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Friday, July 6, 2007
It's been 4 days since I open my mouth and talk to her.I am so mad at her that I couldnt looked at her.The moment I accidentally made an eye contact with her,I will feel so pissed that my mood will swing.I have been trying to forget the past but I just couldnt.I was pretty mad to talk to her.After all the advises that I gave it to her,I was hoping that things will change but it didnt.All my efforts of helping her to change was useless and it is not worth my effort.Before,she used to tell me all her problems and all her shits.I was bloody stressed about it because I was shot with so many things to advise to her and she kept asking WHY and WHY and WHY things happened to her that way.I told her that I didnt have the answer to her question but she kept shooting me!And that made me VERY STRESS.Sometimes,I am not stress about school stuff you know,SHE somehow made me feel so stressed.And sometimes,I just felt that she took me for granted and that she want extra attention.Once during BIO lesson,you told me that you are sick of falling in love in guys and that you didnt entertain them like how you use to entertain them before but soon,I was told that you are attached with some guy and Im like WHAT THE HELL!!!All your words meant nothing!You didnt mean what you said girl.Last year,you said IN FRONT of me that you WANT to change but it is already in the year of 2007 and you didnt change a single bit!!What are you trying to show?That you need someone again to make you change and show you the right path.In this life,your future IS IN YOUR HAND. It is not in the hands OF YOUR FRIENDS.You have to be INDEPENDANT GIRL.You cannot depend on your friends!They have their own life to leads.And sometimes,our life are distract with your smallie little problems that you,yourself can handle but you make it like SO BIG that you need someone to be there for you and when we gave you advises,YOU NEVER LISTEN!So whats the point!!!!!!!!!!!Icant stand it anymore do you know that!!!There is alot of things that i want to blurt it here but I guess I can never finish it.The truth have REVEALED and I AM ABSOLUTELY MAD.And for that,I have decided to stop giving you advises because u can never listen to it and that I shall remain silent and watch you lead your own life.I am too exhausted and I dont want to make my life so stressed.I've been helping you alot all this while and I guess it's your turn to help yourself.Wish you the best of luck.
8:31 PM
Yours truly.
Yours truly.
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