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Friday, February 29, 2008
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HAPPY 3RD MONTHSARY TO
- SYAH-REIN-

-I LOVE YOU SO MUCH-

No sweet phrase here but only boyfriends know
how much he means to me, do you??? Nahh,
actually only GOD knows how much bf means to me.
~heeeeee. I had an awesome day with beloved bf at
West Coast Park today. I straight away made my way
to Pending Lrt and met boyfriend there. Took bus
176 to West Coast Park and had our time of our life
there. Our intention were to feed the fishes there
but sadly to say, we didn't even buy any bread. be
it we forgot or we're just plain lazy!!! wakakaka!
Which is which bf??? ~haaaaaaaaaaa. =)
I seriously regret for not buying bread to West Coast
and fed the ducks and the fishes. They were VERY hungry!
Oh well, like what boyfriend said.. There's still NEXT TIME.
To rate today's outing with bf, I gave 9/1o!! Why 9 instead
of giving it 10/10?? Good question, apparently it was bcoz
I am having my BAD PMS. I swear!! I barely talked in school
today and I got mad just in a blink of an eye! Right bf???
~heeeeee. Despite the fact of my bad mood, we managed to pull
it through. yeeaaaahhhhh!!!! And I am so looking forward
to another day at West Coast AGAIN. This time, with bread
to feed the hungry ducks and fishes. Okie Dokie boyfriend??

Boyfriend look so cute in this picture.
Especially the picture on the bottom right!!!


To end it well,

Boyfriend, I truly Love YOU.


6:09 AM
Yours truly.




HAPPY 3RD MONTHSARY TO
- SYAH-REIN-

-I LOVE YOU SO MUCH-

No sweet phrase here but only boyfriends know
how much he means to me, do you??? Nahh,
actually only GOD knows how much bf means to me.
~heeeeee. I had an awesome day with beloved bf at
West Coast Park today. I straight away made my way
to Pending Lrt and met boyfriend there. Took bus
176 to West Coast Park and had our time of our life
there. Our intention were to feed the fishes there
but sadly to say, we didn't even buy any bread. be
it we forgot or we're just plain lazy!!! wakakaka!
Which is which bf??? ~haaaaaaaaaaa. =)
I seriously regret for not buying bread to West Coast
and fed the ducks and the fishes. They were VERY hungry!
Oh well, like what boyfriend said.. There's still NEXT TIME.
To rate today's outing with bf, I gave 9/1o!! Why 9 instead
of giving it 10/10?? Good question, apparently it was bcoz
I am having my BAD PMS. I swear!! I barely talked in school
today and I got mad just in a blink of an eye! Right bf???
~heeeeee. Despite the fact of my bad mood, we managed to pull
it through. yeeaaaahhhhh!!!! And I am so looking forward
to another day at West Coast AGAIN. This time, with bread
to feed the hungry ducks and fishes. Okie Dokie boyfriend??

Boyfriend look so cute in this picture.
Especially the picture on the bottom right!!!


To end it well,

Boyfriend, I truly Love YOU.


6:09 AM
Yours truly.


Sunday, February 24, 2008
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I started off my sunday morning a little bit different today.
I usually wake up at 11 plus on Sunday but it will be different
starting from today. I woke up at 7.30 am today when I was suppose
to wake up at 6.45 and met up with Izzi at cck mrt at 7.45. I am late!
I set my alarm clock yesterday night before I went to sleep but I
switched it off as soon as it ring! ~haaaaa. Sorry Izzi. Next Sunday aku
tak lmbat kie??? Oh ya, you ppl must be wondering why are we meeting
each other early in the morning. The reason was because..Girlfriends
and me are tutoring primary school kids at Bukit Batok CC. Tutoring kids
is not as easy as what I thought. Izzi and myself are mentoring primary
4 kids. We mentor them in subject like English, Mathematics and Science.
I pair up with zeemah while Izzi pair up with Nadz. There were a lot more
mentor other than us. Some of the mentor are from Republic Poly, Innova
Jc and Millennia Institute. I felt awkward when I had to say that I am from
Hannsfield. They must be wondering what school is that. ~haaaaaa.
Meeting the kids was exciting but when I started to teach them, I got
a lil bit irritated because they were very noisy I must say. You need
PATIENCE to teach primary kids because when they get to meet their
friends, they talk alot!! ~haaaaaaaa. Lesson ended at 12 exact and the kids
were dismissed. Phew!! But the mentor were not dismissed yet. We were
given some refreshment while we discussed of any improvements to
be made. There will be more kids joining us next week and gosh, I
can't wait. ~haaaaaaaaa. Teaching is fun I tell you!!! serious, serious!!

