I arrived home, I took out the light stick and put it on the bed and I went to pee. HAHA! Then, mom suddenly knocked on the bathroom door. She sound so panick like hell. I went out and I saw cici's mouth full of bubbles. You know, those bubbles you see on someone who has a fit? yea yea..that kind of bubbles. I was like &#$#$@^*!!!!!!!!! What am I supposed to do? Mom said cici's bite those lightstick. So I quickly picked cici, hold her tightly into my arm, rush to the bathroom and washed her mouth. After several times, she looked okaaayy as per normal. Pheewwwww!! Mom looked like she wanted to cry lor. =__________= . Next time, if this situation happen, we must STAY CALM! Do not panic because you can't think properly when you're panic. :) :) I love cici!

And oh, happy 30th boyfriend.

28th May 2010, Friday.

Went out with the boy to search for our stuff. I bought my first ever nuabs sandal and ooooohhhh babbyyy, it is so sexyyyy! The boy bought his sexyyy jooks too. We went to Jurong East daiso to search for belt and some keychain. After which, went to paya lebar to get my nuabs and then off to cinileisure to get bf's jooks. After which, headed back to bf's crib to celebrate Abg Izuan's advance birthday. Kak zelah bake a chocolate cheesecake and it was freaking delicioussssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss laaaaah!!!! I love it like truckload okayyy!!! And oh, the boy kept on irritating me by doing those IP Man movements. HAHAHA!! =.=!!!!

27th May 2010, Thursday.

It was the last day of school before the holiday starts. The girls and I planned to partial. Yesssss, we did! We ate at Pizza Hut. It was awesome okay! There were some sharing session and I got freaked out. Thanksss eh shikin and Mastura. hahaha!!!! I've learnt to appreciate my boyfriend more and stop asking him to pamper me. muahahahahhaa!!

It's monday tomorrow, and I'm working. Toodles!!!

4:36 AM
Yours truly.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

7:51 AM
Yours truly.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

B!! I want to eat this on Friday!

And this on my Birthday! hahahahaha!

6:17 PM
Yours truly.

Monday, May 24, 2010

It defines you.

I believe that different people have different pathways in life. My pathways of life differs from the pathways of the others. Sometimes, this differentiation of pathways leads to jealousy that somehow makes you want to have what other people have. Back then, I cannot accept the fact why my pathways of life is like this, and not like that. haha! yeahh..basically, I have to get everything that I want. Don't believe? Ask my dad. HAHA!! I want roller blade, I want scooter, I want skateboard, I want what other people have. Spoil brat right me? tsk tsk tsk!! But as I grow older, I somehow understand how life works. I mean, not holistically. But in atomistic ways. Bit by bit, I understand why I can't have this and why I can't have that. Lets talk about jealousy.

My dad said that we can get jealous but make sure it's for an appropriate reason. For example, I saw my friend attaining a GPA of 4.0 and I am jealous. It is a good jealousy right? because it will then spurs me to work hard and achieve a GPA of 4.0. I agreed with dad. A bad jealousy will demonstrate a person who gets jealous when his/her friends have a better life than him/her. So, this will then lead to the different pathways of life each person has. What I think is that I need to appreciate the pathways given/created by me. My future is right at my fingertips and also, with the permission from parents and Allah. The famous quote, " everything happens for a reason ". I believe Allah has it's own reason why your life is like this, and not like that. Right? I mean, Allah is fair. Sometimes, when I come to think of it. Allah is so GREAT. No one can be like him. So people, don't be so stress why your life can't be like your friend's life. It goes the same for me. I musn't be so stress. hahahaha! Sometimes, I just think too much and sometimes, I just don't think. Biaser broooooooo!!! hahahahahaha... Well, it easy said then done. Sometimes, it's best if I do it first rather then talk about it and in the end, no product. HAHAHAHA!!!

okok. I'm actually bored. Today is very brain-consuming. So many infomations to consume. I wonder how a Professor wrote an Anatomy & Physiology book. Woah! I must meaure his brain already. HAHAHA! Who knows, bigger brains can consume more than a medium or smaller brains. Is that really true? hahaha! Maybe...maybe not. Okayyy, I shall stop. Presenting soooooon, about Action Potential. It took me 3 hours to consume and understand everything. knnccb! hahaha! alright...toooodles!

11:21 PM
Yours truly.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

7:55 AM
Yours truly.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

I've made my decision and I apologize to those who are affected.

