Suddenly, something cross my mind.

I could still remember those time where my clothes where all bought from my parents. How little I used to be back then. How pampered I was with Dad when I was young and naughty. How I used to get everything I want so easily. How my mom used to feed me and how my dad/mom used to bathe for me. <----- oohhhh, awkward huh.

Then as years passed, I could see myself growing. duhh!!! hahahaha. What I mean is, I became independent. I eat myself, bathe myself, buy my own clothes with my own hard earn money, I educate myself and alot more. It's amazing to see this little things that is happening in my life. Back then, I used to ask my parents to make a decision for me. But now when I'm all grown up, I make my own decision and if I made the wrong one, I am responsible for everything. It's me against the world. haha!

But still, there are certain things which I have to rely on my parents. For example, my transport fee, my handphone bill, my school pocket money and alot more. Sometimes I wonder, am I ready to face all of that when I start my career? Will I be able to pay for my own hp bill, transport fee and my own daily expenses? What if I have a family? Can I support my children with all of that? eee...scary!!!

Life begins with an easy journey. As a baby, all you have to do is sleep, cry, milk, food and etc. But as it continue further, it's getting tougher. According to this saying " when the tough gets going, the going gets tough ". The things that is the most furthest from us is our past. yeah? And the nearest to us is death. I'm scared of dying. Are you? eee...I don't want to talk about it.

ooohh, Im feeling very deep today. True and not weird because I am a very deep person. haha! Alright then, I should revise on my 6p. Not blogging..nite! :)