I want to be happy, I want to smile. I want to spend the whole day 2morrow laughing and smiling and taking pictures. I want to eat ice cream while enjoying the sand, sea and the sky. I want to get away from the busy city in Singapore and enjoy nature. I want to adore those winds and the sounds of the waves. I want to sit next to you with you cuddling me. I want to venture, with you. I want to have fun. I don't want to talk about school, guys or whatever shit. I just wanna joke. I want you to make me laugh like you've never see me laugh for 100 years already. I don't want to force myself to laugh or smile because I've had enough faking it. I want everything to be real. No lies, nothing. I want to go here, there and everywhere..within a day. yes! I don't want to feel irritated, no I don't. I want to have you right beside me holding my hands and take me to somewhere. I want to spend time together with you romantically. I want to be love, I want to feel love. I want you to accept me for who I am even when I'm at my very worst. I want you to whisper in my ears " i love you " even when Im treating you like my punching bag. I want you to hug me when I've gone mad and scream at you. Sometimes, I yearn for you..for your presence, for your love. I want you to feel proud of me. I want you to treat me like little girl. I want candies and lots lots lots of hugs and kisses. I want to be spoon fed. I want to feel pampered.  I want your attention. I never say being with me is easy because Im not perfect. I want you to ask me out and take me somewhere. I want to be happy, happy and happy. I want to feel contented. I want to do things tht we enjoy.

I'm just a girl, not yet a woman. I wear t-shirts, pants and flip flops and not heels. Sometimes, I feel childish and spoilt. I don't wear thick make-ups. For Im still a girl, not yet a woman. I want to have fun but at the same, I dont want to forget my roots. Sometimes, I make random speech. That's me. Sometimes, Im silly and ignorant. Sometimes, I'm selfish and totally spoilt. Sometimes, I feel like dressing up. I love to chill, by the sea. I smile but I also frown. I laugh but I also cry. Im nice but Im also mean. I understand but sometimes I can't. Im lovely but Im never unpleasant. Sometimes Im happy and sometimes Im sad. I want gym and sutdy partners. Sometimes I need a pair of listening ears and sometimes I need a shoulder to cry on. I whine and brag but I also mean what I say. Im fickle minded. I dream and I sleep. I have sweet dreams and I have nightmare. I make uncountable mistakes but Im learning it one step at a time. Sometimes Im emo because im emotional. I'm just human being, just like you are. But Im a girl, you're a boy. That's the difference.

Goodnight.