I am going to get myself one of these as soon as I get hold of the money. :)

For the first time today, I actually managed to stay rooted for chemistry class. I actually did some research though it's not in depth, but still..I'm doing something. haha!! Faci pay more attention to our team today. hahahaha!!! She kept asking me if I understand this and that. I just nodded. Standarrdddd procedureeee brooo! hahahaha.

Oh yeah, I have came to think of changing my way of lifestyle. Yearp! I don't want to lead a boring lifestyle. Well urm, boring is in the state of mind. It has many definitions but to me, the way I live my current life is somewhat not exciting. :D I want to change the way I dress too. I just want to look simple and presentable. More of like wearing t-shirt with 3/4 giordano pants, with sanuk sandal and The North Face bag. :) Orgasm shitt!! Well, I don't really care what people has got to say about this sudden change in my life. I have my own reasons which only I understand. haha!! I just wanna chill. I don't want to lead a dramatic life.

Do you know what my dream life would be? It would be living in a nomadic lifestyle. I want to sleep on the road, mountain, river or where ever than I can find comfortable with. I want to appreciate life. I want to appreciate the nature. But duhhh!!!! I need to get myself prepared before living life that way. I must be mentally and physically prepared. Well, I may not achieve this dream but at the very least, I dream. :D It's not wrong..right? I mean, isn't cool..to be waking up by the sound of river flowing, wind blowing..just nature music. Awwwwww man! this is the shit! hahahahahaha.... I want to wake up and bathe with the water from the waterfall. WAAAAHHHH!!!!!! I'm dreaming so big..as big as the earth. LOL... I want to be able to do the most dangerous thing on earth and yet feel so satisfied about it...andddd....the bestest thing I could have ever imagine is...

To be able to achieve this dream, with the support from my life partner. Isn't it cool? To be able to share this happiness of yours together with your life partner..waking up together by the sound of mother nature..to go through shit together and still stand up strong..picking up each other when one falls apart..This whole thing is possible you know..it's just so amaziinggggggg.... I mean, my life partner might know that the things I do is going to be dangerous but still, supporting me and respect my decision..ohhh myyyy godddd...It's like a dream come true. And even if I look so muscular and fit, he would still love me for who I am and be proud of me..and that he wouldn't think that I am crazy but instead, he would think that I'm just one passionate person who love to live life differently. WOOWWWWW!!!!!!

Maybe..just maybe this is possible. :) I really hopee.. :)