A Big Dreamer

Saturday, August 28, 2010

WOW!!

It's been so long since I alst update my blog. Prolly because I am lazy and I'm busy. I had some mini feast over at my house today in commemoration of my beloved mom advance birthday. I suggested to her to make Roti Kirai for break fast, and yes we did. I woke up at 12, helped mom in the kitchen and then slacked my tiny ass off. haha! The aunties, uncles and cousin came at 5ish. Glad to see them. :) Break our fast together. Kak El helped me with the jailbreak thingy and nowwwww, I can download any apps for FREE!! woohoooooo!!! :):):) Well, mom's birthday falls on the 30th of August. It's MONDAY, I have TRAINING. pffft!!! how how how? I'm planning to do some present hunting tomorrow but I have no idea what to buy for mom. Moreover, I'm on very very very tight budget. Maybe I shall ask some $$ from my other 2 siblings and we can share to buy some humble gift for momsie. :D Should I get mom a small cake? Hmmmm...

Ut3 is around the corner and here I am, slacking. I'm just too lazy to on my laptop and start revising. I've lost the motivation to do so. pffft! How I wish I am born a hardworking person. =.=

NUS Boulder competition is on the 5th of september. I am more or less excited but I'm also nervoussssssssss. It's my first competition. I'm just looking forward for the t-shirt. HAHA!! There will be another boulder com on the 24th and 25th september..but I'm away from Singapore. tssk!!!! :( But still, I'm looking forward for the trip to Vietnam. Though it's a study trip, I believe there'll be so much memories made. :D

Life's been uhhh, complicated. I'm not sure when will this end. I hope, soon. There's something missing in my life right now. It's a 4 letter word. It makes my world go round. hmmm, shall not elaborate about it here.

Apart from that, I feel so lethargic.. and I mean, VERY LETHARGIC.

8:56 AM
Yours truly.

Monday, August 23, 2010

There's nothing more to blog about. Life's not interesting w/o love.

Goodbye.

7:02 AM
Yours truly.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

This blog is dead.

10:14 PM
Yours truly.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

truetruetrue^^

The end of semester 1 is drawing nearer. When the end is near, my faith starts shaking and I start failing. Shit. I have lost the strength to keep on performing in school. I've been late and partial. I've been attaining C's and D's for my daily grade. This is so not happening. Watching myself wither is not inspiring at all. Where's the strength? Where's the faith? I'm losing it. :/

Parents said " asal tk dtg skolah? kan da dpt letter. Skolah jangan main2 eh syahirah. " and bla bla bla. Is that what they are best at? In my whole entire life, I have yet to hear these words from them " How are you coping with school?". Tak pernah siaaaa!!! Instead of adding salt to these wounds of mine, I would appreciate if they give me some encouragements or concern. Nevermind, I am not alone in this.

And you, when will I hear those 3 words? Or will I ever hear it? especially before you go for China. Because I don't want to live my life with doubts and question marks. yada yada yada.

GOODNIGHT!

7:44 AM
Yours truly.

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	Saturday, August 28, 2010 WOW!! It's been so long since I alst update my blog. Prolly because I am lazy and I'm busy. I had some mini feast over at my house today in commemoration of my beloved mom advance birthday. I suggested to her to make Roti Kirai for break fast, and yes we did. I woke up at 12, helped mom in the kitchen and then slacked my tiny ass off. haha! The aunties, uncles and cousin came at 5ish. Glad to see them. :) Break our fast together. Kak El helped me with the jailbreak thingy and nowwwww, I can download any apps for FREE!! woohoooooo!!! :):):) Well, mom's birthday falls on the 30th of August. It's MONDAY, I have TRAINING. pffft!!! how how how? I'm planning to do some present hunting tomorrow but I have no idea what to buy for mom. Moreover, I'm on very very very tight budget. Maybe I shall ask some $$ from my other 2 siblings and we can share to buy some humble gift for momsie. :D Should I get mom a small cake? Hmmmm... Ut3 is around the corner and here I am, slacking. I'm just too lazy to on my laptop and start revising. I've lost the motivation to do so. pffft! How I wish I am born a hardworking person. =.= NUS Boulder competition is on the 5th of september. I am more or less excited but I'm also nervoussssssssss. It's my first competition. I'm just looking forward for the t-shirt. HAHA!! There will be another boulder com on the 24th and 25th september..but I'm away from Singapore. tssk!!!! :( But still, I'm looking forward for the trip to Vietnam. Though it's a study trip, I believe there'll be so much memories made. :D Life's been uhhh, complicated. I'm not sure when will this end. I hope, soon. There's something missing in my life right now. It's a 4 letter word. It makes my world go round. hmmm, shall not elaborate about it here. Apart from that, I feel so lethargic.. and I mean, VERY LETHARGIC. 8:56 AM Yours truly. Monday, August 23, 2010 There's nothing more to blog about. Life's not interesting w/o love. Goodbye. 7:02 AM Yours truly. Wednesday, August 11, 2010 This blog is dead. 10:14 PM Yours truly. Tuesday, August 3, 2010 truetruetrue^^ The end of semester 1 is drawing nearer. When the end is near, my faith starts shaking and I start failing. Shit. I have lost the strength to keep on performing in school. I've been late and partial. I've been attaining C's and D's for my daily grade. This is so not happening. Watching myself wither is not inspiring at all. Where's the strength? Where's the faith? I'm losing it. :/ Parents said " asal tk dtg skolah? kan da dpt letter. Skolah jangan main2 eh syahirah. " and bla bla bla. Is that what they are best at? In my whole entire life, I have yet to hear these words from them " How are you coping with school?". Tak pernah siaaaa!!! Instead of adding salt to these wounds of mine, I would appreciate if they give me some encouragements or concern. Nevermind, I am not alone in this. And you, when will I hear those 3 words? Or will I ever hear it? especially before you go for China. Because I don't want to live my life with doubts and question marks. yada yada yada. GOODNIGHT! 7:44 AM Yours truly.	Yours Truly Syahirah. 18. Republic Poly. Pharmaceutical Science. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day. And oh, don't forget to fly. Music Playlist at MixPod.com Click please Links Beads&Ribbons Gf Raudhah Gf Nadz Gf Izzi Gf Leeyan Gf Sasha Gf Anisah Zelah Mr Ng Fatin kidd Andy ShaSha Hasnim Hazirah Lala Parker Sissy Syuu Abg Isk Afiq Heedayah Hyraah Shasha Rockstar Atiqah kasha amira rp daniel rp Syahidah rp Syuee rp Salim rp Nadhirah chiron Atikah chiron Shaihah chiron Nazahah chiron Alif Hakim dhilah sue rp luqman hakim tiqsy Nizzam Abby Ulfah Jolene Aishah Archives May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 Credits Biggest credit: the bikini boy Editor: JollyPills/:B