Howe Zhong,

I know we had ended our relationship,

but I don't want to end it in a bad bad way.

I don't like it. I want us to end it in a good way.

I want us to let go of one another sincerely.

We have been swearing & cursing to one another

just because we are mad at each other. But that's not

the way to end it.

I don't want you to hate me & of course,

never will I hate you for all those hurtful words

you had said to me. I know you did not say it purposely.

I know you are mad so you tend to have this tendency to

throw everything out in order for you to feel better. I

don't blame you. I really don't. I understand how you feel.

It was very hard for me to make this decision.

Letting you go was the hardest situation ever,

knowing that I will definitely miss you, even NOW.

But I guess that this is the best solution I could ever think of,

to end it earlier.

I know that we have shared so many happiness

together and therefore it was hard for the both of

us to accept this, but good things don't last forever.

I have to do what I gotta do.

Now that we have made up our mind by leading our

own life, I just want you to take good care of yourself.

Have a nice future ahead and always remember, I will

miss you.

Before I leave,

I want you to know that having you in

my life before was a blessings for me. Those

happy moments we spent together will stay fresh

in my mind. I have never regret of loving someone like you.

I will always miss you.

Thanks for all those smile & laughters

we shared. I miss you.

Till here then.

With so much of love

-Syahirah-

2:42 AM
Yours truly.