First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DAD AND MUBIN.

I forgot my dad's age. haha! Mubin just turned 19! hahahaha. Had a mini gathering yesterday for the birthday babies. The celebration started off without me. haha! I was late. I had ndp training early in the morning and after which, I went rock climbing at asia. I miss climbing and now that I've climb, I felt so peaceful. See you climbers next week! ;)

I am already in a holiday mood. I don't feel like revising nor coming to school. haha! And I am having biochemistry UT1 on Tuesday. How great is that? I've been revising but NONE goes in. And oh, it's been a long time since I last watch movie. I've yet to catch IP Man 2, The Last Song, Shrek, Iron Man 2 and the list goes on. I've been to busy to settle down for a movie. Boyfriend is too busy either. ;/ It's alrighttsssssss.......Imma surpirse him later by fetching him, IF I AM NOT LAZY. nyeahahahaaha. 1 more week to go and HOLIDAYSSSSSSSSS. My parents and bby brother are going for a short getaway at KL. Bby sis and myself are not following because we went to Bali already. =.=! How cool is that?? Moreover, we need to look after cici. tsk!! SLUMBER PARTY ANYONE?!?!?! hahahahahaha.....

okok, wanna bathe. IKR! hahaha.. toodles!

11:52 PM
Yours truly.

Friday, May 21, 2010

I really need a getaway so badly ;(

It hasn't been a great week for me. So many mistakes and dissapointments. Weekends are coming. I can't help but to look back at my weekdays and shake my head. I've failed. I've failed to make full use of my weekdays. No point regretting it because it's irreversible. All I can do is to learn from it. I am very dissapointed because I just broke my own promises. :( What a bummer Syahirah!! When will you turn over a new leaf? When will you prioritize YOURSELF and SCHOOL? I've made a mistakes by involving myself with some commitments. Now, 2 parties are depending on me. If I fail them, I might as well kill myself because I agreed. But there's pros and cons. If I fail them, I can retrieve back my time and if I don't, I'm always going to be occupied and tired which equates to less studies ad revision. I feel so helpless. I've already sacrificed my rock climbing (MY INTEREST). That is something sacred. Do I really have to sacrifice again this time round? Is it going to be worth the sacrifisation? :/

I envy those people who don't really care with involvements/commitments. Like, they can concentrate on their school and interest. Nothing else. Unlike me, I have so many things to concentrate on and it's very exhausting. :( I am practically saddened that I could not continue rock climbing with the team. If only I could, I would. But I couldn't. :( It's very depressing whenever I have to replied nazahah, it will always be " I can't come, I have tutoring ". Yes, I am thaaaaat occupied. :/ Some people suggest that I quit tutoring so that I have all the weekdays to myself. But hey, it's not that simple if you were me. I hate to be irresponsible. Sometimes, how I really wish that I have the guts to say " look, I have to stop tutoring. I don't have enough time for myself ". What would they say? They think that I'm just not serious in it. And oh, I don't like to do things halfway. Moreover, I need $$$ to supprt myself. I don't come from a rich family.

:/ :/ :/ I need a getaway.

12:08 AM
Yours truly.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

I miss you & I want to hug you. ;(

7:12 AM
Yours truly.

Monday, May 17, 2010

LOOK AT MY BBY BROTHER'S HOT BODY! OMGGGG!!!!

I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIS 'V'. *shake butts! B!!! my adek menang badan dgn you seh.

tsktsktsk. It's time for you to work out eyyyyy. HAHAHA!

Anywayssss, I miss my little monster here. huhu! When can I meet you? :(

I'm done with presentation. Team 3 is presenting next, follow by Team 4 then Team 5 and then 6p. Yeayyy!!! But I wish 6p would come faster so that I can finish my chemistry UT1 and get it done and over with. Im a lil bit nervous for the UT. I hope what I've revise is going to be worth it. Let's see if what I revised is enough to clear the UT1 coverage. tsk!

Anatomy's topic is about how we can be flexible. There's alot of anatomical terms and I hate it to the core. yeah yeah, it's an interesting module but I cannot tahan with the anatomical terms. It makes me confuse because some of the terms sound similar with the other one. tsk! *slap forhead. I just collected the BNF (British National Formula) book. It's for DPHM course. It costed me $65 and I thought it's a textbook about some medical thing or whatsoever. But, it turned out to be some medical DICTIONARY! Yes, exactly like the normal dictionary but it's in medical term. =__________________________=!! I flipped every page and I don't understand a single thing. It's not worth my $65 lor! Anyway, it's my parent's $65. HAHA! I'm so mean! But I really hope it's going to be so useful to me in year 3 lor. *pray hard.

