A Big Dreamer

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

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Hellooo humans!! How have you been?? heh! ( step caring! ). So, I met up with my babes in the evening. Slacked our ass at lot 1 McD. We were strike by boredom so we decided to walk around Lot 1. Izzi bought her blusher at Watson and I bought my mascara at aries. Finally, a mascara for myself. tet!! Lot 1 is such a bore you know! I then suggested to go over Izzi's place and chilled at her void deck. Before heading there, we went to the 7 eleven and bought our junkie. I had mashed potato and..oh no!! I forgot what my babes bought for themselves. my god! hahaha. As usual, had our girls talk and then bid goodbye at 7.15pm. Nadz trained home while I took bus 302 and alighted near my aunt's block and from there, I walked home. It was such a breather to walk alone and ease my mind from the hectic city life. heh! I love the evening wind. So great!

I'm not sure what's my plan for tomorrow. Staying at home? I guess. Oh, I'm so used to it. heh! I've been waiting patiently for school to start and then..happy moments!!! So much of activity! and I can't wait. I really can't stand the fact that my life is so boring at the moment. Less adventure and more boredom. aaawww..that is sooo not me! I like to get busy. LOL..climb here climb there, walk here and there, look here and look there. I'm dying to get busy!! I prefer to get busy rather than sitting at home and do nothing. haiyaaaaa!! But sometimes when I'm too busy, I hate it. heh!!!! Alright then, that's all for today. Toooooooooooooooooodles!!!

6:50 AM
Yours truly.

Hellooo humans!! How have you been?? heh! ( step caring! ). So, I met up with my babes in the evening. Slacked our ass at lot 1 McD. We were strike by boredom so we decided to walk around Lot 1. Izzi bought her blusher at Watson and I bought my mascara at aries. Finally, a mascara for myself. tet!! Lot 1 is such a bore you know! I then suggested to go over Izzi's place and chilled at her void deck. Before heading there, we went to the 7 eleven and bought our junkie. I had mashed potato and..oh no!! I forgot what my babes bought for themselves. my god! hahaha. As usual, had our girls talk and then bid goodbye at 7.15pm. Nadz trained home while I took bus 302 and alighted near my aunt's block and from there, I walked home. It was such a breather to walk alone and ease my mind from the hectic city life. heh! I love the evening wind. So great!

I'm not sure what's my plan for tomorrow. Staying at home? I guess. Oh, I'm so used to it. heh! I've been waiting patiently for school to start and then..happy moments!!! So much of activity! and I can't wait. I really can't stand the fact that my life is so boring at the moment. Less adventure and more boredom. aaawww..that is sooo not me! I like to get busy. LOL..climb here climb there, walk here and there, look here and look there. I'm dying to get busy!! I prefer to get busy rather than sitting at home and do nothing. haiyaaaaa!! But sometimes when I'm too busy, I hate it. heh!!!! Alright then, that's all for today. Toooooooooooooooooodles!!!

6:50 AM
Yours truly.

Monday, March 30, 2009

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" sometimes, all I need is a teddy bear "

Hellooooooo beautifuls! I had a looooooong and great sleep. I woke up at 1 in the afternoon. yeay!! I feel so great! heh. Currently alone at home. Granny and mommie went to my aunt's crib while sissy is out with her boyfriend. Dad dissappeared after he came back from work. heh! So, I'm home alone! I did spring cleaning to my room. Sissy, you must be thankful having a sister like me who always tidy up our messy room! you better appreciate me. * wink I'm hungry and I'm lazy to cook! Nothing to cook anyway. School will start in less than a month. I'm excited! Chatting with gf izzi at the moment and we're thinking of opening up our own blogshop. Nothing big. We just want to sell off some of our tops. :)Will be meeting gf Izzi tomorrow and chill at civic starbuck. Anyone wanna tag along?? :) We're just there chilling our butts off while looking for an appropriate blogskin for our blogshop.

Nothing much then. Looking forward for tomorrow!

1:48 AM
Yours truly.

" sometimes, all I need is a teddy bear "

Hellooooooo beautifuls! I had a looooooong and great sleep. I woke up at 1 in the afternoon. yeay!! I feel so great! heh. Currently alone at home. Granny and mommie went to my aunt's crib while sissy is out with her boyfriend. Dad dissappeared after he came back from work. heh! So, I'm home alone! I did spring cleaning to my room. Sissy, you must be thankful having a sister like me who always tidy up our messy room! you better appreciate me. * wink I'm hungry and I'm lazy to cook! Nothing to cook anyway. School will start in less than a month. I'm excited! Chatting with gf izzi at the moment and we're thinking of opening up our own blogshop. Nothing big. We just want to sell off some of our tops. :)Will be meeting gf Izzi tomorrow and chill at civic starbuck. Anyone wanna tag along?? :) We're just there chilling our butts off while looking for an appropriate blogskin for our blogshop.

