I am feeling exhausted, really. Woke up early in the morning & had a bathed.

I told mum that I will be going out later in the afternoon to meet Gf Nadz

to take my pants from her. before meeting Nadz, I met up with dearest bf.

I Need Him & I Miss Him. Bf & me waited for Gf Nadz at one of the block

near Petir Lrt. Oh Nadz, I really miss you like a lot seii. I had a great chat

with her and we were exchanging songs through bluetooth. ~haaa. ILY Nadz.

We then parted ways. Nadz went over to her grandma's crib while bf & me

when to the Greendrige Shooping Mall. We went to tha Banquet & get

ourselves Muay Chee. Bf's lil bro came down later on & he had a carrot

cake for himself. Bf..Please don't be mad at me but I have to say that your

little brother is very cute laahh. When I looked at him, I can see you. ~haa.

He resembles you lahh bf. I had fun chatting with kirin (bf's lil bro's nick).

Oh well, we shall go out together again yeahsss. Maybe, catch some movie?

Haizz, I can say that Im falling apart right now but still going strong.

I'm exhausted but who cares anyway. As long as I can see my grandma.

Besides that, I'm stress. Couldn't describe why I'm stress but I can feel

the tense. Im unpredictable lately. I can be laughing and I could be sad &

mood swing in a couple of hours later. Im in need of money. I really want to

help my dad and my cousins. I want to work but where?? I thought of working

at the Taman Jurong Pizza Hut but to think of it, I don't think it's worth it.

Through out this looooong & booring holidays, I have learned a lot.

I learned so many things that I cannot wait to start a brand new

life in 2008. I cannot wait to get my O level results. No matter how

bad or good my results is, I know where I'm going & I know what I

want to do. What I know is that, education is very inportant for me.

So, I'm going to work real hard after getting my results. I will be very

happy if my results are qualified for Polytechnics. * Praying very hard*.

But if ( touch wood, touch wood ) my results did not meet the criteria to

be in Polytechnics, I'm thinking of taking Private Diploma & work my arse off

or worst comes to worst, going ITE high nitec, study real hard & proceed to

Polytechnics. Phew, a lot of things are going through in my mind right now.

1) Thinking of my grandmother & our family&cousins problems.

2) Thinking of where to earned money & where to work ??

3) Will my grandmother be ok ???

4) How can I spend my Holidays meaningfully.

& a lot more laahh. Urrgh!!!

OK SHUT.

I've said my piece.

6:50 AM
Yours truly.