Goodness,I felt so down today.

and yes I really do and Im trying so hard to overcome it.

urrrggh.I so hate it when it turn this way and I can only wonder why?

[Okie.This post might be a lil bit emo-ish but this came from the bottom of my heart.]

I was HAPPY and I mean VERRY HAPPY the moment boyfie confessed his love to me.I was practically shocked but at the same time,I felt like crying..Tears of joy.The sparks that I see through his eyes started very long time already.My dream was to be with him and yes it came true.It was a miracle happened in my life.Loving him is all I know and missing him is all I do.The news was spread so fast that I saw some change in other peoples face.I had NO FREAKING IDEA WHY they gave me this COLD LOOK!!!Tell me STRAIGHT to my face if I did anything wrong in this life!!!And yes!!!My instinct is always right.They are against our relationship and why is that so.i was freaking horribly terribly sad when some of his friends told him that we can only last for 2 week and what was that suppose to mean???And YES!!!I am CRYING right now.I feel the pain deep down inside.Tell me,Is it a CRIMINAL to be with the one I love???So what if I am a muslim girl???What is soo bad about muslim people.This is singapore and we celebrate Racial Harmony Day isnt it??Oh gosh..I couldnt describe my feelings right now.I am speechless and heartache.but no matter what..

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND.

;)

6:26 AM
Yours truly.