Nothing much then. Looking forward for tomorrow!

1:48 AM
Yours truly.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

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Life is in mess for the moment. My patience is running out very soon. So many resolutions that I have yet to achive. Dissapointment. I get up each day, living my life to the fullest but as for today..I opened my eyes, nearly giving up. And then I said " hang on..cause success is a big matter of hanging on when others have let it go ". I put a smile on my face, wishing it came from the bottom of my heart. I laughed, simply because I had to. Things are just so out of control and how I wish I had a remote control so that this brain of mine did not have to work so much. My chain of thoughts are rusty and it's breaking apart. Sometimes I wonder, why do I have to think so much.

I hate it when it turn out this way. I locked myself in my room the whole day, figuring what to do next. I read my inspirational book and I felt motivated, but it didn't last. My faith is crumbling. Staring at the ceiling with teary eyes. ( I think I need a cloud ceiling, it's better to stare at. So blue and calm. heh! ). Songs after songs but still, it didn't work out. Usually, when I'm feeling down, songs brighten me up. It didn't happen today.

And now, I realised I can't let this problems ruin me. Get up and solve it! New resolutions for this year are coming up and I'm going to achieve it. I must! The secret of life is to fall 7 times and get up 8 times. It's a test I don't want to fail. I must take every failure as a next step to success. Alone I may stand but I'm proud of it. Hurdles coming up along the way but I'm going to take the biggest leap.I'll begin with small steps. FEAR may keep me small but I'm going to run towards my fears and embrace them. On the other side of my greatest fear lives my greatest life. I'm going to get out of the stands and get on the court. Play the game of life. Take risk. LEAP, and the net will appear. I'm going to seek knowledge from the cradle to the grave. :)

WOAAAHH!!!!!! My words of wisdom is coming out. hahaha! Well, I'm proud of myself that I can get out of the entagled wires myself. heh! Despite this sorrowness of mine..this girls below made my day and finally, made me smile that came from the bottom of my heart. Aaaawwww..thats so sweet of you girls. :) btw, I nvr forced them to write that okay. I was shocked when my girls, Izzah and Nurul came up to me and showed the whiteboard to me after I came back from my break.

from left : Nurul Syahfiqah, Fatimah, Athirah and Izzah Ilyana.

7:07 AM
Yours truly.

Life is in mess for the moment. My patience is running out very soon. So many resolutions that I have yet to achive. Dissapointment. I get up each day, living my life to the fullest but as for today..I opened my eyes, nearly giving up. And then I said " hang on..cause success is a big matter of hanging on when others have let it go ". I put a smile on my face, wishing it came from the bottom of my heart. I laughed, simply because I had to. Things are just so out of control and how I wish I had a remote control so that this brain of mine did not have to work so much. My chain of thoughts are rusty and it's breaking apart. Sometimes I wonder, why do I have to think so much.

I hate it when it turn out this way. I locked myself in my room the whole day, figuring what to do next. I read my inspirational book and I felt motivated, but it didn't last. My faith is crumbling. Staring at the ceiling with teary eyes. ( I think I need a cloud ceiling, it's better to stare at. So blue and calm. heh! ). Songs after songs but still, it didn't work out. Usually, when I'm feeling down, songs brighten me up. It didn't happen today.

And now, I realised I can't let this problems ruin me. Get up and solve it! New resolutions for this year are coming up and I'm going to achieve it. I must! The secret of life is to fall 7 times and get up 8 times. It's a test I don't want to fail. I must take every failure as a next step to success. Alone I may stand but I'm proud of it. Hurdles coming up along the way but I'm going to take the biggest leap.I'll begin with small steps. FEAR may keep me small but I'm going to run towards my fears and embrace them. On the other side of my greatest fear lives my greatest life. I'm going to get out of the stands and get on the court. Play the game of life. Take risk. LEAP, and the net will appear. I'm going to seek knowledge from the cradle to the grave. :)

WOAAAHH!!!!!! My words of wisdom is coming out. hahaha! Well, I'm proud of myself that I can get out of the entagled wires myself. heh! Despite this sorrowness of mine..this girls below made my day and finally, made me smile that came from the bottom of my heart. Aaaawwww..thats so sweet of you girls. :) btw, I nvr forced them to write that okay. I was shocked when my girls, Izzah and Nurul came up to me and showed the whiteboard to me after I came back from my break.

from left : Nurul Syahfiqah, Fatimah, Athirah and Izzah Ilyana.

