A Big Dreamer

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

I woke up early this morning feeling very sleepy.I was too exhausted yesterday and the tiredness are still with me.Despite feeling very sleepy,I was excited to go school.There is a reason why I was so excited to go school and that was because I wanted to see that one particular person whom I miss the most.Met Izzi at the usual place,took the lrt and met the rest of the sisterhood at Petir lrt.Reached school and I felt even more excited.At last,I got to see my one and only person whom I misses the most and thats my BOYFRIEND.Somehow,things didnt go the way that I expected it to be.I felt so helpless and I was totally sad plus dissapointed in myself.I was blaming myself all the way.I couldnt help myself.I kept questioning myself whyit happened and did I do anything wrong??My thoughts is flirting with me.I was sad today,really.But hey,I wont let my feelings control me.I take control of my mood and so I behave as per normal but deep down...Only GOD knows how I felt just know.Haiizzz.I hate it when things just change but I know that I must adapt myself to changes that is happening around me.Nothing last forever am I right??Even a non-living thing can be OUT OF ORDER.hahahaha.yeah..everyone will experience DEATH one day.So my dear friends..Live your life to the fullest while you can.Do not waste your life.Smile as wide as you can and everything will be just fine.If you are sad...don't keep it to yourself because it won't help.Talk things out with your bestfriend and joke with them.hmmm..am I weird today???Oh well..

And yeah.I felt really sad YESTERDAY and TODAY.I've been sigh-ing a lot of times.I just dont know why.I am just too afraid.I am too afraid of losing someone that I really love.I went so emo-ish just know and yesterday bit thank god that I dont really make it obvious and yeah..I will NEVER make it obvious.It is just within god and myself.

WELL BLOGGY.I'LL END IT HERE.

taking care people.

CHERISH THE ONE YOU LOVE BECAUSE YOU WILL NVR KNOW WHEN YOU ARE GOING TO LOSE THEM.

I AM MISSING AND LOVING MY BOYFRIEND.

Yours Truly..

Syahirah.

5:44 AM
Yours truly.

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	Wednesday, August 15, 2007 I woke up early this morning feeling very sleepy.I was too exhausted yesterday and the tiredness are still with me.Despite feeling very sleepy,I was excited to go school.There is a reason why I was so excited to go school and that was because I wanted to see that one particular person whom I miss the most.Met Izzi at the usual place,took the lrt and met the rest of the sisterhood at Petir lrt.Reached school and I felt even more excited.At last,I got to see my one and only person whom I misses the most and thats my BOYFRIEND.Somehow,things didnt go the way that I expected it to be.I felt so helpless and I was totally sad plus dissapointed in myself.I was blaming myself all the way.I couldnt help myself.I kept questioning myself whyit happened and did I do anything wrong??My thoughts is flirting with me.I was sad today,really.But hey,I wont let my feelings control me.I take control of my mood and so I behave as per normal but deep down...Only GOD knows how I felt just know.Haiizzz.I hate it when things just change but I know that I must adapt myself to changes that is happening around me.Nothing last forever am I right??Even a non-living thing can be OUT OF ORDER.hahahaha.yeah..everyone will experience DEATH one day.So my dear friends..Live your life to the fullest while you can.Do not waste your life.Smile as wide as you can and everything will be just fine.If you are sad...don't keep it to yourself because it won't help.Talk things out with your bestfriend and joke with them.hmmm..am I weird today???Oh well.. And yeah.I felt really sad YESTERDAY and TODAY.I've been sigh-ing a lot of times.I just dont know why.I am just too afraid.I am too afraid of losing someone that I really love.I went so emo-ish just know and yesterday bit thank god that I dont really make it obvious and yeah..I will NEVER make it obvious.It is just within god and myself. WELL BLOGGY.I'LL END IT HERE. taking care people. CHERISH THE ONE YOU LOVE BECAUSE YOU WILL NVR KNOW WHEN YOU ARE GOING TO LOSE THEM. I AM MISSING AND LOVING MY BOYFRIEND. Yours Truly.. Syahirah. 5:44 AM Yours truly.	Yours Truly Syahirah. 18. Republic Poly. Pharmaceutical Science. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day. And oh, don't forget to fly. Music Playlist at MixPod.com Click please Links Beads&Ribbons Gf Raudhah Gf Nadz Gf Izzi Gf Leeyan Gf Sasha Gf Anisah Zelah Mr Ng Fatin kidd Andy ShaSha Hasnim Hazirah Lala Parker Sissy Syuu Abg Isk Afiq Heedayah Hyraah Shasha Rockstar Atiqah kasha amira rp daniel rp Syahidah rp Syuee rp Salim rp Nadhirah chiron Atikah chiron Shaihah chiron Nazahah chiron Alif Hakim dhilah sue rp luqman hakim tiqsy Nizzam Abby Ulfah Jolene Aishah Archives May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 Credits Biggest credit: the bikini boy Editor: JollyPills/:B