I've learn something today. I've learn that I MUST and I NEED to save my ass first before saving someone's ass. I need to start learning how to put myself first. I need to learn how to be selfish at times. For what I know, I've been saving people's ass and I can't even save mine. pfft! & when I can't save mine, I got myself into so much of thinking which leads to this one word : STRESS. & when I got stress, I lose control of myself. Obviously, that can't happen anymore. Enough is enough!

To my neighbour, I am sorry if I made a sudden decision. I cannot commit myself to your child who is apparently going through PSLE. I've alot to do for myself & I don't want to be responsible for your child's grades. I can't help myself, what more to your daughter? I am sorry. And if you want to bad mouth me or my mom, go ahead lah. I don't give a shit about it! I don't want to be responsible for your daughter's future. I have mine to worry about. & I don't want to be involve with you because I know, your words are extreme sharp. Find someone better to help your daughter, okay? Good Luck & May god bless your family. ;)

All my problems are gone for good now. I can't let myself fall for another trap. For now, all I want to do is to concentrate on my studies. I've been taking school too lightly and it's really the time for me to start being serious. Next week is going to be a new day. What past is past & I'm going to throw all the bad one in the rubbish bin. ;)

And ohh, I broke my favourite bangles. saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad lah! Out of anger, I banged my hand into the table so hard that the bangles pecah into beads and pieces. eeeee, regret regret. Now I have to buy another one for me. chet! but hey, strong jgak aku ni ey. hahaha!!!! Don't mess with me hor! or im going to bang my hand at you and get your teeth all break into tiny lil pieces. woah woah! hahaha.. k crap!

It's 12.40 am already and I have yet to crush in to bed. Im having mentoring tomorrow! pfft! And oh...