7:07 AM
Yours truly.

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" sucky. I'll keep myself occupied with music. Oh well "

Today isn't one of the great day. Well, it's not always a sunny day isn't it? heh. I nearly cried inside the mrt and now tears started to roll down my cheeks! =.= Do I sound emo? Well, I hope not. heh! No one is involve. It's just that i feel sucky. I really hate this part, when I'm starting to get too sensitive, lonely, emo. fcuk it man!! Pardon me for my words. No one's at home. haaizzz!!!

I don't know wat to write and I don't want to continue writting at the moment. For now, toodles. :(

12:00 AM
Yours truly.

" sucky. I'll keep myself occupied with music. Oh well "

Today isn't one of the great day. Well, it's not always a sunny day isn't it? heh. I nearly cried inside the mrt and now tears started to roll down my cheeks! =.= Do I sound emo? Well, I hope not. heh! No one is involve. It's just that i feel sucky. I really hate this part, when I'm starting to get too sensitive, lonely, emo. fcuk it man!! Pardon me for my words. No one's at home. haaizzz!!!

I don't know wat to write and I don't want to continue writting at the moment. For now, toodles. :(

12:00 AM
Yours truly.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

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" uhmmm..A-okay "

I was awaken by bf when he called me at 10.30am. I was puzzled. Why so early? heh! So he told me to wash up and got ready because he wants to take o level certificate at Buona Vista. Met him at cck mrt and then headed there. I realised that I didn't bring my i/c and my result slip. In my mind, I said.. " DIE! ". Apparently, I managed to take my o level certificate. PHEWW!!! After which, proceed to west coast McD and had our lunch there. We were supposed to chill with our lappy there but the McD was super duper packed! The plan went sideways. Instead, we chilled over at bpp library. Nothing to do. We were bored. Headed to pondok and then slacked with helmi and farah. bla bla bla..boyfriend than send me home. So that's all for today. Sister sleep over at aunt's crib and I'll sleep alone today. Sad siaaaaaa!!! =.= Having tutoring tomorrow. Urgh! I am so going to drag my ass there. Dear kids, please behave yourself tomorrow because I'm not in a good mood and I don't want to shout at you kiddos. heh! KIDDIN'!!!!

I DON'T KNOW AAAAAAAH!!!!!!!

7:19 AM
Yours truly.

" uhmmm..A-okay "

I was awaken by bf when he called me at 10.30am. I was puzzled. Why so early? heh! So he told me to wash up and got ready because he wants to take o level certificate at Buona Vista. Met him at cck mrt and then headed there. I realised that I didn't bring my i/c and my result slip. In my mind, I said.. " DIE! ". Apparently, I managed to take my o level certificate. PHEWW!!! After which, proceed to west coast McD and had our lunch there. We were supposed to chill with our lappy there but the McD was super duper packed! The plan went sideways. Instead, we chilled over at bpp library. Nothing to do. We were bored. Headed to pondok and then slacked with helmi and farah. bla bla bla..boyfriend than send me home. So that's all for today. Sister sleep over at aunt's crib and I'll sleep alone today. Sad siaaaaaa!!! =.= Having tutoring tomorrow. Urgh! I am so going to drag my ass there. Dear kids, please behave yourself tomorrow because I'm not in a good mood and I don't want to shout at you kiddos. heh! KIDDIN'!!!!

I DON'T KNOW AAAAAAAH!!!!!!!

7:19 AM
Yours truly.

Friday, March 27, 2009

My 2nd Post.

" plain day today "

Yes, it's my second post. I believe you know why. Boredom strike me alot today. I played my lappy at 12 in the afternoon till 3pm and now, I'm infront of the screen. Honestly, I think I'm addicted to my lappy. It seems like everyday when I wake up, my dearest pink lappy call me. heh! I stayed at home with nothing to do. I watched american next top model again despite the fact that I'd already knew who's the winner of the cycle 11. hahaha! I ate alot and I'm happy about it. ok, I lied! Of course I'm not happy! Everytime I put foods inside my mouth, the fats multiply. =.=" I don't want any fats. I want more muscles!! heh. And oh, there's night market at yew tee and the foods there are calling me. Should I answer?? Especially the guava, 'ayam percik', 'keropok leko', 'burger ramly'. Omg!!! Hear no evil irah!! I need to stuff in some cotton inside my ears now. Well, I don't know where to go tomorrow. It's saturday and I think, I have to be out! but I'm facing a serious problem right now. I'm facing bankrupcy! baaaaaaaahhh!!! I'm super duper broke. I hope I will be receiving the tutoring pay this sunday. And when I receive it, I have to pay mom $40 and another $39 for the make over I went with gf Izzi. aaaaaaaahhhhhh! Life is sooo not fun without $$$$$$. why oh why?!?! Looking for a job is too late by now. School is starting real soooooon and from there, I think I can save up. :) But right now, I have to suffer. Well, the plan to meet love today was backfired. Surprisingly, love's dad fetched him. So, there goes another opportunity. But when something goes away, another opportunity comes. Right?!? hahaha. I'm trying to be positive. I hope I get to meet him tomorrow but I'm not putting high hopes on that. :) What more can I write? My life isn't in it's climax. Nothing to share and I'm just writting shits here. Booooring right?? what to do! what to do!!! Oh yaahhh!! I think I need to continue doing something. Alright then.