Alright, shall continue later on. :)

11:37 PM
Yours truly.

It's Monday. I practically woke up at 9am and just laze around at home. By 2pm, headed to school. I have no idea why but I seem very exhausted nowadays. I think I need to adjust my bioclock again, which means..off to bed as early as 10pm. School's library is not like a library. Some people will just annoy you by singing, playing guitar or laugh out loud. I can't really focus. tsk!! I had my all time favourite seafood pasta and strawberry cheesecake. I just need them. By 4.15pm, aishah came and joined me. By 5.20pm, sha joined us. Nothing much today, I just mug my ass off for tomorrow's chemistry II UT1. Wish me all the best people!

Tsk, I feel so lifeless. ;/

6:22 AM
Yours truly.

Saturday, May 15, 2010

I have a photogenic cat. Do you?

Nothing to blog about. Basically, I'm just tired and sleepy. &

I miss my little monster very much.

11:28 PM
Yours truly.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Today's topic was a killerrrrrrrr and challenging!!! I swear I've never cracked my brain cells this hard. It's about isomers and bla bla bla. Though I managed to understand some it, I still think that SOME isn't enough. I need to understand EVERYTHING. Chemistry II UT1 will commence next tuesday. I must come for the UT mentally prepared and fully equip. :)

So, today was fine. School was school. After school, went to school library with gf Izzi. I borrowed 4 books in total. Alot of readings to do before the UTs babbyy. After which, headed to south foodcourt and had my late lunch. Once done, off to meet the boy for awhile and then headed for tutoring. The boy is going to Chinga for 5 freaking weeks on September. If I'm not wrong, it falls on Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Apelah youuuu, pergi biler time hari raya. =.=!! Part of me is very proud of him. He's going China for studies, not for leisure. Like finally, boyfriend is going overseas trip with the school. :) But of course, another part of me feels so sad laah. 5 freaking weeks you know! I really hope that they have internest access there. ;( I am going to miss you like aloooot lah! Chill lah Irah! It's only MAY, not yet SEPTEMBER. This year, no buying of Hari Raya clothes together already. He's going to be at china what! sob sob. It is going to be a test for me. All this while, I've been depending on him lah. Ngadu naseb pon pat rein aper. HAHAHA!!!

Ok ok, enough of the china part. It make me sick! Love sick! It's FRIDAY TOMORROWWWW!

Weeeehoooooweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!! But weekends is not going to be weekends anymore where I can slack my ass anywhere I want in Singapore. Saturdays will be spend either at ITE Simei or Padang. Yea, I took part in NDP this year as a motivator. I rather spend my time busy with NDP than spending my money on something useless. haha! Boyfriend is going to be busy working. He's a working young man now. No wait, part time working young man. :) We are both going to be busy with individuals activites but I am definitely sure that we're going to squeeze some time for us too, and not forgetting..our own families. :) Alright than, I'm dozing off already.

Goodnight earthlings.

9:50 PM
Yours truly.

SHAHRIN 19th BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION.

Yearp! My boy just turned 19th on the 11th May 2010. Big boy already huh! Anyways, I came up with a surprise party for the boyfriend. It wasn't really a party. A simple one though. haha! I fetched him from school and headed to Somerset. He was so irritating by asking me what I bought for him countless of time. haha!!!! We walked around town, wasted time and by 7.00pm..I told him that we shall head home because as usual, I told him there will be cake waiting for him. So yeah. He kept asking me what I bought for him and bla bla bla. HAHA!!!

We reached by 8.20pm. Here's the funny and bo chui part. =.=!!! When Shahrin unlocked the gate, we from outside can hear " ehh rein da balek, rein da balek ". =____=!!!!! I know right!!! I smacked my forehead sia! hahahahahaha..He turned around and looked at me. HAHAHA! So the moment he entered... SURPRISEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Spray and pop pop here and there.. hahaha!

Yearp. Andy, Man, Munir and Kak zelah was there.

colourful ehhh birthday boy. haha!

Andy was so excited with the spray cans.

And then, comes the birthday cakeeee. :)
With the sparkling candles. Yearp, when we lighted up the candles, it sparkled.