Went over to the Westmall Macdonald with girlfriends while
waiting for Mas and Aishah to join us. Zeemah had to go off early
because she had dance practised. I did some of my maths homework
before meeting Mas & Aishah. Soon after, they reached westmall &
we proceed over to the Bukit Gombak Nature Reserve & had our girls talk.
It's been a long time since we hang out like that and we need to do some
catch up of each of our life. haaa. I know, you know but the GUYS dont have
to know. I was relieved that I don't need to go to grandma's house bcoz
I will be going there later together with my family. Phew!!!
OH SHIT. MY MANAGER IS CALLING ME RIGHT NOW.
I AIN'T GONNA PICK UP THE CALL. WHY ??? BCOZ I
SKIP WORK TODAY. WHY ?? PLAIN LAZY!! ~HAAAAAA.
I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET BF TOMORROW!!! I LOVE U LAHH!

1:05 AM
Yours truly.




I started off my sunday morning a little bit different today.
I usually wake up at 11 plus on Sunday but it will be different
starting from today. I woke up at 7.30 am today when I was suppose
to wake up at 6.45 and met up with Izzi at cck mrt at 7.45. I am late!
I set my alarm clock yesterday night before I went to sleep but I
switched it off as soon as it ring! ~haaaaa. Sorry Izzi. Next Sunday aku
tak lmbat kie??? Oh ya, you ppl must be wondering why are we meeting
each other early in the morning. The reason was because..Girlfriends
and me are tutoring primary school kids at Bukit Batok CC. Tutoring kids
is not as easy as what I thought. Izzi and myself are mentoring primary
4 kids. We mentor them in subject like English, Mathematics and Science.
I pair up with zeemah while Izzi pair up with Nadz. There were a lot more
mentor other than us. Some of the mentor are from Republic Poly, Innova
Jc and Millennia Institute. I felt awkward when I had to say that I am from
Hannsfield. They must be wondering what school is that. ~haaaaaa.
Meeting the kids was exciting but when I started to teach them, I got
a lil bit irritated because they were very noisy I must say. You need
PATIENCE to teach primary kids because when they get to meet their
friends, they talk alot!! ~haaaaaaaa. Lesson ended at 12 exact and the kids
were dismissed. Phew!! But the mentor were not dismissed yet. We were
given some refreshment while we discussed of any improvements to
be made. There will be more kids joining us next week and gosh, I
can't wait. ~haaaaaaaaa. Teaching is fun I tell you!!! serious, serious!!

Went over to the Westmall Macdonald with girlfriends while
waiting for Mas and Aishah to join us. Zeemah had to go off early
because she had dance practised. I did some of my maths homework
before meeting Mas & Aishah. Soon after, they reached westmall &
we proceed over to the Bukit Gombak Nature Reserve & had our girls talk.
It's been a long time since we hang out like that and we need to do some
catch up of each of our life. haaa. I know, you know but the GUYS dont have
to know. I was relieved that I don't need to go to grandma's house bcoz
I will be going there later together with my family. Phew!!!
OH SHIT. MY MANAGER IS CALLING ME RIGHT NOW.
I AIN'T GONNA PICK UP THE CALL. WHY ??? BCOZ I
SKIP WORK TODAY. WHY ?? PLAIN LAZY!! ~HAAAAAA.
I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET BF TOMORROW!!! I LOVE U LAHH!

1:05 AM
Yours truly.


Saturday, February 23, 2008
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FRIDAY:
The first day of school was just fine. The good thing is,
I got to see my girlfriends and that is a blessing for me!!!
I woke up at 6.30 and went out of house together with dad at 7.30.
Met up with cousin Mubin at Sembawang and then proceed to school.
Private school is way different than normal school. It was unexpected
to see some "mat rep" & "minah rep" there. Private school is not what
I thought. I thought that private school is very strict but hell no!! You can
sleep whenever you want & you can even listen to mp3 while the teachers
were teaching. But oh well, my intention is to study so to hell with all of that.
As long as my 2 babes are with me, I am feeling HAPPY. Infact, more than
HAPPY!! ~haaaaaa. Lesson started at 9 and end at 1pm. A very short
timing. It's totally a vice versa from Fajar Secondary school. I had bio lesson
from 9 to 10.45 and then maths lesson from 11 to 1. Studied diffusion&
osmosis for bio lesson and factorisation for mathematics. Had our lunch at
Mcdonald after lesson end and then met up with boyfie! Miss him alot!!!!