BYEEEEE BYEEEEEEEE!!!!

6:07 AM
Yours truly.

My 2nd Post.

" plain day today "

Yes, it's my second post. I believe you know why. Boredom strike me alot today. I played my lappy at 12 in the afternoon till 3pm and now, I'm infront of the screen. Honestly, I think I'm addicted to my lappy. It seems like everyday when I wake up, my dearest pink lappy call me. heh! I stayed at home with nothing to do. I watched american next top model again despite the fact that I'd already knew who's the winner of the cycle 11. hahaha! I ate alot and I'm happy about it. ok, I lied! Of course I'm not happy! Everytime I put foods inside my mouth, the fats multiply. =.=" I don't want any fats. I want more muscles!! heh. And oh, there's night market at yew tee and the foods there are calling me. Should I answer?? Especially the guava, 'ayam percik', 'keropok leko', 'burger ramly'. Omg!!! Hear no evil irah!! I need to stuff in some cotton inside my ears now. Well, I don't know where to go tomorrow. It's saturday and I think, I have to be out! but I'm facing a serious problem right now. I'm facing bankrupcy! baaaaaaaahhh!!! I'm super duper broke. I hope I will be receiving the tutoring pay this sunday. And when I receive it, I have to pay mom $40 and another $39 for the make over I went with gf Izzi. aaaaaaaahhhhhh! Life is sooo not fun without $$$$$$. why oh why?!?! Looking for a job is too late by now. School is starting real soooooon and from there, I think I can save up. :) But right now, I have to suffer. Well, the plan to meet love today was backfired. Surprisingly, love's dad fetched him. So, there goes another opportunity. But when something goes away, another opportunity comes. Right?!? hahaha. I'm trying to be positive. I hope I get to meet him tomorrow but I'm not putting high hopes on that. :) What more can I write? My life isn't in it's climax. Nothing to share and I'm just writting shits here. Booooring right?? what to do! what to do!!! Oh yaahhh!! I think I need to continue doing something. Alright then.

BYEEEEE BYEEEEEEEE!!!!

6:07 AM
Yours truly.

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Here comes the post of my holidays at Port Dickson and Kl. :)

1) Day 1 was draggy. It was a long journey that nearly took 6 hours. Dad didn't drive his nissan sylphy. Instead, he drove honda odyssey. Uncle rent it since there will be more people coming in to sit with our family. :) Spacious but got a lil bit cramped when our bags were brought in. Had our lunch at Machap and then continued with our journey. I was bored because I had no one to talk to. Everyone inside the car was asleep except for daddy and me. I can't sleep. Thanks to the sceneries outside that got me so engrossed! Finally, we reached our destination. YEEAAAYYY!! We stayed at The Legend Water Chalets for 2 nights. Once done checking in, brothers and sister got changed to their swimsuit and headed for the swimming pool together with mom. As for me, I went to the reception room to surf the net. heh!!! After a great swimming session for them and a blast hours of surfing the net for me, we headed back to our restroom. After maghrib prayers, we met with the rest of the cousins and went out to have our dinner. That was the activities for Day 1. Day 2 was tiring but fun. We travelled alooooot!!!! Below are some pictures taken at port dickson. I couldn't upload all the pictures. Soorrryyyyyy!!!! =____="

And oh, we went to Teluk Kemang Beach on the 2nd day. The above pictures sad so. duhh!! It was the first time I saw a complete sunset. We went there after a shopping day at Medan. Speaking of which, I bought alot of gifts for boyfriend and his siblings. Not forgetting my dearest girlfriends too! Sissy got so fickle minded over what to buy there. She bought nonsence stuff! haha. She got so much money left to spare rather than me. I left with 5 ringgit. =.=''

This is The Eye Of Malaysia. hahahaha. Theirs move so much faster than ours in Singapore. Really!! Very fast!!

