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Saturday, July 11, 2009

" Sometimes, my mind wonders... "

I screwed up my science UT. The moment my UT started, my brain suddenly stop functioning. At that moment, I knew there was no way out. I got so frustrated. I tried to calm myself down and then got back to the question but damn! it didn't work. I stared at my lappy screen. The weird thing was, I could not even understand the questions! Am I that dumb?!?! urrgghhh! What more, most of the questions were about physics and mind you, I took chem & bio during secondary school. pfft! I was so sad and irritated. Irritated because my brain just died on me! Well, for these past one week..I just felt so sleepy the moment I entered my classroom. My eyes were very very heavy. When the class started and it was time to squeeze my brain juice for pdt & worksheets, my brain just stop functioning. yes! It stopped. Tell me why that has to happen? Besides that, my head just felt like bursting into tiny fragments! aarrgghh!! What is happening to me??!?!? I gotta figure something out. There's 3 more UT commencing next week. pffft!!!! *shaking my entire body. Ok ok, calm down. Start thinking Irah............

So today, I woke up at err...10am plus. I think. Once I woke up, got bathe and watched LineWatch with Momsie, sissy and lil bro. After which, sissy went out followed by Parents and lil bro. I decided to stay at home and mug for my next UT. It took me quite a while for me to understand the 6P. I got so irritated at myself but managed to calm myself down and then got back to mug. Haiz. Can you believe it? I stayed at home on SATURDAY and MUG? The last thing I want to do during my weekend was to be alone at home and revise my work. So saddening. I wanted to tag along with Gf Nadz and her friends but I got no mood. Seriously, NO MOOD. There's mentoring tomorrow and earlier on, I thought of skipping it and study for my UT. But I changed my mind. I hold the responsibilty to guide my mentees and I need to be there. Perhaps after mentoring, I'll go somewhere to mug. Somewhere quiet so that it will be easier for me to focus. & then maybe after that, I'll go grab some ice cream for myself as a reward. hahaha! or or, some shopping to be done! Alright, it's 11 already and I better go to sleep!

7:48 AM
Yours truly.

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	Saturday, July 11, 2009 " Sometimes, my mind wonders... " I screwed up my science UT. The moment my UT started, my brain suddenly stop functioning. At that moment, I knew there was no way out. I got so frustrated. I tried to calm myself down and then got back to the question but damn! it didn't work. I stared at my lappy screen. The weird thing was, I could not even understand the questions! Am I that dumb?!?! urrgghhh! What more, most of the questions were about physics and mind you, I took chem & bio during secondary school. pfft! I was so sad and irritated. Irritated because my brain just died on me! Well, for these past one week..I just felt so sleepy the moment I entered my classroom. My eyes were very very heavy. When the class started and it was time to squeeze my brain juice for pdt & worksheets, my brain just stop functioning. yes! It stopped. Tell me why that has to happen? Besides that, my head just felt like bursting into tiny fragments! aarrgghh!! What is happening to me??!?!? I gotta figure something out. There's 3 more UT commencing next week. pffft!!!! *shaking my entire body. Ok ok, calm down. Start thinking Irah............ So today, I woke up at err...10am plus. I think. Once I woke up, got bathe and watched LineWatch with Momsie, sissy and lil bro. After which, sissy went out followed by Parents and lil bro. I decided to stay at home and mug for my next UT. It took me quite a while for me to understand the 6P. I got so irritated at myself but managed to calm myself down and then got back to mug. Haiz. Can you believe it? I stayed at home on SATURDAY and MUG? The last thing I want to do during my weekend was to be alone at home and revise my work. So saddening. I wanted to tag along with Gf Nadz and her friends but I got no mood. Seriously, NO MOOD. There's mentoring tomorrow and earlier on, I thought of skipping it and study for my UT. But I changed my mind. I hold the responsibilty to guide my mentees and I need to be there. Perhaps after mentoring, I'll go somewhere to mug. Somewhere quiet so that it will be easier for me to focus. & then maybe after that, I'll go grab some ice cream for myself as a reward. hahaha! or or, some shopping to be done! Alright, it's 11 already and I better go to sleep! 7:48 AM Yours truly.	Yours Truly Syahirah. 18. Republic Poly. Pharmaceutical Science. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day. And oh, don't forget to fly. Music Playlist at MixPod.com Click please Links Beads&Ribbons Gf Raudhah Gf Nadz Gf Izzi Gf Leeyan Gf Sasha Gf Anisah Zelah Mr Ng Fatin kidd Andy ShaSha Hasnim Hazirah Lala Parker Sissy Syuu Abg Isk Afiq Heedayah Hyraah Shasha Rockstar Atiqah kasha amira rp daniel rp Syahidah rp Syuee rp Salim rp Nadhirah chiron Atikah chiron Shaihah chiron Nazahah chiron Alif Hakim dhilah sue rp luqman hakim tiqsy Nizzam Abby Ulfah Jolene Aishah Archives May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 Credits Biggest credit: the bikini boy Editor: JollyPills/:B