Hannsfield Business & Training School.



First of all, I would like to say
THANK YOU SOO MUCH to boyfriend for the skirt.
Finally!!! haahaa. Went out with boyfriend today to Queensway.
I need to get myself a converse shoe and yes, I did!! Happy siol!!
Padahal stakat kasot jek pon nak happy semacam. Giler nyer org!!
We then proceed to Marina Square and off to Peninsula. Met up with
sister and her bf at Jurong East Entertainment & had our dinner at KFC.
To sum it all up, I LOVE TODAY! Will be tutoring primary kids tomorrow!
TOODLES.
P.S I LOVE SHAHRIN.

5:08 AM
Yours truly.




FRIDAY:
The first day of school was just fine. The good thing is,
I got to see my girlfriends and that is a blessing for me!!!
I woke up at 6.30 and went out of house together with dad at 7.30.
Met up with cousin Mubin at Sembawang and then proceed to school.
Private school is way different than normal school. It was unexpected
to see some "mat rep" & "minah rep" there. Private school is not what
I thought. I thought that private school is very strict but hell no!! You can
sleep whenever you want & you can even listen to mp3 while the teachers
were teaching. But oh well, my intention is to study so to hell with all of that.
As long as my 2 babes are with me, I am feeling HAPPY. Infact, more than
HAPPY!! ~haaaaaa. Lesson started at 9 and end at 1pm. A very short
timing. It's totally a vice versa from Fajar Secondary school. I had bio lesson
from 9 to 10.45 and then maths lesson from 11 to 1. Studied diffusion&
osmosis for bio lesson and factorisation for mathematics. Had our lunch at
Mcdonald after lesson end and then met up with boyfie! Miss him alot!!!!

Hannsfield Business & Training School.



First of all, I would like to say
THANK YOU SOO MUCH to boyfriend for the skirt.
Finally!!! haahaa. Went out with boyfriend today to Queensway.
I need to get myself a converse shoe and yes, I did!! Happy siol!!
Padahal stakat kasot jek pon nak happy semacam. Giler nyer org!!
We then proceed to Marina Square and off to Peninsula. Met up with
sister and her bf at Jurong East Entertainment & had our dinner at KFC.
To sum it all up, I LOVE TODAY! Will be tutoring primary kids tomorrow!
TOODLES.
P.S I LOVE SHAHRIN.

5:08 AM
Yours truly.


Thursday, February 21, 2008
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I have finalised my decision. I will be taking my O's again this year. A very tedious decision to make but I think this is the best solution. My dad and myself went to check for private school through the net. Dad thought of MDIS but the fee is too expensive. It's $5000++. Giler babi siol nak gi skolah yang $5000++. Bmc was our second choice but we found the cheapest private school which is the Hannsfield Business & Training School. Not to waste anymore time, dad gave the school a call and register me there. Dad will pay the fee tomorrow and I will start studying E Maths tomorrow. The good news is, my two girlfriends ( zeemah&nadz) is in the same class with me! I really pity dad for paying large amount of money just for me. And for that, I will give him something in return. I will do well in my O's this year. No more fooling around. Ok shush! I am not going to talk a lot. Let us just wait and see yeah. I will be competing with my sister. Ooo Lala.
I really don't want to repeat the same mistakes over and over again. Not this time. The reason for not going to ite was because, I don't want to study just for the sake of study. I don't want to ruin my future. Not only that, the distance from yew tee to simei is very FAR & I mean VERY VERY FAR. Ok let us not talk about this aite. BORING!! haahaa. Went over to bpp with momsie,lil bro and boyfriend. It was so nice to be able to meet him. heehee. First time ehk jalan2 ngan my mum. haaaaa! get used to it kiez??? ok lah.. I really cannot wait for tomorrow. Mwah!!
IM GONNA MISS MY BOYFRIEND ALOT
& I LOVE YOU SHAHRIN.

