A Big Dreamer

Monday, February 9, 2009

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" I'll get better. Don't bother asking."

Another day spend at home. I'm so used to it. ;) Lil sissy will be going out later with her boyfriend. It's been a week since they met. LOL. Hmmmmm...kick off my day with a lil bit of frustration. hahaha..I am just frustrated of thinking what to do at home and how can I make my day a pleasant one. School, please arrive as soon as possible. So, watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons yesterday night with boyfriend. A draggy movie. For those who get bored easily and is not curious enough, that movie ain't for you. Ended at 11.30pm and then headed home. Will be meeting raudhah later at Lot 1. Afterwhich, proceed back to my home and LEPAK.

" Gotta be strong and face it. Like I said, I am not trying to make it happen again. But sometimes, that feelings come and go. I don't ask for it. Well, worry not. I should be strong enough to handle my emotions. Expect less. And this morning, I learned something. If you want to do something and you have doubts, drop the thoughts of doing it. And in this world, you stand alone and also..die alone. So, I guess I know what to do already. Been there and done that. Sickening. And yeah, I want to be independent. So shut the fuck up and just do it Irah. Get busy. "

Well readers, tell me how would you feel if there's nothing more you could do to make yourself busy and you seriously want to get busy, but you don't. How would you feel when you're not able to control your own emotions. Suck isn't it? You don't ask for it to happen but it just did. And it suck too, to know that someone will tell you that you don't know how to handle the situation. Yeah?? It's like they're adding salt to your wound. And how would you feel when you want to feel right, but you hardly feel great about yourself. SUCK SUCK SUCK. Oh, I think I need to stop complaining yeah? I don't want to make someone get mad. Don't bother asking. Toodles. :)

9:25 PM
Yours truly.

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	Monday, February 9, 2009 Post " I'll get better. Don't bother asking." Another day spend at home. I'm so used to it. ;) Lil sissy will be going out later with her boyfriend. It's been a week since they met. LOL. Hmmmmm...kick off my day with a lil bit of frustration. hahaha..I am just frustrated of thinking what to do at home and how can I make my day a pleasant one. School, please arrive as soon as possible. So, watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons yesterday night with boyfriend. A draggy movie. For those who get bored easily and is not curious enough, that movie ain't for you. Ended at 11.30pm and then headed home. Will be meeting raudhah later at Lot 1. Afterwhich, proceed back to my home and LEPAK. " Gotta be strong and face it. Like I said, I am not trying to make it happen again. But sometimes, that feelings come and go. I don't ask for it. Well, worry not. I should be strong enough to handle my emotions. Expect less. And this morning, I learned something. If you want to do something and you have doubts, drop the thoughts of doing it. And in this world, you stand alone and also..die alone. So, I guess I know what to do already. Been there and done that. Sickening. And yeah, I want to be independent. So shut the fuck up and just do it Irah. Get busy. " Well readers, tell me how would you feel if there's nothing more you could do to make yourself busy and you seriously want to get busy, but you don't. How would you feel when you're not able to control your own emotions. Suck isn't it? You don't ask for it to happen but it just did. And it suck too, to know that someone will tell you that you don't know how to handle the situation. Yeah?? It's like they're adding salt to your wound. And how would you feel when you want to feel right, but you hardly feel great about yourself. SUCK SUCK SUCK. Oh, I think I need to stop complaining yeah? I don't want to make someone get mad. Don't bother asking. Toodles. :) 9:25 PM Yours truly.	Yours Truly Syahirah. 18. Republic Poly. Pharmaceutical Science. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day. And oh, don't forget to fly. Music Playlist at MixPod.com Click please Links Beads&Ribbons Gf Raudhah Gf Nadz Gf Izzi Gf Leeyan Gf Sasha Gf Anisah Zelah Mr Ng Fatin kidd Andy ShaSha Hasnim Hazirah Lala Parker Sissy Syuu Abg Isk Afiq Heedayah Hyraah Shasha Rockstar Atiqah kasha amira rp daniel rp Syahidah rp Syuee rp Salim rp Nadhirah chiron Atikah chiron Shaihah chiron Nazahah chiron Alif Hakim dhilah sue rp luqman hakim tiqsy Nizzam Abby Ulfah Jolene Aishah Archives May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 Credits Biggest credit: the bikini boy Editor: JollyPills/:B