.LOVE PEOPLE.

Today was awesome.School was a bit tired due to the soccer my classmates and I played during PE lesson.I was feeling very restless after the PE lesson.My mood was unpredictable.Seriously,I felt so moody today and during our outing to Ngee An Poly.Yup yup,gerlfriends and I went to visit Ngee An Poly.My mood was inpredictable that I tend to feel pissed without any apparent reason.No one knows why but I truly knew why.I felt it inside and it is very hard to overcome it.Yeah,I am talking shits here.Oh well,I had lots of fun too eventhough I was faking it ALL THE WAY.Trying to show that I am not moody is a hell.I have to control my emotions and GOD knows how hard and horrible I felt.Played pool at beauty world and it was just A-OKAY.I wasnt enjoying myself and I just felt like crying.Sat outside the BP mcdonald later on and we did laugh like nobody bussiness.Friends must have thought that I did laugh my lungs out but I have to say that I'm not.I force myself to laugh as loud as I could and remain my emotions calm.Forcing myself to laugh is the only remedy for me not to cry.I did teared when I was walking alone on my home.Reached home already and I have to pretend again.Oh why oh why.

6:24 AM
Yours truly.