3:00 AM
Yours truly.





I have finalised my decision. I will be taking my O's again this year. A very tedious decision to make but I think this is the best solution. My dad and myself went to check for private school through the net. Dad thought of MDIS but the fee is too expensive. It's $5000++. Giler babi siol nak gi skolah yang $5000++. Bmc was our second choice but we found the cheapest private school which is the Hannsfield Business & Training School. Not to waste anymore time, dad gave the school a call and register me there. Dad will pay the fee tomorrow and I will start studying E Maths tomorrow. The good news is, my two girlfriends ( zeemah&nadz) is in the same class with me! I really pity dad for paying large amount of money just for me. And for that, I will give him something in return. I will do well in my O's this year. No more fooling around. Ok shush! I am not going to talk a lot. Let us just wait and see yeah. I will be competing with my sister. Ooo Lala.
I really don't want to repeat the same mistakes over and over again. Not this time. The reason for not going to ite was because, I don't want to study just for the sake of study. I don't want to ruin my future. Not only that, the distance from yew tee to simei is very FAR & I mean VERY VERY FAR. Ok let us not talk about this aite. BORING!! haahaa. Went over to bpp with momsie,lil bro and boyfriend. It was so nice to be able to meet him. heehee. First time ehk jalan2 ngan my mum. haaaaa! get used to it kiez??? ok lah.. I really cannot wait for tomorrow. Mwah!!
IM GONNA MISS MY BOYFRIEND ALOT
& I LOVE YOU SHAHRIN.

3:00 AM
Yours truly.


Wednesday, February 20, 2008
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It is already confirm that I will be re-taking my O Level again. I have talked with my tutor and she really wants me to give myself a second chance and re-take my O level this year. and so, I am re-taking my O level this year but with different strategies. No more playing around because I have learned from ym bad bad mistakes. To disipline myself and aim good grades. So when I start school, I will not do any blogging tau!! heehee. I will not be using my hp line numbers. Instead I will change my number AGAIN like 12343545 how many times also I dont know. I will use back my old number. *sigh! But nvm..To Rise and Persevere. ~haaaaa. Alright then. Till here. My blog will be dead. Will update once a week. toodles!!!

8:55 PM
Yours truly.





It is already confirm that I will be re-taking my O Level again. I have talked with my tutor and she really wants me to give myself a second chance and re-take my O level this year. and so, I am re-taking my O level this year but with different strategies. No more playing around because I have learned from ym bad bad mistakes. To disipline myself and aim good grades. So when I start school, I will not do any blogging tau!! heehee. I will not be using my hp line numbers. Instead I will change my number AGAIN like 12343545 how many times also I dont know. I will use back my old number. *sigh! But nvm..To Rise and Persevere. ~haaaaa. Alright then. Till here. My blog will be dead. Will update once a week. toodles!!!

8:55 PM
Yours truly.


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Five words for you bf: I Love You So Much!



Dead in the brain.
So much to say but nothing can I pen down here.
Uuuuurrgh!! Oh fcuk-ed up. aaargh!!!!!
Everything's not right! Why????
SHUT UP IRAH! BYE!


5:57 AM
Yours truly.




Five words for you bf: I Love You So Much!



Dead in the brain.
So much to say but nothing can I pen down here.
Uuuuurrgh!! Oh fcuk-ed up. aaargh!!!!!
Everything's not right! Why????
SHUT UP IRAH! BYE!


5:57 AM
Yours truly.


Tuesday, February 19, 2008
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I was awaken by my handphone's ringtone. It was an sms from the
MOE regarding the school results. I was hoping that what I see at
my hp screen was " Congratulations! You've been posted to S'pore Poly
Landscape Architecture Course! " but instead..it turned out to be
" Congratulations!! Your jae application is successful! You've been posted
to ITE EAST with Chemical Technology course!! " I was like WTH!!
CONGRATULATIONS but ITE?? I was in despair & I swear!! I couldn't
get back to my sleep. I was totally out of words. To RE-CONFIRM that
I really couldnt make it to Poly, I log on to the moe website and see with my
own naked eyes that I was posted to ITE. & it's true..Posted to ITE. *sigh!
And I told myself " That's it Irah!!! You cannot make it to Poly!! Choose between
ITE or NAFA or Private D. I was totally in confusion. I was so stressed that
I went over to bpp and met with bf. From there, I tried so hard to think carefully
& make my choice very clear because this will determine my FUTURE!!!!
The above picture was taken at Jurong Entertainment Ice Skating ring.
Went over there to slack around and COOL down my mind. And so,
after alot of brainstorming..My choice was to proceed to ITE. From there,
I will PROMISE myself to work my ass off and get myself to Poly.
" THIS IS NOT THE END, BUT IT'S JUST THE BEGINNING..SO START OFF WELL "