Day 3 & 4 was spent at Kl. Stayed at another legend hotel called The Legend. hahaha!!! We took 2 hours from PD to reach Kl. Kl was more of a city, unlike PD. And yeah, sissy and myself got our own room. Finally, our own privacy moments. hahahaha. The Legend hotel is not a new place for the both of us. It's a very familiar place because we used to stay there during our previous holidays. Nearly 3 times, we stayed there. We visited berjaya time square and I had loads of fun there. Rode the roller coaster and alot more. Nana, my cousin, vomitted because she got so dizzy after riding one particular ride.

I love the Auntie Anne's pretzel!!

Well, I'll upload more pictures of my holiday sooooooon. For now, toodles!

12:02 AM
Yours truly.

Here comes the post of my holidays at Port Dickson and Kl. :)

1) Day 1 was draggy. It was a long journey that nearly took 6 hours. Dad didn't drive his nissan sylphy. Instead, he drove honda odyssey. Uncle rent it since there will be more people coming in to sit with our family. :) Spacious but got a lil bit cramped when our bags were brought in. Had our lunch at Machap and then continued with our journey. I was bored because I had no one to talk to. Everyone inside the car was asleep except for daddy and me. I can't sleep. Thanks to the sceneries outside that got me so engrossed! Finally, we reached our destination. YEEAAAYYY!! We stayed at The Legend Water Chalets for 2 nights. Once done checking in, brothers and sister got changed to their swimsuit and headed for the swimming pool together with mom. As for me, I went to the reception room to surf the net. heh!!! After a great swimming session for them and a blast hours of surfing the net for me, we headed back to our restroom. After maghrib prayers, we met with the rest of the cousins and went out to have our dinner. That was the activities for Day 1. Day 2 was tiring but fun. We travelled alooooot!!!! Below are some pictures taken at port dickson. I couldn't upload all the pictures. Soorrryyyyyy!!!! =____="

And oh, we went to Teluk Kemang Beach on the 2nd day. The above pictures sad so. duhh!! It was the first time I saw a complete sunset. We went there after a shopping day at Medan. Speaking of which, I bought alot of gifts for boyfriend and his siblings. Not forgetting my dearest girlfriends too! Sissy got so fickle minded over what to buy there. She bought nonsence stuff! haha. She got so much money left to spare rather than me. I left with 5 ringgit. =.=''

This is The Eye Of Malaysia. hahahaha. Theirs move so much faster than ours in Singapore. Really!! Very fast!!

Day 3 & 4 was spent at Kl. Stayed at another legend hotel called The Legend. hahaha!!! We took 2 hours from PD to reach Kl. Kl was more of a city, unlike PD. And yeah, sissy and myself got our own room. Finally, our own privacy moments. hahahaha. The Legend hotel is not a new place for the both of us. It's a very familiar place because we used to stay there during our previous holidays. Nearly 3 times, we stayed there. We visited berjaya time square and I had loads of fun there. Rode the roller coaster and alot more. Nana, my cousin, vomitted because she got so dizzy after riding one particular ride.

I love the Auntie Anne's pretzel!!

Well, I'll upload more pictures of my holiday sooooooon. For now, toodles!

12:02 AM
Yours truly.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

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Another day spent with girlfriends. A great day. I met up with nadz at fajar lrt and then headed to anisah's crib. Sasha and Mas were there already. A few minutes later, Izzi texted me that she's on her way. So mas and myself fetched her and bought maggi mee at the shop and save. Returned to anisah's crib and cooked all the 5 packets. Today, I'm a hungry monster. I ate alot! Maybe because I was bored and also to keep myself busy. Why? because we watched ''kuntilanak'' which happened to be a veerrrrryyyyy scaaaaaaaaary movie! I covered my eyes with pillow and I only watched the last part of the show. hahahahah! yah yah yah! Call me a scary cat, I don't care! heh! Infact, I am! At least I admit okaayyy. =_________=" After which, proceed back home and continue watching American next top model! :) I know who won and I shall keep it as a secret. muahaahaaaa. Had a short convo with boyfriend just now over the phone. Aaaaawwww.. I miss him! But but, im meeting him tomorrow. YEAAAAYYYY!!! So, enjoy the 3 pictures below. And I'm done for today.

2 more days. :)

8:22 AM
Yours truly.

