A Big Dreamer

Sunday, May 30, 2010

First and foremost, fml. :)

Sometimes I think that they are not the problem, but it's ME. yeahhh...people blame others if problems come right up to them. But this time, I think I shall blame myself for creating this problem. I am the problem and fml. My dad used to say that if you want to be a better person, you have to start with your attitude. I've been trying but to no avail. I guess I haven't been trying had enough. I guess I suck.

I don't know how to pen down my feelings. It suck when I have something to say but I simply can't let it out. A note to self : You better start believing and change your attitude. Sometimes, I think too much and sometimes I think too negative. Like seriously, fuck myself! Aaaaargghhh, I guess I just have to stop whining, face it and deal with it, and then fcuking change my perspective and attitude. For now, I just feel like going somewhere chilling, listen to my mp4, cry, wipe my tears and stand up strong again.

goodbye :/

[edited]

Another note to self :

Sometimes, things may not make sense to you. But, stiffen up little soldier.

Stiffen up that upper lip. What are you crying about? You got yourself.

Now hush little soldier don't you cry. Everything's gonna be alright. You

have your ownself to hold you through the night. I know your courage and

spirit is not here right now and you don't know why. You feel how you feel inside.

It may seem a little bit crazy little soldier but I promise you're going to be alright.

8:05 PM
Yours truly.

<>
	Sunday, May 30, 2010 First and foremost, fml. :) Sometimes I think that they are not the problem, but it's ME. yeahhh...people blame others if problems come right up to them. But this time, I think I shall blame myself for creating this problem. I am the problem and fml. My dad used to say that if you want to be a better person, you have to start with your attitude. I've been trying but to no avail. I guess I haven't been trying had enough. I guess I suck. I don't know how to pen down my feelings. It suck when I have something to say but I simply can't let it out. A note to self : You better start believing and change your attitude. Sometimes, I think too much and sometimes I think too negative. Like seriously, fuck myself! Aaaaargghhh, I guess I just have to stop whining, face it and deal with it, and then fcuking change my perspective and attitude. For now, I just feel like going somewhere chilling, listen to my mp4, cry, wipe my tears and stand up strong again. goodbye :/ [edited] Another note to self : Sometimes, things may not make sense to you. But, stiffen up little soldier. Stiffen up that upper lip. What are you crying about? You got yourself. Now hush little soldier don't you cry. Everything's gonna be alright. You have your ownself to hold you through the night. I know your courage and spirit is not here right now and you don't know why. You feel how you feel inside. It may seem a little bit crazy little soldier but I promise you're going to be alright. 8:05 PM Yours truly.	Yours Truly Syahirah. 18. Republic Poly. Pharmaceutical Science. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day. And oh, don't forget to fly. Music Playlist at MixPod.com Click please Links Beads&Ribbons Gf Raudhah Gf Nadz Gf Izzi Gf Leeyan Gf Sasha Gf Anisah Zelah Mr Ng Fatin kidd Andy ShaSha Hasnim Hazirah Lala Parker Sissy Syuu Abg Isk Afiq Heedayah Hyraah Shasha Rockstar Atiqah kasha amira rp daniel rp Syahidah rp Syuee rp Salim rp Nadhirah chiron Atikah chiron Shaihah chiron Nazahah chiron Alif Hakim dhilah sue rp luqman hakim tiqsy Nizzam Abby Ulfah Jolene Aishah Archives May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 Credits Biggest credit: the bikini boy Editor: JollyPills/:B