To boyfriend,
I had an awesome day with you today. You managed to
cheer me up dear. Muacks! Thank You so much. I was happy
that I'm with you today. Your smile and your laughter really brings
joy to my life. Once again, Thank You & I Love YOU!!

6:38 AM
Yours truly.




I was awaken by my handphone's ringtone. It was an sms from the
MOE regarding the school results. I was hoping that what I see at
my hp screen was " Congratulations! You've been posted to S'pore Poly
Landscape Architecture Course! " but instead..it turned out to be
" Congratulations!! Your jae application is successful! You've been posted
to ITE EAST with Chemical Technology course!! " I was like WTH!!
CONGRATULATIONS but ITE?? I was in despair & I swear!! I couldn't
get back to my sleep. I was totally out of words. To RE-CONFIRM that
I really couldnt make it to Poly, I log on to the moe website and see with my
own naked eyes that I was posted to ITE. & it's true..Posted to ITE. *sigh!
And I told myself " That's it Irah!!! You cannot make it to Poly!! Choose between
ITE or NAFA or Private D. I was totally in confusion. I was so stressed that
I went over to bpp and met with bf. From there, I tried so hard to think carefully
& make my choice very clear because this will determine my FUTURE!!!!
The above picture was taken at Jurong Entertainment Ice Skating ring.
Went over there to slack around and COOL down my mind. And so,
after alot of brainstorming..My choice was to proceed to ITE. From there,
I will PROMISE myself to work my ass off and get myself to Poly.
" THIS IS NOT THE END, BUT IT'S JUST THE BEGINNING..SO START OFF WELL "

To boyfriend,
I had an awesome day with you today. You managed to
cheer me up dear. Muacks! Thank You so much. I was happy
that I'm with you today. Your smile and your laughter really brings
joy to my life. Once again, Thank You & I Love YOU!!

6:38 AM
Yours truly.


Sunday, February 17, 2008
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Okie I Miss my Boyfriend!
I want to see him, & I want to meet him.
I want to hold him & smell his perfume.
Bf's working today from 7 am-6pm. Giler babi siol!
11 hours of NOT contacting with him. I can go crazy.
Thank God I got to hear his voice ysterday before I
go to sleep. We chatted on the phone till 4 am & Im
SATISFIED!! ~haaaaa. Bf then called me again at 5 plus
in the morning because I asked him to. He was on his
way to work so before he starts his work, I would love
to hear his voice for the last time & so he called!! YEAH!
Not planning to go anywhere today. Just sit down and rot
at home. Cool isn't it?? Cool kebabai sangat!!! ~haaaa!


School results will be release tomorrow &
I so cannot wait. In case I can't make it to
Poly, I have a back up plan. I have already
registered myself to NAFA yesterday. But hopefully
I get into Poly because I am so looking forward to
the course. Landscape Architecture!!! Woohoo!!!
To you it may be a boring course but to me, it's an
INTERESTING course. It's a non exam course whereby
you don't have to study for exams bcause there's NON.
Ok lah, my stomache is craving for food.
IM H.U.N.G.R.Y!!!!!
Boyfriend, meet up soon aite!

7:11 PM
Yours truly.




Okie I Miss my Boyfriend!
I want to see him, & I want to meet him.
I want to hold him & smell his perfume.
Bf's working today from 7 am-6pm. Giler babi siol!
11 hours of NOT contacting with him. I can go crazy.
Thank God I got to hear his voice ysterday before I
go to sleep. We chatted on the phone till 4 am & Im
SATISFIED!! ~haaaaa. Bf then called me again at 5 plus
in the morning because I asked him to. He was on his
way to work so before he starts his work, I would love
to hear his voice for the last time & so he called!! YEAH!
Not planning to go anywhere today. Just sit down and rot
at home. Cool isn't it?? Cool kebabai sangat!!! ~haaaa!