Another day spent with girlfriends. A great day. I met up with nadz at fajar lrt and then headed to anisah's crib. Sasha and Mas were there already. A few minutes later, Izzi texted me that she's on her way. So mas and myself fetched her and bought maggi mee at the shop and save. Returned to anisah's crib and cooked all the 5 packets. Today, I'm a hungry monster. I ate alot! Maybe because I was bored and also to keep myself busy. Why? because we watched ''kuntilanak'' which happened to be a veerrrrryyyyy scaaaaaaaaary movie! I covered my eyes with pillow and I only watched the last part of the show. hahahahah! yah yah yah! Call me a scary cat, I don't care! heh! Infact, I am! At least I admit okaayyy. =_________=" After which, proceed back home and continue watching American next top model! :) I know who won and I shall keep it as a secret. muahaahaaaa. Had a short convo with boyfriend just now over the phone. Aaaaawwww.. I miss him! But but, im meeting him tomorrow. YEAAAAYYYY!!! So, enjoy the 3 pictures below. And I'm done for today.

2 more days. :)

8:22 AM
Yours truly.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

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I stayed at home, instead of going to auntie's crib. Mom was oblivious about the timing and so it was cancelled. pfft! But I'm glad I stayed at home because it started to pour so heavily. Lightning and thunderstorm came in. Phew! As you know, Thunderstorm is one of my phobia! ah yes! haha. Did nothing much at home. Helped mum with mee soto and the " begedil ". After which, watched american next stop model episode 3 to episode 11. I'm hook to it. Sadly, my fav model in that show didn't make it to top 3. Who? Marjorie ( im not sure if it's spell correctly ). I love her and to me, she's unique. I adore her signature!! Not the signature where you write in pen! :)

I'm out tomorrow, with gf's of course. To bukit panjang and meet mas, sasha and izzi. I'm looking forward! Bf's going to book out this friday. hip hip HOOOORAAAYYYY!! So, I texted him

me: b, friday lau u penat..kiter meet sunday jek k?

bf: no! I nak jumper u friday nie jgak! I miss u so badly..

Aaaaaaw, so sweet. * wide smile. So yeah, meeting him on friday and I can't wait! I miss his goatie since it's been shaved already. =__________=" stupid clt course. heh!!

8:47 AM
Yours truly.

I stayed at home, instead of going to auntie's crib. Mom was oblivious about the timing and so it was cancelled. pfft! But I'm glad I stayed at home because it started to pour so heavily. Lightning and thunderstorm came in. Phew! As you know, Thunderstorm is one of my phobia! ah yes! haha. Did nothing much at home. Helped mum with mee soto and the " begedil ". After which, watched american next stop model episode 3 to episode 11. I'm hook to it. Sadly, my fav model in that show didn't make it to top 3. Who? Marjorie ( im not sure if it's spell correctly ). I love her and to me, she's unique. I adore her signature!! Not the signature where you write in pen! :)

I'm out tomorrow, with gf's of course. To bukit panjang and meet mas, sasha and izzi. I'm looking forward! Bf's going to book out this friday. hip hip HOOOORAAAYYYY!! So, I texted him

me: b, friday lau u penat..kiter meet sunday jek k?

bf: no! I nak jumper u friday nie jgak! I miss u so badly..

Aaaaaaw, so sweet. * wide smile. So yeah, meeting him on friday and I can't wait! I miss his goatie since it's been shaved already. =__________=" stupid clt course. heh!!

8:47 AM
Yours truly.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

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My day was beautifully spent with my dearest girls ( izzi, zimah and masliana ) over at Bukit Panjang area. First, I met up with gf Izzi and gf Zimah at cck control station and then headed to lot 1 McD as we were needed to pay $2 to Afiq for the upcoming 4e5 bbq reunion. Chatted with Afiq and hidayah for awhile and then off to bukit panjang plaza. We had our lunch together at Mc D. Mc Value Lunch for the 3 of us. :)

We talked while we ate. Bad habits, I know. But we only talked once we're done chewing our food! Not with our mouth full. :) We laughed at each other's joke. funny!!! We talked about so many topics. Mas then came over and joined us. After which, proceed to pondok for a camwhore session. hahahaha! COOL SHIT! Pictures are with zeemah since we used her slr camera. I like it alot!! Sat down and talked again. We shared about our own life and the hurdles of life each of us are leaping right now. Great time together. I swear. To mas, congratulations for making it to H.Nitec. I'm so proud of you!!!

Slacked our ass of till 5pm and then we seperated our ways. Bid goodbye to each other and each of us went to our next destination. Izzi, mas and zeemah went home. As for me, I went over to yio chu kang mrt station and met up with love. Passed him his hp charger and then walked to the yio chu kang stadium and met with love's dad. Love then headed back to yio chu kang mrt to meet the rest of his friends while I went home with love's dad via lorry. That big lorry. I like it like that! heh! Had a great chat with love's dad. :) Thanks for sending me home uncle! I had a great time chatting with you! :)

So right now, I'm back at home. Sissy is down with fever and I think she got it from athir. heh!! Who's next? I don't want to be that lucky person. No Way!!!! I hate disease! Who doesn't??? tet!!

