To my most beloved boyfriend Shahrin,

I am really sorry for what had happened early in the morning.

I know you didn't mean to cancel our breakfast. I really do

understand your situation. It's not your fault, it was mine. Apparently

I am too exhausted to drag myself to Al Ameen and have our breakfast

there. No kidding, I swear I am exhausted. My body feel so weak and

my muscles are all tensed up. And for that, I got frustrated and grumpy

over small things. I really want to meet you and have our breakfast together

but I was too frustrated with the suddened changed of place and then I

blow up. I am so sorry boyfriend, I really do. Just before I go to work, I

just want you to know that whatever happen, I will still love you.

Quarrelling do happens in relationship but we have to take it positive

because it makes us more closer and closer. My hurts to see you

sad or whatever, I swear! Last word, I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH!!!!

I felt weird because I've never felt so tired before. Maybe it was due to

work or something. But I swear I am exhausted. I just feel like sleeping

till my body get back all the energy needed. My eyes are very sleepy &

my body just want to lie down on the bed 24 hours. The moment I get up,

my head will be spinning and my world will start of to be dark. After a few

seconds, it will be normal again. Haizzz, earning money is hard yeah. I gotta

work real hard to earn money. I don't feel like going to work today. I want to

rest. I will be working from 5 to 1 am today followed by 10 to 5pm on Saturday.

So that means, when I get back home today.. I only have 6 hours to sleep and

then off to work again. Haizz, boleh pengsan sak aku mcm nie. Nak continue ker

atau nak quit ehk?? Oh well, let the time tells. OMG I'm so tired, Im so tired.

9:35 PM
Yours truly.