School results will be release tomorrow &
I so cannot wait. In case I can't make it to
Poly, I have a back up plan. I have already
registered myself to NAFA yesterday. But hopefully
I get into Poly because I am so looking forward to
the course. Landscape Architecture!!! Woohoo!!!
To you it may be a boring course but to me, it's an
INTERESTING course. It's a non exam course whereby
you don't have to study for exams bcause there's NON.
Ok lah, my stomache is craving for food.
IM H.U.N.G.R.Y!!!!!
Boyfriend, meet up soon aite!

7:11 PM
Yours truly.


Saturday, February 16, 2008
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As I promise, here are the photos taken during our trip to the Zoo.
Perhaps, we were very lucky that we eventually got to visit Ah Meng
before she actually died. I was quite shocked when I heard the news about
her death. May she rest in peace. ~heeeeeeee. Zoo was FUN of course.
Before we actually entered the main entrance, we went over to Ben & Jerry.
I was craving for Ben&Jerry's ice cream.


And I feel like having it again. right bf???
Thank god you were there to finish it. ~eh heh.









Swimming session with Mr&Mrs Helmi,kirin & Mr&Mrs Shahrin.
~haaaaaaaaaaaaaa. One word: TOTALLY FUN!!!! Met them at cck stadium itself. The boys went for gym-ing session ( ader gituk ) while fara and me went for swimming session first. Helmi and kirin joined us later. Bf?? oh yar..he didn't swim. Takot air yer bang????Im bored at home today. Sunday's suppose to be a family day in which the family have to go out and spend time together.Am I right ??? But uhmm, I dont think my family is going anywher
today. Oh pleeeeeease go out today!!! Okayy??? Can ?????







I LOVE MY BF SOO MUCH.
* truly am sorry bout yesterday night.
OK SHUSH!






7:36 PM
Yours truly.







As I promise, here are the photos taken during our trip to the Zoo.
Perhaps, we were very lucky that we eventually got to visit Ah Meng
before she actually died. I was quite shocked when I heard the news about
her death. May she rest in peace. ~heeeeeeee. Zoo was FUN of course.
Before we actually entered the main entrance, we went over to Ben & Jerry.
I was craving for Ben&Jerry's ice cream.


And I feel like having it again. right bf???
Thank god you were there to finish it. ~eh heh.









Swimming session with Mr&Mrs Helmi,kirin & Mr&Mrs Shahrin.
~haaaaaaaaaaaaaa. One word: TOTALLY FUN!!!! Met them at cck stadium itself. The boys went for gym-ing session ( ader gituk ) while fara and me went for swimming session first. Helmi and kirin joined us later. Bf?? oh yar..he didn't swim. Takot air yer bang????Im bored at home today. Sunday's suppose to be a family day in which the family have to go out and spend time together.Am I right ??? But uhmm, I dont think my family is going anywher
today. Oh pleeeeeease go out today!!! Okayy??? Can ?????







I LOVE MY BF SOO MUCH.
* truly am sorry bout yesterday night.
OK SHUSH!






7:36 PM
Yours truly.


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.FCUKING NO MOOD.
One favour, Don't you ask me why.
I don't think I want to blurt it out here.
But I fcuking no mood. Im serious! No Kidding.
Cheerful & Bubbly I can be, but I have my ups &
my downs. I can't stay cheerful & bubbly ALWAYS.
I can't be entertaining ppl with my jokes ALWAYS.
I do get angry and I do get pissed & I do get jealous.
No matter how patience I am, I have my own limits.
I took quite a long time to heal my burning heart inside.
AAAAAARRRGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!
First of all, I've download photoscape & stupid!!!!!! It cannot save
any pictures that I've editted. and for that FUCK YOU PHOTOSCAPE.
And fuck this computer!!!! Re-boot and I have to download EVERYTHING!
and for that, FUCK YOU TOO COMPUTER. Not only that, Im fcuking TIRED
and mom is not cooking!! THANK YOU!! Everything seems NOT RIGHT to me!
And this computer really pissed me off!! I don't wish to talk to ANYONE right now.
NO ONE!!! AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok fine, the reason why I am like this was because of ONE INCIDENT.
This one incident happens for quite sometimes already but I just kept it to myself.
Maybe because I still take it as a typical sharing session. But soon after, I get
irritated by it. I am fcuking serious!!! WHAT PAST IS PAST okayy?????
AAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHHH GERAM LAH SIAL!!!!!!!