Balloons, balloons and more balloons!

The guys.

From left : Kirin, Munir, Andy, Shahrin, Man and Shahrin's dad.

The ladies.

From left: Kak Zelah, Shahrin's mom and Me.

:):)

Shahrin's facial expression when we sang him the birthday song. HAHA!

Blow wind bloowwwwww.

Birthday wishes. hahaha! I like the wishes that came from both his mom and dad.

Epic sia. HAHAHAAHA!

SABO TIME!!! Egg, Water, Flour. Eeeeeeewwwww

And thanks guys for making it happened. :) It goes the same to his family and Kak Zelah. Thank you for coming and everything. :):) What's important, everyone enjoyed and had fun. I saw many smiles and laughters on 11th May 2010 and I am glad and thankful because that's my purpose for the surprise party. I want to see everyone happy on that day, especially birthday boy. I hope you had fun and my apologies for the imperfections.

I LOVE YOU!!!

3:50 AM
Yours truly.

Monday, May 10, 2010

I AM CRAVING FOR YAMMY YOGURT!!!

ORIGINAL FLAVOUR WITH HONEY OATS PLEASEEE!!!

Eversince I started tutoring my primary 5 niece, I got to know that they are allowed to use calculator for their paper 2. =.=! I was like " ARE YOU SERIOUS LITTLE BOY?!?!?!!? ". He went nodding his head and took out his calculator. As far as I am concern, I am not allowed to use any of those during my primary school moments. Syllabus has changed so drastic huh! I came to think of it again and I just feel that they are going to be so calculator dependent. I mean, they are going to use less of their brain and more of calculator. I gave my niece a fraction question. I found no working at all. Just the answer. I asked him, " how do you get this answer?". He replied " calculator la ". I gave him the same fraction question but this time, no calculator. Guess what? He had a hard time writting in step by step. tsktsktsk! Is it really a good idea using calculator at this level? hmmmm...I wonder.

Anyway, put that issue aside. I woke up today feeling so lethargic. I drag my ass everywhere I go. haha!! I went to school for the surprise plan for Nur sha. haha! I hope you like it! :) Sorry if it wasn't a grand surprise but what's important, I managed to be there with you during your birthday. hehe! By 1pm, I dragged my ass to clark quay. I rent Canon 450d from a camera rental shop. duhhh!!! The price is quite affordable. $44 per day. I wanted to rent it for tomorrow's occasion but the shop owner asked me to take it today and returned it on Wednesday before 1.30pm. Does that equal to one day rental? Hmmmm.. I don't think so. More like 2 days. haha! After which, walked to Chinatown and had my lunch. Quarter pounder it was!! Slurrrrrrrrppppppp!!! :):) Once done, headed home. phew! What a tiring day for me. So many travelling!

Once the parents got to know I rent a camera....jeng jeng jeng! They were nagging their mouth off! hahahaha!!! They said it's a waste of money..but do you know what I say?/

1) It's worth the price.

2) My beloved brothers and sister are enjoying themselves right now snapping pictures here and there. Ya know, when I see them enjoying at what they are doing, I feel happy. Why? Because they are smilling and happy. Who doesn't like to see their own siblings happy?

3) It captures good quality of pictures. And with that, good quality of memories!! ;) Imagine snapping pictures with bad quality, I don't think you'll like it when you browse through the pictures. Hmmm..not thaaaaaat excited browsing through it comparing to the dslr camera huh!

4) I know that the camera itself will bring laughters and joy to my dearest siblings. And my mom went " aaaaawwwwww.... " when she saw cici's picture. SEEE!!!!! It's worth $44!!!

Alright2, Im done blabbering. I'll be updating with more exciting news in the days to come. Good night earthling!

7:05 AM
Yours truly.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

First of all, HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL MOTHERS IN THE WORLD. :)

And of course, Happy Mothers Day to my beloved Ibu. I Love youuuuuuuuu ;)

Again, I gave mentoring a miss. My eyes just sores and I don't want to make it worse by spreading the disease to my mentees. Nah uh!! *shakes head. I woke up, watched The Hangover. It was hilarious!! After which, got changed and off to aunt's crib for Mother's Day celebration. I came with an empty stomache so after the doa selamat, aper laaaaagi tunggu? Sapedek aaah!! hahaha! I ate rice with chicken wing, rendang, begedil and satay. sluuuuurp!!! I had a great time today. Seeing the moms smile and laugh just warms my heart. hehe!! Gosh, the weather is so humid and hot uhh! I've been sleeping with the air-conditioner's on this past few days. Ya know, I felt a pinch in the heart when I saw my cousins with Iphone and dslr cameras. Damn it!! When will I own one?!?!?! HAHAHAHA!!!! Of course, I am going to save $$$$ for it. Yes yes yes! I want to own a camera so badly! :( Why?? Because I love to capture memories. :)

God, please make my dream come true. Like puhleeeeaasseeee!!!! HAHAHA! Ohhhh, baru nk ingat tuhan eyyyy. LOL!!

