A Big Dreamer

Friday, May 25, 2007

and this book touch my heart.

All i need right now is a motivational talk. To motivate me and build up my confidence in me. After all, I lost all of those and I don't want to lose it forever. Honestly,I am a pessimistic. I tried not to be one but somehow I always think negative. I put myself So Low that I couldn't see myself anymore. I just think that people is looking down on me especially my aunties. I know that deep down,they think that I am not a bright child instead a STUPID one.That is WHAT I THINK. The results that I produced for my mid year make me feel so low. I didn't see myself pursuing my studies any further and even seeing myself going to my dream school which is the Temasek Poly. Why I feel that way is because I feel stupid. No matter how hard I study,I just can't do it. Eventually,I have a very poor memory. That is what I think of myself.

I had tuition just now,early in the morning.Surprisingly,my tutor didn't taught us maths. Instead, she gave us a motivational talk which I have been craving for. She talked and I listened to every of her words. I wouldn't want to mis any of it.I know that this talk can help me with this problems of mine. I learned how to make a time table for my upcoming June holidays. I will make the time table a BIG ONE so that my parents are aware of my plan and so that they cannot NAG at me for no apparent reason.eh heh. But I'm scared that I can never follow the time table.NAH!!I know I can control myself.I must FOCUS and do alot of PRACTICE!

So,thats all I can blog for now. I will be going out to my grandma's house later on.

Taking care people.

toodles.

8:20 PM
Yours truly.

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	Friday, May 25, 2007 and this book touch my heart. All i need right now is a motivational talk. To motivate me and build up my confidence in me. After all, I lost all of those and I don't want to lose it forever. Honestly,I am a pessimistic. I tried not to be one but somehow I always think negative. I put myself So Low that I couldn't see myself anymore. I just think that people is looking down on me especially my aunties. I know that deep down,they think that I am not a bright child instead a STUPID one.That is WHAT I THINK. The results that I produced for my mid year make me feel so low. I didn't see myself pursuing my studies any further and even seeing myself going to my dream school which is the Temasek Poly. Why I feel that way is because I feel stupid. No matter how hard I study,I just can't do it. Eventually,I have a very poor memory. That is what I think of myself. I had tuition just now,early in the morning.Surprisingly,my tutor didn't taught us maths. Instead, she gave us a motivational talk which I have been craving for. She talked and I listened to every of her words. I wouldn't want to mis any of it.I know that this talk can help me with this problems of mine. I learned how to make a time table for my upcoming June holidays. I will make the time table a BIG ONE so that my parents are aware of my plan and so that they cannot NAG at me for no apparent reason.eh heh. But I'm scared that I can never follow the time table.NAH!!I know I can control myself.I must FOCUS and do alot of PRACTICE! So,thats all I can blog for now. I will be going out to my grandma's house later on. Taking care people. toodles. 8:20 PM Yours truly.	Yours Truly Syahirah. 18. Republic Poly. Pharmaceutical Science. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day. And oh, don't forget to fly. Music Playlist at MixPod.com Click please Links Beads&Ribbons Gf Raudhah Gf Nadz Gf Izzi Gf Leeyan Gf Sasha Gf Anisah Zelah Mr Ng Fatin kidd Andy ShaSha Hasnim Hazirah Lala Parker Sissy Syuu Abg Isk Afiq Heedayah Hyraah Shasha Rockstar Atiqah kasha amira rp daniel rp Syahidah rp Syuee rp Salim rp Nadhirah chiron Atikah chiron Shaihah chiron Nazahah chiron Alif Hakim dhilah sue rp luqman hakim tiqsy Nizzam Abby Ulfah Jolene Aishah Archives May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 Credits Biggest credit: the bikini boy Editor: JollyPills/:B