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Friday, March 5, 2010

Have you ever wonder what you are going to do with your life once you reach that certain age?

Well, I do. Sometimes, I think too much. But oh well, it doesn't really matters that much. Do they? Hmmm...well, at times when I look at my dad, financing all our bills, house bills and whatsoever, I get scared. Being an adult isn't as easy as how it looks like. Especially when you have your own family to support. I'm glad that I'm not too young and not too old. Just a perfect age for a young woman like me (at this point of year only la hor! I'll be 20 by 2011.tsk!). People keep saying, as you grow older, you'll grow wiser. Hmmm...so if a person is 100years old, how much wiser that person is? I don't get it. hahaha! Some people grow nonsense as they grow older. HAHAHA! I've seen one. :)

Sometimes I wonder, what would I be when I turn 60. haha! Grey hair, thin skin, walking with the support of a walking stick or should I say, already dead. hah!! I wonder what would I be after I graduated from polytechnic. Hmmm...So many I wonder. I want to live my life like how I wanted it to be. Not too boring, not too hectic. But hey, I can't always get what I want in life right? When I lose something, I gain something. I'm turning 19 and I ought to know which is good and which is bad. But again, I'm just an ordinary human being who cannot run away from making mistakes. But then again, I always have my common sense or brain to choose which is healthy and unhealthy, which is good and which is bad. It's about making choices. You make a bad choice, you bare the consequences, you make the right choice, you might feel a little bit noob but you'll still feel good about it. hehh! It's up to the individual.

I made a promise to myself. Whatever it is that life can offer me, I must learn to say NO. Especially to the life that starts with letter C. I'm not trying to be "macam good good aje" but I just want to respect myself more. Don't feel offended by this because this is just my own humble opinion. Nothing more. :) Different individual has different perspective. In this life of mine, I want to minimise as much repeatable mistakes as I can.

Whatever it is, I just want to lead a normal life. Nothing less, nothing more. :)

7:44 AM
Yours truly.

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	Friday, March 5, 2010 Have you ever wonder what you are going to do with your life once you reach that certain age? Well, I do. Sometimes, I think too much. But oh well, it doesn't really matters that much. Do they? Hmmm...well, at times when I look at my dad, financing all our bills, house bills and whatsoever, I get scared. Being an adult isn't as easy as how it looks like. Especially when you have your own family to support. I'm glad that I'm not too young and not too old. Just a perfect age for a young woman like me (at this point of year only la hor! I'll be 20 by 2011.tsk!). People keep saying, as you grow older, you'll grow wiser. Hmmm...so if a person is 100years old, how much wiser that person is? I don't get it. hahaha! Some people grow nonsense as they grow older. HAHAHA! I've seen one. :) Sometimes I wonder, what would I be when I turn 60. haha! Grey hair, thin skin, walking with the support of a walking stick or should I say, already dead. hah!! I wonder what would I be after I graduated from polytechnic. Hmmm...So many I wonder. I want to live my life like how I wanted it to be. Not too boring, not too hectic. But hey, I can't always get what I want in life right? When I lose something, I gain something. I'm turning 19 and I ought to know which is good and which is bad. But again, I'm just an ordinary human being who cannot run away from making mistakes. But then again, I always have my common sense or brain to choose which is healthy and unhealthy, which is good and which is bad. It's about making choices. You make a bad choice, you bare the consequences, you make the right choice, you might feel a little bit noob but you'll still feel good about it. hehh! It's up to the individual. I made a promise to myself. Whatever it is that life can offer me, I must learn to say NO. Especially to the life that starts with letter C. I'm not trying to be "macam good good aje" but I just want to respect myself more. Don't feel offended by this because this is just my own humble opinion. Nothing more. :) Different individual has different perspective. In this life of mine, I want to minimise as much repeatable mistakes as I can. Whatever it is, I just want to lead a normal life. Nothing less, nothing more. :) 7:44 AM Yours truly.	Yours Truly Syahirah. 18. Republic Poly. Pharmaceutical Science. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day. And oh, don't forget to fly. Music Playlist at MixPod.com Click please Links Beads&Ribbons Gf Raudhah Gf Nadz Gf Izzi Gf Leeyan Gf Sasha Gf Anisah Zelah Mr Ng Fatin kidd Andy ShaSha Hasnim Hazirah Lala Parker Sissy Syuu Abg Isk Afiq Heedayah Hyraah Shasha Rockstar Atiqah kasha amira rp daniel rp Syahidah rp Syuee rp Salim rp Nadhirah chiron Atikah chiron Shaihah chiron Nazahah chiron Alif Hakim dhilah sue rp luqman hakim tiqsy Nizzam Abby Ulfah Jolene Aishah Archives May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 Credits Biggest credit: the bikini boy Editor: JollyPills/:B