5:13 AM
Yours truly.




.FCUKING NO MOOD.
One favour, Don't you ask me why.
I don't think I want to blurt it out here.
But I fcuking no mood. Im serious! No Kidding.
Cheerful & Bubbly I can be, but I have my ups &
my downs. I can't stay cheerful & bubbly ALWAYS.
I can't be entertaining ppl with my jokes ALWAYS.
I do get angry and I do get pissed & I do get jealous.
No matter how patience I am, I have my own limits.
I took quite a long time to heal my burning heart inside.
AAAAAARRRGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!
First of all, I've download photoscape & stupid!!!!!! It cannot save
any pictures that I've editted. and for that FUCK YOU PHOTOSCAPE.
And fuck this computer!!!! Re-boot and I have to download EVERYTHING!
and for that, FUCK YOU TOO COMPUTER. Not only that, Im fcuking TIRED
and mom is not cooking!! THANK YOU!! Everything seems NOT RIGHT to me!
And this computer really pissed me off!! I don't wish to talk to ANYONE right now.
NO ONE!!! AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok fine, the reason why I am like this was because of ONE INCIDENT.
This one incident happens for quite sometimes already but I just kept it to myself.
Maybe because I still take it as a typical sharing session. But soon after, I get
irritated by it. I am fcuking serious!!! WHAT PAST IS PAST okayy?????
AAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHHH GERAM LAH SIAL!!!!!!!

5:13 AM
Yours truly.


Friday, February 15, 2008
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YAHOOOOO.
My goodness computer is back!! This time MUST praise my computer,
lau tak nanti dier mrajok den kene virus lagik MAMPUI gue dibuatnyer.
But sadly to say I still can't upload pics. Not the right time yet. My computer
was re-boot so I lost ALL & I repeat ALL the pictures. Binget siol akuu!!!!
But nvm, my computer will be filled with pictures as soon as my com is
REALLY OK to use. For now, i still need to update *secretly because dad
don't allow me to update first as he has not installed the anti-virus yet. But
WTH, I just used it. ~haaaaaaaaa. Degil ehk aku nie!! Mintak kene CEPUK!
Today was quite a sad day for me. I was very enthusiastic when I woke up
because I knew that my pay will be out TODAY. In my mind, I really THOUGHT
that my pay will be about 300++. I was disheartened when I checked my account
and the amount of money I received for my pay was ONLY $183.33. PATHETHIC!
That was because, the pay that I received TODAY was on the pay for 1st Jan to
30th Jan & fcuk, I did not really work my ass off during Jan. Haiyooooooooooo..
But nvm, as long as I got to meet my dearest bf, my day went just right! ~heee.
Went over to greenridge banquet and had yong tau foo for the both of us. And to
my dearest bf, I won the challenge of who finished the food faster ok! U tak
sportsmanship lahh....blueak!!! After eating, bf proceed over to Masjid Al-Iman
for Friday's prayer while I went over to Nisa's crib while waiting for bf. Bla Bla Bla.
Eventhough bf and I did not have any fcuking idea where to go, I really do enjoy
today, I SWEAR. being with you just make my world go ROUND!!! serious,serious.
Tak tipu tau.. Tomorrow will be just another normal SATURDAY. I really miss
TOWN. Town anyone????? ~heeeeeee. Oh yar!! the thought of taking our very
owb couple photo shoot at everbliss photoshop was cancelled. nvm nvm, kiter takot yang
diorang tu nanti tipu kiter kan b?? $388 for 20 pictures with free make up and free
blazers for man and cocktail for women??? Oh hell no! I aint gonna believe YOU!!!!
I JUST FEEL LIKE WORKING AGAIN. WHY?????
I LOOOVE MY BF, I SWEAR!

5:42 AM
Yours truly.