Life's challenging, especially during the growing years. So many influence out there. Education is a very important thing in Singapore. No doubt about that. Without it, what would your future be? It's very crucial because every step you take and every decision you make, it will determine the future. No one wants to live in a difficult situation. Believe me, no one. But if you want to live in an easy life, you gotta learn the hard way first. You have to be hardworking. Nothing is easy. It's earth where we are living right now, not heaven. heh! Like there's this saying : Learn and educate yourself till the cradle of your grave. I believe it's true. You'll never stop learning till you're dead. People live their life with a purpose, so do I. To me, it's all up to the individual. :)

Parents. What are we without them? Treasure them while they're still around you because it's too late to regret when they're gone. Mom and Dad, I love you. Thank you for bringing me up and teach me what's wrong and what's right. Thank you for educating me and never give up on me even with all those countless dissapointment I gave to you. I know you believe in me and I appreciate that alot. Forgive me for all my sins for I'm still a teenager learning from her own mistakes. Just so you know, I love you and I will make you proud one day. I will.

5:04 AM
Yours truly.

My day was beautifully spent with my dearest girls ( izzi, zimah and masliana ) over at Bukit Panjang area. First, I met up with gf Izzi and gf Zimah at cck control station and then headed to lot 1 McD as we were needed to pay $2 to Afiq for the upcoming 4e5 bbq reunion. Chatted with Afiq and hidayah for awhile and then off to bukit panjang plaza. We had our lunch together at Mc D. Mc Value Lunch for the 3 of us. :)

We talked while we ate. Bad habits, I know. But we only talked once we're done chewing our food! Not with our mouth full. :) We laughed at each other's joke. funny!!! We talked about so many topics. Mas then came over and joined us. After which, proceed to pondok for a camwhore session. hahahaha! COOL SHIT! Pictures are with zeemah since we used her slr camera. I like it alot!! Sat down and talked again. We shared about our own life and the hurdles of life each of us are leaping right now. Great time together. I swear. To mas, congratulations for making it to H.Nitec. I'm so proud of you!!!

Slacked our ass of till 5pm and then we seperated our ways. Bid goodbye to each other and each of us went to our next destination. Izzi, mas and zeemah went home. As for me, I went over to yio chu kang mrt station and met up with love. Passed him his hp charger and then walked to the yio chu kang stadium and met with love's dad. Love then headed back to yio chu kang mrt to meet the rest of his friends while I went home with love's dad via lorry. That big lorry. I like it like that! heh! Had a great chat with love's dad. :) Thanks for sending me home uncle! I had a great time chatting with you! :)

So right now, I'm back at home. Sissy is down with fever and I think she got it from athir. heh!! Who's next? I don't want to be that lucky person. No Way!!!! I hate disease! Who doesn't??? tet!!

Life's challenging, especially during the growing years. So many influence out there. Education is a very important thing in Singapore. No doubt about that. Without it, what would your future be? It's very crucial because every step you take and every decision you make, it will determine the future. No one wants to live in a difficult situation. Believe me, no one. But if you want to live in an easy life, you gotta learn the hard way first. You have to be hardworking. Nothing is easy. It's earth where we are living right now, not heaven. heh! Like there's this saying : Learn and educate yourself till the cradle of your grave. I believe it's true. You'll never stop learning till you're dead. People live their life with a purpose, so do I. To me, it's all up to the individual. :)

Parents. What are we without them? Treasure them while they're still around you because it's too late to regret when they're gone. Mom and Dad, I love you. Thank you for bringing me up and teach me what's wrong and what's right. Thank you for educating me and never give up on me even with all those countless dissapointment I gave to you. I know you believe in me and I appreciate that alot. Forgive me for all my sins for I'm still a teenager learning from her own mistakes. Just so you know, I love you and I will make you proud one day. I will.

5:04 AM
Yours truly.

