A Big Dreamer

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

To enter the ward and saw my grandmother lying over there on the bed with tubes in her nose and some other stuff with my own NAKED EYES was really the most saddest thing that had happened in my life. Of course I teared but the tears I shed is nothing compare to the love I have for her. I really want her to get well as soon as possible. I was absolutely shocked when I first entered the ward. I never thought that is was going to be like that. I felt the pain inside me.

I seriously was speechless and I couldnt say much but to pray for her best. I can't stand looking at her because when I looked at her, I WILL CRY. Same goes to my other cousins. Their eyes were red and I know how they felt. I never thought she would be there lying on the bed, unconsious. Looking at her in that condition really made me go ????. Haizz, I really couldnt describe it now. I really can't. Grandma, please be strong and get well real soon will ya??

MY GRANDMOTHER

A very good mother to all her sons & daughhters.

A mother who sacrifised alot for her childrens & grandchildrens.

She took care of my other siblings & myself when we were still a baby.

She took care of us with so much tender. She fed us with her delicious

food ever. She who never say give up inspired me to live my life to the

fullest. From young till now, she cooked for us, washed the clothes,

take care of the little cousins, go to the market & more. Her sacrifisations

that she made is really big. She once took care of her own daughter who

had a cancer 4 years ago till her own daughter passed away. She fed her

& prayed alot for her. But looked what happened now, she is now diagnosed

with a cancer and that is painful for her, I know. After losing her daughter,

the last thing she wants to know is that NON of her sons & daughter is

diagnosed with cancer BUT instead of all that, its HER..MY GRANDMOTHER

who is diagnosed from cancer. Her spirit to live really make me proud to be

her grandaughter.

" Ya allah, kau panjangkan lah umur nenekku dan sembuhkan dia dari segala

penyakit yang ada pada dirinya. Kau ampunkanlah segala dosa2nya ya allah.

Ya allah, aku bermohon kepadamu ya allah..kabulkan lah doa2 ku ini. Amin

amin yarobbal alaminn..."

Talk no more. Im done.

tears are rolling down my cheeks.

7:40 AM
Yours truly.

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	Wednesday, December 26, 2007 To enter the ward and saw my grandmother lying over there on the bed with tubes in her nose and some other stuff with my own NAKED EYES was really the most saddest thing that had happened in my life. Of course I teared but the tears I shed is nothing compare to the love I have for her. I really want her to get well as soon as possible. I was absolutely shocked when I first entered the ward. I never thought that is was going to be like that. I felt the pain inside me. I seriously was speechless and I couldnt say much but to pray for her best. I can't stand looking at her because when I looked at her, I WILL CRY. Same goes to my other cousins. Their eyes were red and I know how they felt. I never thought she would be there lying on the bed, unconsious. Looking at her in that condition really made me go ????. Haizz, I really couldnt describe it now. I really can't. Grandma, please be strong and get well real soon will ya?? MY GRANDMOTHER A very good mother to all her sons & daughhters. A mother who sacrifised alot for her childrens & grandchildrens. She took care of my other siblings & myself when we were still a baby. She took care of us with so much tender. She fed us with her delicious food ever. She who never say give up inspired me to live my life to the fullest. From young till now, she cooked for us, washed the clothes, take care of the little cousins, go to the market & more. Her sacrifisations that she made is really big. She once took care of her own daughter who had a cancer 4 years ago till her own daughter passed away. She fed her & prayed alot for her. But looked what happened now, she is now diagnosed with a cancer and that is painful for her, I know. After losing her daughter, the last thing she wants to know is that NON of her sons & daughter is diagnosed with cancer BUT instead of all that, its HER..MY GRANDMOTHER who is diagnosed from cancer. Her spirit to live really make me proud to be her grandaughter. " Ya allah, kau panjangkan lah umur nenekku dan sembuhkan dia dari segala penyakit yang ada pada dirinya. Kau ampunkanlah segala dosa2nya ya allah. Ya allah, aku bermohon kepadamu ya allah..kabulkan lah doa2 ku ini. Amin amin yarobbal alaminn..." Talk no more. Im done. tears are rolling down my cheeks. 7:40 AM Yours truly.	Yours Truly Syahirah. 18. Republic Poly. Pharmaceutical Science. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day. And oh, don't forget to fly. Music Playlist at MixPod.com Click please Links Beads&Ribbons Gf Raudhah Gf Nadz Gf Izzi Gf Leeyan Gf Sasha Gf Anisah Zelah Mr Ng Fatin kidd Andy ShaSha Hasnim Hazirah Lala Parker Sissy Syuu Abg Isk Afiq Heedayah Hyraah Shasha Rockstar Atiqah kasha amira rp daniel rp Syahidah rp Syuee rp Salim rp Nadhirah chiron Atikah chiron Shaihah chiron Nazahah chiron Alif Hakim dhilah sue rp luqman hakim tiqsy Nizzam Abby Ulfah Jolene Aishah Archives May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 Credits Biggest credit: the bikini boy Editor: JollyPills/:B