" I guess I tried too hard this time "

I partial-ed myself today for bio class. I don't know why I can't set my focus to today's problem statement. I am sure I had the motivation during 1st meeting and I was reading all of the resources given by my faci. But than, something bothered me. I am unsure what bothers me so much that I lost my focus and ended up feeling so demotivated to continue. Hmmm, I wonder. I am 50% confident that the unforgiving sight of my physics UT 1 demoralised me. The other 50%, where does it come from? UT 1 is nearing and I am feeling shitty. What is that suppose to mean? =.= I have to gather my strength back. I must! Oh my, sometthing is bothering me. Yes..something...even now. urgh! The thoughts of it irritate me so much. Eeik!!!! And oh, while I was walking back home, I felt a sudden regret. I regretted for partial-ing myself today. Aaargh!! I've learnt my mistakes and there's no way I am going to repeat it again! And to you, lu pi balek rumah..lu pi cebok muke lu! sbab aku tgk da mcm taik! Irritating much!!!

I must get back on track. I must not get influence so easily. I must not and I must NOT! And to you again, go and die! I don't want to be your friend. And oh, please do not self declare yourself that I am your bestest friend. Eeew! No way. Neeeverrrr! Oh tidaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak! Eh, go play far far. Don't come near me, like pleeeeeeeeeeease. Okay, I am sleepy. Nak tido! Schooling tomorrow! goodnight earthlings.