A Big Dreamer

Friday, November 2, 2007

The sense of regret is just so strong that it effect my mood.
I should have studied last year and not this year.
I should have been more focused and not playing around.
Oh well, it's useless to regret for something that had already happened.

Honestly, I have no mood right now.
I just feel so lethargic and sad. A mixed feeling.
I need someone whom I can spit everything out.
But nah, I want to be independent.

I was confident of scoring well in my mother tongue and art paper.
English was just fine but maths and science. They bring me down.
Uuurrgghh. I don't know what I want to do now.
Commit suicide?? ~haaaaaaaaa. Oh hell no. I don't do stupid stuff.
What I really want is to give myself a second chance.
I know I can do it but it's just that I need some more time.

Oh well,
Enough Said.
I am not in the mood.
Take care people.

1:47 AM
Yours truly.

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	Friday, November 2, 2007 The sense of regret is just so strong that it effect my mood. I should have studied last year and not this year. I should have been more focused and not playing around. Oh well, it's useless to regret for something that had already happened. Honestly, I have no mood right now. I just feel so lethargic and sad. A mixed feeling. I need someone whom I can spit everything out. But nah, I want to be independent. I was confident of scoring well in my mother tongue and art paper. English was just fine but maths and science. They bring me down. Uuurrgghh. I don't know what I want to do now. Commit suicide?? ~haaaaaaaaa. Oh hell no. I don't do stupid stuff. What I really want is to give myself a second chance. I know I can do it but it's just that I need some more time. Oh well, Enough Said. I am not in the mood. Take care people. 1:47 AM Yours truly.	Yours Truly Syahirah. 18. Republic Poly. Pharmaceutical Science. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day. And oh, don't forget to fly. Music Playlist at MixPod.com Click please Links Beads&Ribbons Gf Raudhah Gf Nadz Gf Izzi Gf Leeyan Gf Sasha Gf Anisah Zelah Mr Ng Fatin kidd Andy ShaSha Hasnim Hazirah Lala Parker Sissy Syuu Abg Isk Afiq Heedayah Hyraah Shasha Rockstar Atiqah kasha amira rp daniel rp Syahidah rp Syuee rp Salim rp Nadhirah chiron Atikah chiron Shaihah chiron Nazahah chiron Alif Hakim dhilah sue rp luqman hakim tiqsy Nizzam Abby Ulfah Jolene Aishah Archives May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 Credits Biggest credit: the bikini boy Editor: JollyPills/:B