I was awaken by my handphone's ringtone. It was an sms from the

MOE regarding the school results. I was hoping that what I see at

my hp screen was " Congratulations! You've been posted to S'pore Poly

Landscape Architecture Course! " but instead..it turned out to be

" Congratulations!! Your jae application is successful! You've been posted

to ITE EAST with Chemical Technology course!! " I was like WTH!!

CONGRATULATIONS but ITE?? I was in despair & I swear!! I couldn't

get back to my sleep. I was totally out of words. To RE-CONFIRM that

I really couldnt make it to Poly, I log on to the moe website and see with my

own naked eyes that I was posted to ITE. & it's true..Posted to ITE. *sigh!

And I told myself " That's it Irah!!! You cannot make it to Poly!! Choose between

ITE or NAFA or Private D. I was totally in confusion. I was so stressed that

I went over to bpp and met with bf. From there, I tried so hard to think carefully

& make my choice very clear because this will determine my FUTURE!!!!

The above picture was taken at Jurong Entertainment Ice Skating ring.

Went over there to slack around and COOL down my mind. And so,

after alot of brainstorming..My choice was to proceed to ITE. From there,

I will PROMISE myself to work my ass off and get myself to Poly.

" THIS IS NOT THE END, BUT IT'S JUST THE BEGINNING..SO START OFF WELL "

To boyfriend,

I had an awesome day with you today. You managed to

cheer me up dear. Muacks! Thank You so much. I was happy

that I'm with you today. Your smile and your laughter really brings

joy to my life. Once again, Thank You & I Love YOU!!

6:38 AM
Yours truly.