Life is very hard isn't it? At times, when life's hard, we just have to look it in a simplest way. That'll make us feel better. yeah? Sometimes, things are not that complicated but if it does, it can be entangled. No doubt about that.

There's so many things in life we humans have to juggle. Some managed to juggle while others fail. For those who succeed, congrats and all the best. But for those who don't, it's not the end. Somehow, this phrase inspire me, " everything will be okay in the end but if it's not okay, its not the end. " That phrase helps me alot in my current hurdles. I stood strong, very strong. Infact, I've never been any stronger than this. At times, I just fell and it hurts me. Thats where I think I should give up but just so I was about to do so, someone comes to my mind and it changes the whole view. I decide to continue fighting. No matter how many times I got stab, fall, bleed, I'm not going to give up. I'll keep going because I know that someone is fighting too. Cheers for you & me.


And that someone is..


Shahrin, no doubt that we are having the hardest time with each other. It's a non-stop disagreements and this whole thing is taking it's toll on us. We are driving each other nuts. Complicated. Very complicated. But I can still see that we are not giving up and we don't want to admit defeats. Maybe, it's a test given for the both of us. A crazy test. I just can't seem to find the words to summarise everything up but I never fail to keep praying that this test will lead us to somewhere. Our relationship has it's meaning. A very meaningful one. I don't want to let this test ruin everything. I'm still holding on strong. I'm still fighting. I'm bleeding but still, I'm not dead yet..you know why? because everytime I bleed, the thoughts of you and us heals everything. It keeps on rotating, non-stop. I see us going far and thats the reason why I'm still out here to fight, fighting for my rights and fighting for 29/11/07. I've never fight so strong like this before. You might think that there are still so many things out there for me to fight hard for. But you gotta think again, it's my choice and I chose to fight for this. I'll fight for something else, no doubt about that, but I'll fight HARDER for us. It is a fight that I don't want to lose. The main thing is, I Love You. Lets keep the main thing the MAIN thing and nothing else should matter.