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Friday, July 3, 2009


I'm in a state of anger & I'm letting it out here. You don't like it? Don't hesitate to leave. ;)

Suddenly, so many responsibilities hang on me. I got shocked. I thought handling those responsibilities were as easy as picking up the broken pieces of a glass, but it was much more harder than that.

1) I got myself involve in someone's life. I am responsible for that someone's PSLE result. They paid me. 3 subjects, twice a week, 2 hours. It's hard to commit myself in that. I have some other stuffs to think about too, which I believe it's much more important. But than, I got myself into this and I have no way out. It's frustrating and irritating. Frustrated because that someone's parents put so much expectation on me, I never see that coming. And that someone's parents have such a big mouth and has a big talent for bad-mouth-ing people. F that!!!! grr!!!!!! Im fcuking pissed right now. Fcuking fcuking pissed!!!

2) For the time being, I seriously think I need alot of rest and alot of time for myself. I need to take a break after dealing with so much of heartaches and problems. urgh!!! UT 2 commence next week & I am struggling to juggle my time to guide that someone, study for my UT 2 and alot more. arrrrggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! How I wish things could be abit easier for me to deal with. Especially with that someone's PSLE thingy and that someone's parents. F YOU ok!

3) & also, F this mentoring thingy. F the person in charge! YOU make things so hard for us and if you want us to commit to you, fcuking pay us ON TIME and also stop being fcuking demanding. For fcuk sake, WE are volunteers! & F your sacarsm! You're the person in charge, SO??? F you too ok?!?!?! kaaaaaaaaaaniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin#%!#$&%@#^&!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4) & fcuk those pictures! fcuk it fcuk it fcuk it!! AAAAARRRGGGGGGGGGHHH!!!!!!

Oh finally, I've let it all out. But still, it's not enough. I just feel like kicking someone's ass or stab someone in the head!! I want to screeeaaaamm!!!! aaarggghhhhh! I want to dissappear lah!

7:19 AM
Yours truly.