" The curious case of Benjamin Button- I am soooo going to watch it TODAY! "

At the moment, I'll pick the smiles that drop along the way. I'll glue it and stick it onto my mouth so that I will look like I'm smilling. :) Lets pretend nothing happened today. I might not be that good at pretending but I can always masquerade myself. I've got alot to do than to just ponder about it. Waste of time. I know I can't stop thinking about it but what can I do? Keeping myself busy ain't gonna work because this stupid mind of mine is overload with some stuff that I couldn't help but to think of it. I hate that. Somestimes, I hate being me. I worry about little stuff. Am I too concerned? Well, maybe. For once, I just want to be happy all the time. Knowing that there's always partners to talk to. I think, I need a girlfriend. Oh no, I sounds so wrong. Oh well, nevermind. I guess I'll have to wait till school re-open and I should be having the time of my life. Old friends to hang out with and cca to keep me happy. ;) March, please arrive faster. I can't stand the boredom anymore and I can't stand waiting.. Sometimes, I wonder. Why must someone be happy but get sad in just a few minutes time? Doesn't that someone deserve a longer happiness? Am I talking crap here? LOL. Well, the reason why I am talking like this is because my fucking mind is not at ease and my fcuking train of thoughts is rudely distracted.

Mind those words above. It's not a sunny day for me today. I think I might be watching movie with lil sissy today and if we did, I hope the movie put my mind at ease and brighten my day. Hahahahahahahaha. The movie starts at 5.40pm. Still a loooong way to go. Haaaaaaizzzzzzzzz.

11:13 PM
Yours truly.