It's tuesday today. I was supposed to meet my friends over at school for our maths lesson but I overslept. How great is that. Apart from that, I also forgot that there's maths lesson today. hah! I hate maths anyway. :) Dad's working. Mom and the little rascals are out to visit the doctor. I just finished watching HOUSE a few minutes ago with sissy. Whenever I watch it, I somehow feel motivated. :) Alright, enough about House. Oh, my baby cici just bathed just now. I bathed her and she likes the warm water. Now, she's very very clean. :D
You know, I believe that we can't always let fate decide everything when all we do is nothing, not even trying. That is for lazy people. You'll let fate decide only when you've tried your best. For example, sitting for an exam. You give 101% for the paper and you don't leave any questions behind. You double check the paper and make sure there's minimum number of mistakes. You check your workings and make sure that 100 + 100 = 200, instead off 201. Once done with everything and you hand in your paper, that is when you let your hard work and fate decide whether you're gonna pass or fail. You can't just sit for an exam, sleep for an hour, randomly choose the easy questions and answer it 50-50, no double check of workings and answers and then say.. " I'll let fate decide ". That's bullshit. Same goes for life be it in a friendship, relationship or whatsoever. You can't depend on fate 100%. Another example, a cancer patient. Your mindset will tell you that you're gonna die sooner or later and the next thing you do is to weep, lock yourself in the room and let fate decide whether you're gonna live or die. =.= Where's the spirit? Where's the fire in your eyes? I just think giving up is never the solution. Well, that's what I thought. Quitters never win and Winners never quit but if you never quit and you don't win, that means you're a moron. hahaha! no lah, maybe you don't put enough effort. That's all. Just don't quit. :)
To you, I hope you know why I hate to give up and why I don't really support the phrase " let fate decide eveything ". :)
Alright, I better find something better to do now. Oh ya, I want to cook my favourite potato salad. yummy yum yum! Mom, hurry home and bring back the potatoes pleasseeeeeee. Off for another episode of house. Toodles!
11:27 PM
Yours truly.
Yours Truly
Syahirah. 18.
Republic Poly. Pharmaceutical Science.
I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day.
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