Monday, March 23, 2009

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Alright, here's a proper post for today. The previous one was not according to what I planned to write. :) I woke up at 6 in the morning and texted love. I gave him some encouragement words for him since he is going for his clt course. After which, love asked me to go back to sleep and he'll text me once he's done with his activities for today. I slept. The second time I woke up was at 11. I had my shower and then headed to the hall and watched beautiful boxer. Thanks love for lending it to me. Touching show. Sissy then went out with her bf while mom and dad went out to take the new modem. So left athir and me. We were bored and I quickly searched for any un-watch cds. Found one! Bob-b-hood it was. It was a chinese movie anyway and we enjoyed it alot. A very touching movie too. I cried. =____________="

Parents then returned home with 2 adidas dry fit shirt. Black/gold & Pink. Very nice tee and I like it alot. Thanks mom and dad for the shirts. *wide smileeeeeeee!! And oh, I think my clothes are increasing and I need to give it away some of it sooooooon!!! Boyfriend just bought for me 4 t-shirts and two batik skirt yesterday. Thank You!!!!! :) Nothing much happened then.

I was surprised to receive a news tht love is coming own to yew tee for his hair cut. Like what my earlier post stated. So we met and I love to see him wearing his ncc uniform. Faster get it done and over it okay bf?? heh!!!! Headed back home to print the forms love asked me to. I typed the exact link but to no avail. So love's mom is going to put it in a thumbdrive and im jst going to print it. ok best!!!

Meeting my babes tomorrow at cck and then heading to bp and meet kirin to take the thumbdrive and also the nokie headphone& charger. After which, off to yio chu kang mrt and pass those charger and headphone to boyfriend and after that, home sweet home. Alot of travelling tomorrow!! :) Alright then, I think my post is kinda draggy and wordy. I've yet to post about my holidays. One word : LAZY. There's too many pictures for me to upload and gosh, it will take time. But no worries, will update about it asap!!

Till here then.

missing love already. :(

9:07 AM
Yours truly.

Alright, here's a proper post for today. The previous one was not according to what I planned to write. :) I woke up at 6 in the morning and texted love. I gave him some encouragement words for him since he is going for his clt course. After which, love asked me to go back to sleep and he'll text me once he's done with his activities for today. I slept. The second time I woke up was at 11. I had my shower and then headed to the hall and watched beautiful boxer. Thanks love for lending it to me. Touching show. Sissy then went out with her bf while mom and dad went out to take the new modem. So left athir and me. We were bored and I quickly searched for any un-watch cds. Found one! Bob-b-hood it was. It was a chinese movie anyway and we enjoyed it alot. A very touching movie too. I cried. =____________="

Parents then returned home with 2 adidas dry fit shirt. Black/gold & Pink. Very nice tee and I like it alot. Thanks mom and dad for the shirts. *wide smileeeeeeee!! And oh, I think my clothes are increasing and I need to give it away some of it sooooooon!!! Boyfriend just bought for me 4 t-shirts and two batik skirt yesterday. Thank You!!!!! :) Nothing much happened then.

I was surprised to receive a news tht love is coming own to yew tee for his hair cut. Like what my earlier post stated. So we met and I love to see him wearing his ncc uniform. Faster get it done and over it okay bf?? heh!!!! Headed back home to print the forms love asked me to. I typed the exact link but to no avail. So love's mom is going to put it in a thumbdrive and im jst going to print it. ok best!!!

Meeting my babes tomorrow at cck and then heading to bp and meet kirin to take the thumbdrive and also the nokie headphone& charger. After which, off to yio chu kang mrt and pass those charger and headphone to boyfriend and after that, home sweet home. Alot of travelling tomorrow!! :) Alright then, I think my post is kinda draggy and wordy. I've yet to post about my holidays. One word : LAZY. There's too many pictures for me to upload and gosh, it will take time. But no worries, will update about it asap!!

Till here then.

missing love already. :(

9:07 AM
Yours truly.

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At 7.38pm today, I received a call from love. YEAYY!!! I was very happy upon receiving his call. I asked him where he was and he told me he's on his way to yew tee. I went question mark. Besides having question marks above my head, I was happy because I got to meet him! So he called me again and asked me to bring along my mp4 and '' cadar katil ". So yes, met him at yew tee mrt and accompanied him to have his hair cut, again. He's wearing the ncc uniform. * melting!! We met up for just for a moment. Short meet up, I know but I couldn't care less because the important thing was.. I got to hug him!! * terubat rindu di hati. We waited for his new friend and then bid goodbye. sob sob sob.. baaaaaaaaaaahhh!!!!!!!!!!! Well, sunday can meet so no worries. :) Love, please take gd care of yourself and have plenty of rest okaay?? mwah!

muker maintain k b?

while on my way home, I received a text from him

my special: I just cant wait till course ends and cld be in ur arms bck.

Aaaawww b, it goes the same for me. Whats important is, you leave the course safely and with achievements in your hands. Again, I am sooo proud of you Shahrin. :)

6:01 AM
Yours truly.