Wednesday, 28th Ocotober 2009.

Thank god, I attended class. I managed to get hold of myself and kicked away the feeling of skipping school. The day before that, the devil came to pay me a visit and influenced me not to come school because physics module suck. I almost fell for it. hehh! But I didn't. :) No doubt, I woke up with a heavy heart but I got up and shake it off baby! I went to school with gf Nadz. Needed to pass her the lab coat. She had her breakfast first at McD before we headed for school and I must say that it was my first time reaching class exactly at 8.30pm. hahh! Thanks to the lift! I got it and my eyes were as heavy as a huge rock sitting on my eyes. pfft! I started on my worksheet and I find it quite manageable that I couldn't see myself getting stuck halfway through. But I was wrong. =.= The moment I stepped to question 6, my oh my..I stuck. There it goes..another strong urge of partial-ing myself. Physics suck, I swear. But what can I do? It's part of my learning journey. =.= I got so demotivated. Having the rest of my teammates which were apparently facing the same problem as me doesn't help at all. pfft! Well, the problem statement was a lil bit tricky. Most of the groups couldn't answer it holistically. Class ended and I was so relief. My anxiety ended. yeay! I went to meet boyfriend and meeting him was never a bad choice. yeeearp! We had our early dinner at KFC and damn! it suck to see Shahrin eating happily while I struggled to get the burger inside my mouth. All thanks to my pain-in-the-ass ulcers at my upper lip. =.= Once done, headed to McD and mug. I did my chem while Shahrin did his wtv module. hahh! In just a blink of an eye, he was playing battlefield already. skejap nah u blajar eh b! I bet your focus was more to your game. kan kan kan? hahaha. Settled with everything, headed down to pondok and slack our tiny little ass. bla bla bla...home sweet home. I was dead beat by then, I swear!

Thursday, 29th October 2009.

Another draggy day for me. I ended up sleepy in class. Had cognitive module and I swear I detest it. But oh well, I gotta do what every republicans do. Sadness. haha! Relief faci came instead of faci violet. nah...the faci doesn't matter at all because I've already hated the module. Started off with a pathetic look on every team members face. They were busy playing games, chatting and fb-ing. pfft! So without wasting my bloody time, I started the convo and we did our worksheet. haha! I don't quite like the faci. She's pregnant but I was thinking where the hell did she get the energy to talk a loooooot?!?!?! She asked so many questions okay and I swear I couldn't stand it. Irritating much. I wanted to partial and guess what....I didn't! I persevered on okay! And ohhs, the class ended late yesterday. Don't thank me, thank the faci. urgh! Whatever it is, had a hell lot of fun after school with gf Izzi. We went to catch a movie at Lot 1. Jennifer's body. Megan fox huh! Sexyyyy lady. Well, I rated it 7/10. The movie was boring at first but it turned out soooo bloody during the climax. A mixture of comedy, thriller, gore and sex scene. Yes! There's sex scene and it's a NC16 movie. wth??? Once done with movie, home sweet home. Tired, as usual. I tucked in to bed as early as 9pm.

Haiz. I'm having mind games currently and it is so not fun. So many things to do yet my entire soul feel so worn out. I wonder why. I have an early sleep but Im still feeling sleepy. wth?!?!?! Seriously, it's not helping me at all. Ut 1 is next week and I need to gather back my strength like ASAP! Somebody call 911! haha. Alright, I shall stop here and continue another day. Toodles.