First, I am screwed. I just received a letter from school regarding my attendance. Yes, I have poor attendance. I'm expecting it, no doubt about that. Well I guess I must refrain myself from not-going-to-school. This complications forced me to skip because if I attend class, I would probably day dreaming and get myself a poor grades. I don't want that to happen. It sure does suck to receive a letter from school because it's my first time, I swear. Haizz..

How can I get away from this mess? I mean I can't just run away because it won't solve anything. It's hard, I swear. The hardest leap and the biggest roller coaster loop ever. My UT commence next Moday and I can't even focus on one module! I swear to god I don't wanna ask why it is happening to me because I believe everything happens for a reason. Can someone talk to me NICELY and knock some encouragement words?? Wait long long sia irah! k shut up! Maybe it was not made for me. blearghh...

And lastly, I need an unconditional hug. Anyone???

If I fall, would you let me it the ground???? & if the boat is sinking, would you let me drown? I want to ride my life like a soldier with you. Get it??