Ohhhh boyfriend, 2 more days till your big day! I cannot waittttttt!!! Ehhh, it YOUR birthday and I am the one who is so excited about it. HAHAHA!!!! Toodles earthlings.

I know I can do it. :(

5:06 AM
Yours truly.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

" Eeeeikk!!! "

It isn't a great week for me. I feel so worn out be it mentally or physically. Whenever I wake up for school, my whole entire body look so lifeless and I drag my ass to school. Me no likey!! What's wrong? Hmmmm...maybe I am too occupied with so many things that I forget I need my own time. Sometimes, I just wish that there will be a day where I don't need to re-schedule my planner here and there. It's mentally tiring okay!! But..no pain no gain mah. Correct??

So today, I absent myself from school. I want to rest at home. I want to be away from this busy life of mine. Sometimes, the problem doesn't come to me, I created it. For that, I have to solve it myself. It's a man-made problem and it can be solve. Yesterday, Shahrin shared me with something...I find it true. Here it goes :

Him: Is AIDS a problem?

Me: No, it's a disease.

Him: Correct! So, which is the problem? The person with AIDS

or the person without AIDS?

Me: The person w/o AIDS?

Him: Correct!! Because the person w/o AIDS is so paranoid with the

person with AIDS when the person with AIDS didn't do anything

to the person w/o AIDS.

GET IT??? HAHAHA! If you don't get it, here's another example

- Is VEGETABLES a problem?

- NO!!

- Why??

- It's the person who doesn't eat the vegetables is the problem because

he/she doesn't eat it.

NOW GET IT?!?!?!

hahaha. I like it when boyfriend shared with me this kind of stuff. And oh..

5 more days till your big day babyyyyy!!!! :):)

8:25 PM
Yours truly.

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

7:21 AM
Yours truly.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Ya know, sometimes I think it's better for me to shut up and mind my own business.

If I share, they say I know EVERYTHING. If I don't, they say I am snobbish.

Hmmmmm...maybe I suck at words. Maybe just maybe. LOL

My whole body is aching. The hands, the back, the legs. Tsk! It's Monday tomorrow and I'm not having lesson. Woooohoooo!!! BUT, I have to wake up early for tutoring. Oh well, I'll be heading to school anywayssss. Yesterday was awesome! Headed to climb asia in the morning and by evening, met the boy. Met him over at Plaza Sing and went to Daiso. The boy wanted to search for his things but to no avail. So we walked to cineleisure and the boy introduced me to this particular shoe and I loved it. I instantly bought it. No 2nd thoughts or whatsoever. HAHA! After which, walked around town and met bf's friend. Chit chatted then headed for dinner at kfc. Walked to ION and met man. By 10pm ish, we headed home via 190. We missed like 3-4 190 buses because it was so packed! I reached home at 11 ish. I had fun yesterday. Thanks bf for the day. Annnddddddddddddddddddddd, I am still cracking my braincells on what to buy for you birthdayyyyy. HAHAHA! You're turning 19 in less than 2 weeks. Hmmmmm......

So.....today. I gave mentoring a miss because I am so freaking tired. Guess what? It goes the same for the boy. HAHA!!! At 3pm ish, I texted the boy that I'm going Lot 1 to get myself yammy yogurt. He wanted to follow. So yeah, met him at Lot 1. I bought yammy yogurt and then window shop and then walked to my block. Did some revision for awhile and then chilled.

For now, I have 4 things in mind.

1) Birkenstock

2) itouch/new hp

3) DSLR

4) new apparels.

It's POSSIBLE for me to save money for all of those..BUT, it's going to cost me a few years.

We shall see if I am able to grab those things with my own hard earn kaaaaa-chiiing!!!!! ;)

7:18 AM
Yours truly.