A Big Dreamer

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Day 1.

We're officially over. I'm still not over it but I know I will. It will take time. This is a test from god to me and I believe god will never give me a test that I can't handle. I know I can handle this. I just need plenty of time. 2 years isn't thaaaat long but within that 2 years, there were so many beautiful things happened. I'll smile, soon.

For now, sad intrudes my life. I was half asleep back in the morning and I could still think of him. And then, I teared. I hate to cry in silent. It's very painful. :( I know that I should have not texted him but I can't resist it. :( And so after today, all those things we shared are going to be memories.

No more hugs and kisses. :(

No more "kentang hotdog" :(

No more west coast park to feed the fishes :(

No more big lorry ride :(

No more bpp :(

No more pondok :(

No more calls :(

No more sms :(

No more "iloveyou" :(

No more "imissyou" :(

No more "b"

No more birthday celebration with his family :(

No more of his cats ( mamat,tobi,along,cici,sofa,sofi,sara,mek and more )

No more cooking for him

No more shopping at ntuc

No more kfc together

No more mc d

No more of everything that we've done. :(

I couldn't believe that we're over because I still feel him inside me. He's still there within me. :)

8:14 PM
Yours truly.

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	Saturday, December 5, 2009 Day 1. We're officially over. I'm still not over it but I know I will. It will take time. This is a test from god to me and I believe god will never give me a test that I can't handle. I know I can handle this. I just need plenty of time. 2 years isn't thaaaat long but within that 2 years, there were so many beautiful things happened. I'll smile, soon. For now, sad intrudes my life. I was half asleep back in the morning and I could still think of him. And then, I teared. I hate to cry in silent. It's very painful. :( I know that I should have not texted him but I can't resist it. :( And so after today, all those things we shared are going to be memories. No more hugs and kisses. :( No more "kentang hotdog" :( No more west coast park to feed the fishes :( No more big lorry ride :( No more bpp :( No more pondok :( No more calls :( No more sms :( No more "iloveyou" :( No more "imissyou" :( No more "b" No more birthday celebration with his family :( No more of his cats ( mamat,tobi,along,cici,sofa,sofi,sara,mek and more ) No more cooking for him No more shopping at ntuc No more kfc together No more mc d No more of everything that we've done. :( I couldn't believe that we're over because I still feel him inside me. He's still there within me. :) 8:14 PM Yours truly.	Yours Truly Syahirah. 18. Republic Poly. Pharmaceutical Science. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day. And oh, don't forget to fly. Music Playlist at MixPod.com Click please Links Beads&Ribbons Gf Raudhah Gf Nadz Gf Izzi Gf Leeyan Gf Sasha Gf Anisah Zelah Mr Ng Fatin kidd Andy ShaSha Hasnim Hazirah Lala Parker Sissy Syuu Abg Isk Afiq Heedayah Hyraah Shasha Rockstar Atiqah kasha amira rp daniel rp Syahidah rp Syuee rp Salim rp Nadhirah chiron Atikah chiron Shaihah chiron Nazahah chiron Alif Hakim dhilah sue rp luqman hakim tiqsy Nizzam Abby Ulfah Jolene Aishah Archives May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 Credits Biggest credit: the bikini boy Editor: JollyPills/:B