YAHOOOOO.
My goodness computer is back!! This time MUST praise my computer,
lau tak nanti dier mrajok den kene virus lagik MAMPUI gue dibuatnyer.
But sadly to say I still can't upload pics. Not the right time yet. My computer
was re-boot so I lost ALL & I repeat ALL the pictures. Binget siol akuu!!!!
But nvm, my computer will be filled with pictures as soon as my com is
REALLY OK to use. For now, i still need to update *secretly because dad
don't allow me to update first as he has not installed the anti-virus yet. But
WTH, I just used it. ~haaaaaaaaa. Degil ehk aku nie!! Mintak kene CEPUK!
Today was quite a sad day for me. I was very enthusiastic when I woke up
because I knew that my pay will be out TODAY. In my mind, I really THOUGHT
that my pay will be about 300++. I was disheartened when I checked my account
and the amount of money I received for my pay was ONLY $183.33. PATHETHIC!
That was because, the pay that I received TODAY was on the pay for 1st Jan to
30th Jan & fcuk, I did not really work my ass off during Jan. Haiyooooooooooo..
But nvm, as long as I got to meet my dearest bf, my day went just right! ~heee.
Went over to greenridge banquet and had yong tau foo for the both of us. And to
my dearest bf, I won the challenge of who finished the food faster ok! U tak
sportsmanship lahh....blueak!!! After eating, bf proceed over to Masjid Al-Iman
for Friday's prayer while I went over to Nisa's crib while waiting for bf. Bla Bla Bla.
Eventhough bf and I did not have any fcuking idea where to go, I really do enjoy
today, I SWEAR. being with you just make my world go ROUND!!! serious,serious.
Tak tipu tau.. Tomorrow will be just another normal SATURDAY. I really miss
TOWN. Town anyone????? ~heeeeeee. Oh yar!! the thought of taking our very
owb couple photo shoot at everbliss photoshop was cancelled. nvm nvm, kiter takot yang
diorang tu nanti tipu kiter kan b?? $388 for 20 pictures with free make up and free
blazers for man and cocktail for women??? Oh hell no! I aint gonna believe YOU!!!!
I JUST FEEL LIKE WORKING AGAIN. WHY?????
I LOOOVE MY BF, I SWEAR!

5:42 AM
Yours truly.


Monday, February 11, 2008
Post


.PLAIN LAZY.
worst, I can't upload pictures!
Urrgghh. I want my computer back.
Ok thats it. Im blank & dead in the brain.

5:02 AM
Yours truly.




.PLAIN LAZY.
worst, I can't upload pictures!
Urrgghh. I want my computer back.
Ok thats it. Im blank & dead in the brain.

5:02 AM
Yours truly.


Sunday, February 10, 2008
Post


This is the green car that Helmie rent on his birthday
which is TODAY. & for that, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Since bf's big bro, Izwan just got his car licensed..He
drove the car for today's outing. ~haaaaaa.
For today, kiter jalan2 ngan couple2.
Mcm cool gituk..Bro Izwan and Kak Zelah,
Helmie and Farah & Sygku shahrin and me!
The car is GREEN, thank god!!!!
Overall, the outing with them was FUN!
Mcm one big family gitu..the feeling was awesome!
Can you imagine..Only the 6 of us inside the car with
NO PARENTS!! It's like we're already adults! ~haaaa.
Bro Izwan, Shahrin & Helmie.

I would love to say that I love to lie down on his lap.
I can fell asleep I tell you!! ~heeeeee.
Bolehkan b I baring pat lap u?? Lautkleh tkper..hmph!




I LOVE TODAY.
& OFCOURSE....
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND.

















3:54 AM
Yours truly.




This is the green car that Helmie rent on his birthday
which is TODAY. & for that, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Since bf's big bro, Izwan just got his car licensed..He
drove the car for today's outing. ~haaaaaa.
For today, kiter jalan2 ngan couple2.
Mcm cool gituk..Bro Izwan and Kak Zelah,
Helmie and Farah & Sygku shahrin and me!
The car is GREEN, thank god!!!!
Overall, the outing with them was FUN!
Mcm one big family gitu..the feeling was awesome!
Can you imagine..Only the 6 of us inside the car with
NO PARENTS!! It's like we're already adults! ~haaaa.
Bro Izwan, Shahrin & Helmie.

I would love to say that I love to lie down on his lap.
I can fell asleep I tell you!! ~heeeeee.
Bolehkan b I baring pat lap u?? Lautkleh tkper..hmph!




I LOVE TODAY.
& OFCOURSE....
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND.

















3:54 AM
Yours truly.