2 more days till syawal. Finally, I am done with my room. yeayness!! But I am not happy with the curtain luhh. I want new curtain so that my room looks soooo fresh bebey! My room also wants to celebrate syawal also okay. :) Next up, the living room. Okay, ni part ader sikit liat nak kemas. haha! Mom is arranging flowers in the vase. She keep on asking me " kak ni boleh tk? ", " ah kak! ni lawa kan? ". hahaha! Tomorrow's friday, I want to go Daiso but my butt feels like sitting at home. =.= how?? Well, we'll see how. And oh, just now in the afternoon as I was watching tv..someone knocked on the door. I opened and I saw a man holding a big hamper. He said " is Mr Gapor in? This is for him. ". I was like ????!! My dad received a hamper!! Shocking to the core. hahahaha! In the hamper itself was juice extractor, grape juice and loads of snacks. wah!! happy skejapan the whole family. Now that I have the juice extractor, I can make my own fruit juice. yeahooooooooooo!!!!!

Hmmmm, have you ever feel that your life is pathetic? I once feel that way but no longer now. Eversince I went to Bangalore, I've learnt to appreciate my life more. I used to brag how boring my life was during holidays with nothing to do. But now, no matter how boring my life is, I learnt to appreciate it. I mean, I'm unsure of how long I would live in this world. I might die tomorrow or worst, later. Life's too short to prioritize my ego. I don't want my life to be filled with sorrowness. At times, I had my hard times but atleast, I've learnt to laugh and smile even if it strikes me. For example today. Had a tiff with someone. God knows how moody I was. Been giving so many miss calls. Not to irritate, but to wake that person up. Guess it was irritation to that someone. Well, I understand. My bad than. Tell me what other ways I could use to wake you up? It was 6.30pm already. Little that person know, I miss him. Usually when this happens, I frowned the whole day. But please, I've learnt my lesson. I might die today and I don't wanna die with a frown on my face. no good. :) Despite that burning heart of mine, I am still able to smile and laugh and joke along with my family. God send dearest cici to me. :) Even if all cici does is to meow or stay mute, I appreciate its presence. Cici is soooooooooooooooooooooo cute!! :D

" Everyone wants to be the sun that brightens up your life. Well I'd rather be the moon that shines on you during your darkest hours ".

To you, happy lepak-ing.