A Big Dreamer

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Life sure does hit you hard when it really want to hit you hard. When it does, all things seem so wrong. Even the good one turns out to be ugly. Is this really how life is? Or is it really up to us to define life. Life, life and life. There's more to life than just to think about it. yea? I believe so.

Is life really about being headstrong and happy? Is life really about love? I fall in love with this quotation " Concentrate on what you have, you'll be happy. If you concentrate on the things you don't have, nothing seems enough ". I truly agree with it. I'd rather to have you as a friend than to lose everything. Again, I stress myself on this.. Life isn't only about happiness. It's about sorrowness too. Everything comes in pair, most things do. Eyes comes in pair, ears, socks, hands, legs and so much more. Why? Because we need another person/thing to complete our life. Alone is never complete. Ask the single teenagers or unmarried woman/man, whether or not they feel complete. I think, they would probably say no. Their life isn't complete w/o a husband,wife, family,friends or lovers. Then why again god create LOVE? For fun? For the sake of it? No. God creates it for a purpose. What's your purpose in life?? I have my purpose. You people should have it too. :)

I never thought I would be so drained on love. It sure does made it's impact on me. I'm not going in for another round of love. Enough is enough. The time will come. When the time come, I know it is time.

For now, it's time to step out from my comfort zone. Life's too short to stay sad for too long. I don't want to waste a day of my life being so fcuking emo. I can do better. :) I have so many things that I want to accomplish before my body restrict myself from doing so. So many dangerous things. haha! My danger is crazy to you people, but comfort and happiness to me. Sounds crazy? Yeah, I don't give a shit. People live, people die. It's up to the individual how they want to live their life. I don't want to live it with too many restrictions on myself. I want challenges. I want test. That's the only way to push yourself. I want to dream big, as big as the earth. By 23, I want to travel and own a car license. By 24, I want to climb the most interesting narutal wall on earth. By 21, I want to graduate from polytechnic. By 20, I want to join as many rock climbing competition as I can. By 25, I want to find a soulmate and by 26, I want to settle down and have my own family. Sure, some might not come true. But at the very least, I dream big. I have goals. And when I have my own family in the future, I am going to pass down this crazy passionate genes to my daughter/son. HAHA! :):):) And they'll be just like me. Not totally like me, duhh!!!

Let's just concentrate on how I want to live my life in this 19th years of my life. wooooo! Very interesting. And oh, let's now worry how the hell am I going to get an adoption for this cute little kitten of mine? Any takersssss?!?!?!?!?!?! hahahaha....The kitten is very cute though. The kitten is happily lying on my bed, making it as if it's hers. HAHAHA!!! yes yes, and my beloved cici merajok with us lor. Tak nak makan smuer. tsk! ngader ngader punyer kucing! cheeeeet!!!!!

My love is only for 1 man. & he is out there..somewhere.

8:14 AM
Yours truly.

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	Wednesday, July 14, 2010 Life sure does hit you hard when it really want to hit you hard. When it does, all things seem so wrong. Even the good one turns out to be ugly. Is this really how life is? Or is it really up to us to define life. Life, life and life. There's more to life than just to think about it. yea? I believe so. Is life really about being headstrong and happy? Is life really about love? I fall in love with this quotation " Concentrate on what you have, you'll be happy. If you concentrate on the things you don't have, nothing seems enough ". I truly agree with it. I'd rather to have you as a friend than to lose everything. Again, I stress myself on this.. Life isn't only about happiness. It's about sorrowness too. Everything comes in pair, most things do. Eyes comes in pair, ears, socks, hands, legs and so much more. Why? Because we need another person/thing to complete our life. Alone is never complete. Ask the single teenagers or unmarried woman/man, whether or not they feel complete. I think, they would probably say no. Their life isn't complete w/o a husband,wife, family,friends or lovers. Then why again god create LOVE? For fun? For the sake of it? No. God creates it for a purpose. What's your purpose in life?? I have my purpose. You people should have it too. :) I never thought I would be so drained on love. It sure does made it's impact on me. I'm not going in for another round of love. Enough is enough. The time will come. When the time come, I know it is time. For now, it's time to step out from my comfort zone. Life's too short to stay sad for too long. I don't want to waste a day of my life being so fcuking emo. I can do better. :) I have so many things that I want to accomplish before my body restrict myself from doing so. So many dangerous things. haha! My danger is crazy to you people, but comfort and happiness to me. Sounds crazy? Yeah, I don't give a shit. People live, people die. It's up to the individual how they want to live their life. I don't want to live it with too many restrictions on myself. I want challenges. I want test. That's the only way to push yourself. I want to dream big, as big as the earth. By 23, I want to travel and own a car license. By 24, I want to climb the most interesting narutal wall on earth. By 21, I want to graduate from polytechnic. By 20, I want to join as many rock climbing competition as I can. By 25, I want to find a soulmate and by 26, I want to settle down and have my own family. Sure, some might not come true. But at the very least, I dream big. I have goals. And when I have my own family in the future, I am going to pass down this crazy passionate genes to my daughter/son. HAHA! :):):) And they'll be just like me. Not totally like me, duhh!!! Let's just concentrate on how I want to live my life in this 19th years of my life. wooooo! Very interesting. And oh, let's now worry how the hell am I going to get an adoption for this cute little kitten of mine? Any takersssss?!?!?!?!?!?! hahahaha....The kitten is very cute though. The kitten is happily lying on my bed, making it as if it's hers. HAHAHA!!! yes yes, and my beloved cici merajok with us lor. Tak nak makan smuer. tsk! ngader ngader punyer kucing! cheeeeet!!!!! My love is only for 1 man. & he is out there..somewhere. 8:14 AM Yours truly.	Yours Truly Syahirah. 18. Republic Poly. Pharmaceutical Science. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day. And oh, don't forget to fly. Music Playlist at MixPod.com Click please Links Beads&Ribbons Gf Raudhah Gf Nadz Gf Izzi Gf Leeyan Gf Sasha Gf Anisah Zelah Mr Ng Fatin kidd Andy ShaSha Hasnim Hazirah Lala Parker Sissy Syuu Abg Isk Afiq Heedayah Hyraah Shasha Rockstar Atiqah kasha amira rp daniel rp Syahidah rp Syuee rp Salim rp Nadhirah chiron Atikah chiron Shaihah chiron Nazahah chiron Alif Hakim dhilah sue rp luqman hakim tiqsy Nizzam Abby Ulfah Jolene Aishah Archives May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 Credits Biggest credit: the bikini boy Editor: JollyPills/:B